2012 was the end of the world my world any way my girlfriend
of 18 yrs just ended it I believed we would be together for ever i cried so many tears even now 8 months on I miss her and my step son he was 4 when we got together I’ve done everything for him brought him is first computer I went to every parent evening I was the proud father taught him to drive gave him is first car even though I couldn’t afford it and now he won’t even answer my calls or texts I just managed to sort out my mortgage when your 52 it’s hard to get one also means I have to work till I’m 72 the one constant thing was at least I have a job but that looks like I’m about to lose that it’s a nightclub and it’s mostly young people I’ve trained somebody to do my job to help me what I believed but no they changed the job role so now they can get rid of me by saying the jobs not there anymore I feel so sick I’ve always been a good person regular church member I have money taken out of my wages for Save the children and the altzimers association my mum is in the final stages it hurts to see her just lay there now I don’t know what to do I’m going to lose everything I feel like there is no one out there no god nobody how sad is this I just don’t want to go on anymore
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