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Just need to say it out load ish..
When I was 3 years I started to get molested by 3 people, when turn for the worse when I was 5. It has caused an injury in my skull and neck, which is unfixable. So my nerves fire randomly cause my muscles to tense up to the point I cant walk or my stop for a bit. And well because of it my life has been hard being very sick. But then on top of the molesting never stopped in till about a year and half ago. So I fear people like I use to. I just need to say something, because it been holding me back. I will most likely always be scared of them. Thank you for your time.
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Did you every report the abuse to the authorities?
I did when i was a kid, i went thought therpy for 3 and a half years, but i jsut to scared to say it was still happening
OK. I’m sorry that happened to you. Perhaps you’d benefit from therapy again?
oh no, i just need to say something, i feel better now. as soon as one my secert r out, i tend to move on. im really good about that. i dont hate them. to be honest i thank them and pity them. i would never hate them or wish them harm. You see if it didn’t happen i wouldnt of know what its like to be sick, and it cause im sick i can help others and most of all help my uncle’s boy. he doesn’t have much longer to live. and he feel connected to me because im sick too. And theres nothing better in this world then not feeling alone. So in all it was for the best. or maybe i just think weird. i realize im sick, and i realize i will most likey never have kids, but if i can help others and m self everything is ok.
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oh no, i just need to say something, i feel better now. as soon as one my secert r out, i tend to move on. im really good about that. i dont hate them. to be honest i thank them and pity them. i would never hate them or wish them harm. You see if it didn’t happen i wouldnt of know what its like to be sick, and it cause im sick i can help others and most of all help my uncle’s boy. he doesn’t have much longer to live. and he feel connected to me because im sick too. And theres nothing better in this world then not feeling alone. So in all it was for the best. or maybe i just think weird. i realize im sick, and i realize i will most likey never have kids, but if i can help others and m self everything is ok.
It’s great that you have such a positive attitude in spite of what happened. A lot of people could learn from you.
Well thanks, i guess i dont see why to get mad. i cant change it, plus being mad only makes things worse. If you find something bright about it, its not as bad. Plus we need to balance are past and future and present together. Plus im only 16 right now, i got a good live a head of me if i want it. sitting here in self pity wont get me there.
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Thanks for reading it though. you really didn’t have too
wow, youre actually an amazing person. you inspire me :) thanks for sharing your story, but im sorry this happened to you.
Its not your fault. And thank you. and Thank you for taking time to read it.
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Anonymous wrote:
Well thanks, i guess i dont see why to get mad. i cant change it, plus being mad only makes things worse.
Yes, those feelings are just mental tensions which can be as paralyzing as the too strong physical muscle tensions. It’s far better to be able to tense or relax on purpose, not because of how someone treated you.
Anyway, thanks for sharing your story. If you like to help, then you’ve come to the right place. And others can help you too.
lifelover wrote:
Anonymous wrote:
Well thanks, i guess i dont see why to get mad. i cant change it, plus being mad only makes things worse.Yes, those feelings are just mental tensions which can be as paralyzing as the too strong physical muscle tensions. It’s far better to be able to tense or relax on purpose, not because of how someone treated you.
Anyway, thanks for sharing your story. If you like to help, then you’ve come to the right place. And others can help you too.
well i dont do it on purpose. When they did it, it broke my top bone in my spine and my Sb junction. It because of that the tension in my muscle happens. that why it good tho, because Rigan can’t fix his illness either, that why we so close you see. And thank you for taking your time to read it.
People who molest small children, however, should be removed from society and put in a place where they cannot repeat their crimes, i.e., prison.
Glad that you still have a positive attitude, and that you are doing great things.
well ones died, one just got out of jail, one is in prison, and well…the other one is my sister. and well ya it hard to explain that one…
and thank you. Tho i came e\here to help not to be helped, i kinda feel bad. but thnak you for reading it. ^^
Don’t feel bad. When you talk out these things, they lose their power over you.
As for the people who hurt you, it looks like that karma has caught up with some of them already.
Yes it did, i think that why i never get mad at people who hurt me. because in the end it will come to bite them im the ***.
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The Sherlockian wrote:
People who molest small children, however, should be removed from society and put in a place where they cannot repeat their crimes, i.e., prison.Glad that you still have a positive attitude, and that you are doing great things.
Abusers should be put IN jails.
Child molesters should be put UNDER them.
sorry for your situation and happy to read your post… you caused me think more.
hope you feel better
It’s not your fault. and thank you for taking the time to read it. i feel much better. i hope it was good thoughts
Your strength is beyond measure and your soul is one of the brightest ones in the world. My condolences for you having to go through that all your life, and I hope and pray that you live a life full of blessings and joy.
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It’s not your fault. and thank you for taking the time to read it. i feel much better. i hope it was good thoughts
i’m so happy you feel much better lol.
i tend to a really happy person. xD though alot of people would think i hate everyone cause im a scorpio D: people r mean haha oh well tho
this vid —–> is awesome http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dnxHsb…
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