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I am going to kill myself… I am worthless, stupid and a horrible person.

My life isn’t worth living anymore. I steal things for no reason, then I get angry and sad about it… I can’t sleep even with sleeping meds… I’ve been to therapy and a psychiatrist, nothing is different! My life is still crap! I still either cry all the time, or I’m running around unable to stop moving, doing, even things I shouldn’t and don’t want to do, then I regret it later and feel horrible about it! I’ve tried to call my, so called, friends, but no one even answers the phone when they see it’s me calling, there is no way I am calling one of those hotlines or my doctor just to be locked up in a psych ward or something… I’m over it, I’m done! I don’t want to deal anymore! I just want out! I am sick of trying so hard for nothing to change!!!!!

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San Francisco, CA, US | 10 months ago (0 minutes after post)

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Padre J Roulston offline Verified User (4 years, 10 months) Long Term User Shouts: 411 #
An Unknown Location | 10 months ago (9 minutes after post)

go to the the ER now. It may be that the meds you’re on are not helping you. The ER is a safe place, and they will be able to help you.
If you are not going to go to the hospital I would be willing to talk with you. You are not a stupid and horible person. I know you’re not stupid because you came here for help.

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Baron Scary offline Verified User (2 years, 1 month) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
An Unknown Location | 10 months ago (30 minutes after post)

yes there are many places you can get help for the way you are feeling. you aren’t alone.

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An Unknown Location | 10 months ago (58 minutes after post)

Hi. We all make mistakes. If you recognize to be doing something wrong pray to God to help you. He will help if you give him the oportunity. I have an idea of what you are going thru. Been there done that. But thanks to the grace of God I feel different.
Go down to your knees and pray my friend you will feel better. I’ll pray for you to come out of this that is disturbing your pease of mind. In the name of Jesus.

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Gusty offline Verified User (3 years, 11 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 10 months ago (1 hour, 9 minutes after post)

Slow down. Why are you worthless in your eyes?

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R.O.G. offline Verified User (2 years, 10 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 10 months ago (1 hour, 34 minutes after post)

If you had cancer you wouldn’t deal with it alone. You’d go to a doctor and seek treatment. Right now you’re mentally unwell, and so you need to look for some help. I’d personally rather spend a little time in psychiatric ward than kill myself, and that’s the worst case scenario here.

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NaTcOMan offline Verified User (2 years, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Unknown Location | 10 months ago (1 hour, 38 minutes after post)

Been there done that.~~~ its in the mind,~~~ picture this.. I’ve been depressed for about 5 years give or take at one time. The whole time I just couldnt comprehend why I was being that way, and so on i searched for answers.. found things from .. drugs, religion to philosophy. all didn’t really work as much as I tried to follow instructions..

one.. it wasnt medicated, but time, over time i grew to adapt to it and realize its a piece of mind, and we can certainly change our minds whether if we feel like it or want to.

second.. Its only game over till you give up. Im not exactly a humanist or must care for the attention. I dont donate charity. I dont give a Fab. why? we’re human and selfish in nature. if you want to go be Mother Theresa go for it.. earn a title.. whatever. But IM STILL HERE and still dont give a Fluch.

third.. Look on the bright side. People used to be crucified.. took about 3-5 days to die on that thing. if thats what ur crying for. by all means find out what its like.

From what im getting the situation you’re in..the only thing you can change is your mind

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Zirbel offline Verified User (2 years, 10 months) Long Term User Shouts: 4 #
An Undisclosed Location | 10 months ago (6 hours, 50 minutes after post)

Don’t give up! Ask for help and support. Call a hotline and have a talk with people who will understand you!

“How To Avoid Committing Suicide”:
http://www.wikihow.com/Avoid-Committi…

“What To Do If You Are In Suicidal Danger”:
http://suicide.com/suicidecrisiscente…

“If your are thinking about suicide … read this first”:
http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/

“Suicide is NOT a Selfish Act — It is an Act of Desperation by Someone in Intense Pain”:
http://www.suicide.org/suicide-is-not…

✖ Suicide Hotlines (USA, listed by states) ✖
http://www.suicide.org/suicide-hotlin…

✖ Suicide Hotlines (International · Over 60 countries outside USA) ✖
http://www.suicide.org/international-…

✖ International Suicide Prevention Wiki ✖
http://suicideprevention.wikia.com

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