why do i feel more beautiful when i go to a different country?
people say i’m pretty, one guy said i was gorgeous, but i just think i’m average looking. Yeah, i kind of have low self esteem, mainly because i feel i’m not “pretty enough” to get a boyfriend. (i’m a teenage girl, i think about boys, savvy?) i went to italy a few days ago, and i literally felt people stare at me. Guys and girls. Whether it was on the train or when i walk by. I dont know if they were good or bad stares, but i somewhat liked it. I remember i was passing by a cute Italian guard,probably in his 20’s, and he whispered ‘beautiful’ when i walked by. Why is it that i feel like crap in the states, but if i go somewhere else i feel more confident? I was starting to think that i am sort of pretty but the feeling just faded away. I would just love to get out of America (nice place, but for some reason i get emotionally drained here) and go somewhere else. I’m only 16 so i’m not talking about moving but just to travel. Ugh, i really hate it here, and i don’t know why
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