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dont mind me, just venting as things I thought long burried have resurfaced.
girlfriend of a long time broke up with me over a year ago, youd think Id be over it heck I thought I was over it. I saw her with her new boyfriend. we stopped and talked but it felt really awkward. she looks happy, he looks happy, I dont begrudge her happyness. In a strange sort of way Im glad she’s happy. However it casts a sharp bright light on the irrevocable fact that I am still not seeing anyone, and truth told, not happy. Dont get me wrong here I dont hate her for being happy, I hate that the encounter reminds me of how happy I was with her, and how not happy? I am either alone or without her specifically I cant decide which. it is strangely painful and numbing at the same time being in my own head right now.
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