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Why bother anymore?
When i was younger i was sexually assaulted by my step father. He left before i realised it was wrong (i was really young) next i watched my next stepdad die of a heart annurism a few years on, mum had a break down, this was when i was 16. We moved away.
I got my license and within a few months an old drunk man jumped in front of my car, he had a fractured skull and broken arm.
I was told at 18 that my bf was being deported but we loved eachother so we married, no proposal, very cheap wedding.
When i had my daughter my husband lost his job and i went back to work straight away with post natal depression
Ignoring it i pushed on - it caused divorce
My next boyfriend cheated on me and left after being friends for 7 years i never heard from him again.
Im now living with my mother and feel uncomfortable living there with my daughter as i feel like a burden
Tell me why i should keep going, why i should bother when everything and everyone just causes pain. I cant workbecause my hands shake somuch!
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