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What does it mean if i am more insecure and less confident in myself now compared to how i was before i met my boyfriend a year and a half ago?
I love my boyfriend so much but i don’t like how i am feeling about myself, i used to like everything about myself but now i just compare myself to others and i don’t like myself as much as i used to.
I’m obsessed with how i compare to his ex girlfriends and i hate it so much but i can never get it out of my head. One thing that really upset me last night was when i realised that he has a preference for exotic looking women including beyonce, nicole scherzinger and his ex-girlfriend who was greek but i’m white with blonde hair and it makes me think he doesn’t find me as attractive, i feel like i’m going insane because it’s starting to take over my life!
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