Hi I have been talking to a man for the last 8 months.
I am 33 years old. I am tired of all the games that people play. I am tired of my feelings being toyed with. From the time that I started talking to him I have felt like I had a connection to him. He has always felt the same. He revealed and admitted to me that he felt I was the one from the beginning. We both have been hurt and are scared. he wants to move to California and make a family. I have to say that he is the only person that I can call and he makes me feel better no matter what is happening in both our lives. As strange as it sounds he fits like on one else. I have been in love with him for a while but I always thought he loved me as a friend. We were going to meet this week. But money and other issues have caused this not to happen. I have been racking my brain and trying alot of differant ways to make this happen. I have like 20,000 NWA miles but I am 5,000 short. I can buy more for $200 but that is more than both of us can afford. I feel like there are so many barriors in the way of my happiness. I have had a really rough year or two. I need something positive to happen for me for once. I dont know I guess I gotta keep trying until some how this dream comes true. Sigh if any one can help I would appreciate it. I know its farfetched. But I gotta try.
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