world help: Why does it always feel so weird to let something go? - Help.com

Can you simplify what you are trying to say. I don’t quite understand.

Your talking abut how the world keeps on changing and never stays the same?

You have questions about the mystery of Life, maybe you should ask someone else besides human beings; maybe you should ask children.

I have my idiosyncrasies too. I live in a privileged town in a priviieged country and sometimes wonder if I have to pay in Hell because people are dying and starving in unprivileged places. Thing is I’m not really privileged but really lucky to have a computer and the ability, facility, and cability to attempt and answer your questions to no avail.

Gee, you must think alot like I do. I think alot about things. I am never content and I should be - like we should think about what we have than what we have not. I’m pretty rich in my right that way.

Say that’s pretty off topic but are you still there…

How much do I “think” you think? Well, I think alot about things. Like for example, a few seconds ago I just came to realize there was ads on this site but really never occured to me that they were there.

Anyhow….I’m really liking this website.

Back on topic- Now about the past…we can’t really let it go cause it’s the source that let us know who we are and answers most of the “why” questions.

But really there’s nothin great about my past and I really want to kill myself but ya see, we’re on this world to endure and to make a difference - A GOOD DIFFERENCE THAT IS.

It’s sad that we’ll be only here for a little while of “NOW.”

Like me and some other people, I believe in eternal life - Life Goes On Foreer.

Well, according to my accumulated knowledge- that knowledge is saved on a memory somewhere on our brains and when we die, that memory particle is let go and it’s basically travels space. In that space is where it is contained. OR whatever we’re made of becomes waste substanes that would probably be on this earth for billions of years so I guess we’ll be here forever, we just can’t interact.

Now I believe that people have souls…I mean, we must have souls…I just don’t think my heart runs on its own! Come to think of it, my stomach made a sound one day and I kind of appreciated the fact that it can do that sort of thing. Gee, for what purpose? Maybe to remind me I’m starvin’. It kinds of freak me out when my body makes a sound. It’s really freaking me out ya know…how I’m alive…gee, scary thing.

This talk is really freaking me out now. I can hear my heart pumping blood.
I wonder how much time left I have on Earth. Probably 65 years left..gee, what’s the world going to be like in the next 60 years!?

My past sucked for a while.Now I have grown to apreciate it.I have only just begun to do this.Before I was a raging alcoholic.I got in trouble and was sent to AA.After a while I sat down with a member there and started doing what he had done.I really can’t quite explain it but after writing down and sharing everything about my whole life(good or bad)with that stranger,I am able to sleep better,live with less fear and breath contently.Most of the time.Somehow by telling this person everything in my life I was changed.It only took about 4hrs.I would like to think I could at least occupy someones time for days about my life history, but I geuss not.