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Right i wrote this on vent so like its written to my girlfreind jess,

this is getting ridiculous babe. Friday you were meant to come over but you skanked me for your mates, that hurt and cos you left it to the last minute to tell me i had f;;; all to do and moped around like an idiot getting depressed.

I seriously think i cannot talk to you anymore because you will say i am being obsessive but i think it is a perfectly reasonable request to ask to see my f****** girlfriend. We have 2 weeks off school and so far i have seen you what? twice? and one of them you had to drag your f****** little b**** of a best mate to. So if anybody is reading right this was last wednesday. Then we arranged to meet up for a picninc that friday and i spent the morning getting ready right and you called me at the last minute and said you were going into town with lauren and jess.

We then had an argument about me being obsessive wanting to see you (wtf?) it is not on to just skank me for your mates your my ******* girlfriend.

So to make things better you arranged to meet me today to make things better and i thought
great, she is making an effort
but guess what your f****** mates and you decide to let me down once again and you decide to let me know at the last minute therefore wasting another day of my f****** holiday

so i try and arrange to see you again before the holiday is done and the only day you are free is saturday and then you decide you are seeing the girls again.

You are with them all the f******* time and you make no effort for your boyfriend who you claim you are madly in love with. Personally i think loosing it to me meant nothing to you and you try and make a joke out of everything because you cant handle an argument.

Now i get to see you tomorrow and its the last time i get to see you this holiday right what are we gonna spend our time doing? f****** arguing thats what
you bring all this s*** on yourself it is ridiculous
and then your freinds have the nerve to complain about me seeing you too much……. WHAT THE F*** i swear jess its bad enough your going around with my f****** ex but then she has the nerve to b**** about me seeing you too much wtf.

i cant even speak to you cos you will say i am being obsessive. This relationship is starting to get ridiculous i mean we have a holiday right 14 days off by the end of it i will have spent 3 days with you

let me down again jess its over you dont know how much this upsets me. it hurts that you feel that you can just let me down all the time with no reprocussions.

and if any of them b*tch about me again i am going, f**k the ‘group’ im pissin off cos i will never talk to them b***ches again

this is serious i need to talk to you but the only oppurtunity is tomorrow when im supposed to be spending quality time with you.

so can anyone offer any advice? and do you think i should send this to her bearing in mind she upsets easily

sorry about the essay

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