Love help: When I first laid eyes on him I felt my heart pound in my chest

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When I first laid eyes on him I felt my heart pound in my chest

I took a sharp intake of breath
He was devastatingly good looking
Kind of a loner
Rumors around school that the reason he doesn’t show up is because he’s a stoner
He sits quietly strumming guitar
I know he’s faking
He can’t read music
Worth a ****
He’s a faker
I volunteer to be in his group just so I can sit next to him
He hardly talks
Furthermore he does not show up
I think about failing him on the group project
Nope, too nice for that
He seems to live in his own world
Does the perpetual half smile indicate that his world is a happy one
Or one of self depracating mockery?
Black eyed, coffee colored hair
The color of a Belgian donut
Legacy of his ancestry
He writes me a note!
The joy of sudden communication
To unlock his world
He spells everything wrong
Says he’s got dyslexia
I feel bad.
Even if he’s dyslexic, whatever form of communication we have reaches deep and touches the inside
We keep it up, months later he signs, “Forever your secret.”
Puzzled about the meaning of this I ponder it while he says, “Shh…”
I fall in love with minds
I want to open the doors to his secrets
In the meantime I am content to remain forever his. How long do I have to wait? He disappears like quicksilver promising to return. Can quicksilver become gold?

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Anonymous #
2 years, 7 months ago (24 minutes after post)

ok im kinda confused… do u like this guy or not?

techtype 1 #
Warren, MI, US | 2 years, 7 months ago (12 hours, 49 minutes after post)

You are like most young girls, you want what you can not attain. When you get ‘er wish, later on in life we can bit*h and kvetch what kind of crud he is. Who knows once he’s had you maybe he’ll kick ya to da curb. He is aloof in his mannerisms because he knows the mysterious attracts girls, girls not women because women would see right through his act. He maybe very well dyslexic. that is not for you to correct. In fact he doesn’t want to correct it, he knows about it. It just gets the little girls around him to be used and abused and castaway when he is through with them or the next attractive volunteer comes along. In the mean time you’ll do for a time.

Final I would get away and get away quickly before it is too late. Nuff said!

Ragga Rebel 1 #
Gent, 08, BE | 2 years, 7 months ago (1 day, 9 hours after post)

The color of a Belgian donut ?? belgian donut???? i never saw a belgian donut? i live in belgium !

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GB | 2 years, 7 months ago (1 week, 2 days after post)

Wowch

Maybe easily swayed me but i like it

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