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I’m going to kill myself tonight.
I can’t take this anymore. Everyone is busy with their own problems to think about me. I’ve tried everything I could think of, but it’s just not working. This is my goodbye note. Maybe someone on this site will care.
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First you must tell us what the problem is.
Oh, no. DON”T. Get help. Now.
people here care its HELP.com well help u
I care, We all care. Please reconsider what you are doing. Your life will get better, mine did when I planned on commiting almost 3 years ago. I got caught and wasn’t able to go through with it, and got help. My life got so much better and right now I have everything I could ever want.
What is making you so depressed that you would kill yourself?
Listen to the advice of the others. We all care about each other here.
A bunch of people on this site care a lot. How much do you care?
Don’t kill yourself!!! of course we care!!! just hang on, tell us your problems!!! don’t commit suicide!!! thats stupid!!!! pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaase!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!
First you need to stop worrying about who cares. Take a stand in your life and care about yourself. Everything will fall into place. You need to figure out what is making you soo miserable and deal w/ it. If you need help from others get some counceling. Don’t be dumb!!
dude serisously, if u think killing your self is going to help, well it wont, so dont even. What r u going through, b cuz theres a lot of people including me that can help, thats why we are on, to talk 2 people about our problems and have them help us, so tell me, whats up?
I am sincerely worried about you. Please do not kill yourself tonight, at least take another week or two to see if these feelings will pass. I really hope to hear back from you here. Please, we all want to help you through this. We can help you solve whatever problems you are having.
Now i want you to notice. There are already 10 replies, which means there are a lot of people that care. and if thats no hope. just pray to God. He will give you a heart of good
Thanks. You all seem like very nice people. I’m just hurting so much right now and it feels like the outside world is too busy to even care. And I’m tired of feeling this way while everyone else is happy.
Trust Me, there are a lot of worser people than what you feel, and just because you want to leave this earth because of how others are happy, well thats BS, I’ve had my friend die from suicide, and we had 2 suffer from her, and that was not good
We are the outside world, and we aren’t to busy to care.
Then start feeling happy. Make friends with the happy people, then make friends with their friends.
Just because everyone else is happy doesn’t mean you can’t join them.
Please don’t commit suicide, give this some thought and try to be happy.
we are all here for you just tell me what is wrong and I will try to help you.
You are going to die someday anyway, you might as well stick around and see…you might just be glad you did…..Your at a crossroad right now…
Wait, just hold on. I care, we all do! in 5 minutes something could happen to change your life forever. It might be so amazingly good you’ll be happy to be alive. So if you kill yourself you think peolpe might care and start paying attention to you? THEN WHAT?!?!? killing yourself wont help at all. I’m praying for you. There are people out there that love you. In fact your lucky compared to what some people go through
you may think they dont care but if you kill yourself, you will make all your family and friends very, very sad. you dont want to put them through such misery, do you?
You need God, because he loves you very much. I don’t know why you want to do this, but I really care. I want you to know that I love you, God loves you, and many other people do too. Please, don’t do this. God created you for a reason. You are in my prayers.
i hope he didnt go through with it:(, hey if ur still reading people care and u can improve ur life
Everyone on here will care for you.
Most of us have been through this as well.
And most of us made it and got better.
Like I did.
Talk to us, give us a chance, give yourself a chance.
We could help you, I know it, we’ve helped so many people in your situation.
You wouldn’t be the first, you wouldn’t be the last.
Give us time to try.
It’s still your choice, make the right one and give it a try.
You can trust us, we will do our best, as we always do.
lilly who hopes you’ll hear her.
lilly-save.help @ hotmail.com
intervention is in order…
how can I help you?
Friend, I really hope you didn’t go through with it. I really hope you didn’t. You came on here reaching out for help and you haven’t responded. If I don’t hear back from you tomorrow I’m going to assume your gone, Please reconsider what your doing. Your life is cherished, I wish I could be with you and help you through these hard times. Your life will get better.
please if you are on here it means that you are very serious about your feelings, an your life must really suck right now. It also means that you still have a shred of doubt, please allow me to reach out to you!!!
Suicide is not the answer! Take it from someone who just attempted it and was hospitalized. Get help. Call a therapist or a psychiatrist or a doctor and tell them that you are thinking about killing yourself. They will get you the help you need.
Please don’t do it!! People do care..its just sometimes they dont show it…my friend tried to commit suicide…i felt horrible about it I was so happy she didnt die..think of your family they don’t want you to die…think about all the lives you’d be hurting if you went through with it..what would your parents do..your friends..your co-workers..they would be really sad wether you like to think it or not! Please don’t do it. I know that it’s hard for you right now or you wouldn’t be thinking abou it but if it’s that bad then it can only get better from here..please..don’t do it.
i’ve thought about killing myself at least once a week for the past few years. tonight i think of it as a well considered option. i’m sure that people would care if it happened, as i would care if a few people i knew committed suicide. what help do i need? why is it so unreasonable? if i find it hopeless to connect with anyone, if i understand my dilemmas pale in comparison to other’s, if i understand my capabilities, if i know other’s love and care for me, but i still can’t help but feel that my most reasonable decision is to kill myself, why should i not?
because if you kill yourself you could be ruining other peoples lives! Some people never get over the fact that there friend died. Also because there is so many other options…you could go see a phycaiatrist. You could go see your doctor for anti-depressant pills…just don’t do it please!!you can get help…pleaase don’t ruin your life or the lives of people around you..I know it seems the best thing right now trust me I do..but if you get help things will get much better!
Please don’t do it.
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i cant stop having thoughts that are completely twisted and sickening . it consumes me. i have had medication in the past but it simply isnt working. i APPARENTLY have a extremely low tolerance to most medication so i am thinking maybe that pills will kill me. my friend can get some that with the right dosage should send me into a coma im not waking up from. i have a girlfriend but its not working out we have constant fights. i am a terrible person and am pretty sure people would get over it.
all i want is to not think this way anymore . i want to be normal like you.
if pills arent accessible i am going to borrow a handgun from my best friend.
i really am sorry by the way. i feel compelled to post this and we all know why. somehow in some strange way it made me feel better to post this on this site knowing people i dont know at all will read this .
let this message be for anyone with children.
i am a result of bad parenting. it is a reminder to treat your children well and actually take care of them yourself.the world is **** people are F*$&*# .
and if you are really smart you would do you and your possible children a favour and not even have them.
i love you and i will make your pain minimal
Help…my cousin is making me go insane..and i feel like i might go emo! nobody cares about me! HELP!!
I work like hell, my own father will not talk to me any more and he won’t let me see my brother and sister. I live with my mom and it is hell, all we do is fight. i get the crap beat out of mea nd mad fun of because i am not like super skineya nd like what other ppl like. I can’t stand it nomore. no one cares about me. I am nobody. Help me, before i take my self to the point where where well no one cares. Help me!
god… look at us, we are all normal… eg everyone is crazy,,,, were a product of the age of the gross, we have 2 much of everything…cavemen didnt commit suaside, because they strived to survive, all we have to do is try and earn money? and the truth is, life is to hard to cope, take for eample politics??? industry??? global ecomany??? we are surposed to go to work everyday, and learn these topics to enable us to become what todays socisty would deams “GREAT” well educated ritch popular and so on,,,,,, this cannot be humanatys destiny, i cant ecept this is the soul purpose of the human race? my life is intended for far greater things, im in the persuit of my own cause, and im compleatly lost????? even if i did decide to go off in to the wilderness and try to get back to bacis, it would be destined to fail, as ive seen the bright lights of the city,,, so if i dont belive in fighting for humanity and it cause ???? what do i do? cant go back or forward?? truthly my brain dosent have the capasity to retain this train of thought constantly so i can resolve the issue, and it a re-occuring battle that leaves me frustrated and at times like i want to lash out at the wourl for being so scary and cruel,,, with god as my witness,,, let me follow the path of the ritchous the brave….. STOP… are these asperations im writing right now the product of my warped upbringing, its almost as if i want to discover what a humans true esseance is so i can emulate it. i think ive lost the plot,,, i am mad,,,, maybe one day ill find someone else out there that wants to persue life from a different angle, probably not.
surprisingly enough im english well educated and pretty hot,, even if i do say so lol god save us all…. not that im reliougs.
My name is Michael and I am 41 years old. I am separated from my wife of 13 years and my two daughters who are 12 and 10. I have suffered from impure thoughts of a carnal nature for many years and they have manifested on my job at a Independent Catholic School in my home town. I am so ashamed and embarassed for allowing a 12 year-old girl to become infatuated with me. I have left-sided paralysis from a stroke I had 6 years ago and my 12 year-old student fawns over me as she tries to help me with routine tasks and I allow her to fawn over me. I do care for her. However, this situation has gotten out hand. A couple of teachers spotted me pecking her on the cheek. I knew I was wrong, but I let it happen. I acted inappropriately and I want to die. I feel like the world’s most infamous child molester. I am so embarassed. I do want to die. I am afraid to kill myself. I do not want to go to Hell and I do not want my daughters to have to face this, as well as my mother. I am totally boxed it. I do not know what to do! I wish I could go away and never come back.
time to die. 22 years old tomorrow, never had a girlfriend. just got done with college. no job. no hope. no friends. no one talks to me. no one at college even knows my name. what is there left for me to do. i just want the sweet escape now. im not sure if im going to do this tomorrow or in a week. it doesnt matter. i dont have any friends. no one cares. i havent received a phone call in months. i guess im just ugly. im skinny and really fit, but i suppose that doesnt matter when you are incredibly ugly. as for family, my dad is dead. my mom doesnt care about me. and i dont have any other family. i think im just gonna go OD on some drugs. no one cares about me. im not good at anything. i guess im gonna die a virgin too… go ahead and laugh.
well…… this must be your lucky day, “itsover” and “mrwalker” my number is Removed personal info,,,, its a mobile and i live in england,,, so i think the code is “001″ for England???? anyway take a chance and call me, your both prepared to take the ultimate risk and try and kill yourself, why not take a chance, ive read both your messages and i am desperate to talk to you both…. not cos i think i can help you,,, no i think we can help each other???? ps im not a nut…lol.. just call.
wow. this is either rediculous, pathetic, or some horrid combination of both. i’ve had 3 friends commit suicide. 1 shotgun to the head. 1 hanging. 1 asphyxiation. They never asked for help. Ur NOT really gonna commit suicide if you’re asking for help. Do the world a favor and suck it up. If you can get online, youre not imprisoned, a slave, or being murdered… what do u really have to complain about? “in the long run, its not too late to change the road youre on” listen to the zep and change youre path. choose to live. look for goodness. it’s there and you will find it when you look. look for darkness, and you will never see. love is not given, it is recieved. if you are still alive, and i believe you are, just know (and another zep quote) “your time is gonna come”… no need to rush things.
and one more lame but good cliche
DONT WORRY BE HAPPY
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