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Why do you feel that you need to end your life?

sorry, i’m manic deppressive, i get in strange moods and i do stupid things, i ws very depressed earlier. don’t worry

i’m embaressed about my message. sorry

Ohh okay. There are actually quite a few people with that problem who post on this site :P.

Quite a few alcoholics, too.

this is dumb, i might as well be on a chatroom. who is certified or qualified to offer help or support?is this open to everyone? are there groups for things like this, cause it wouldnt hurt to meet other people..

okat, i drank alot and i cut up my arm real bad, im getting tiredd, i went to psychiattricsts before, im having a breakdown, i dont know what im asking for, just alone, i just need somoneto talk

Yeah, I understand. Keep coming back.

i like your name :) it has helped me a lot coming here. right now i think this is one place i am not alone. not every one gets me here, but i have found come people who have really understand.

i hope u do not hurt yourself. sometimes i work too hard or drink too to deal with things. here u can talk some about it too. con’t be embarassed to reach out for help - if you look at some of my postings… ;) u can see me trying to work through my own hell. and occassionally i post anonymous too… cause i just want to say more than i tihnk i maybe should.

im sorry you are having a hard time. who ever you dont want to hurt financially, i am sure you dont want to hurt them emotionally. i live alone and cry too much. but i am trying to learn to take it one step at a time.

my sis says think of my worst day as a 1 and my best as a 10, figure out where i am and focus on what works to try to move up a number. if ranting here works, do it again :) sometimes i take a walk… or help people here, or just try to eat better. little things. i even sometimes call people and kind of invite mysefl over juts for the human contact. i think i am about a 4, trying to be a 5… sometimes i slip back and sometimes i think i already ama 5.

anyway…

(((daddystarbuck))) hope i see u again

hi…’hope u are feeling better. i also got strange moods at times. when i feel i’m on way to it, id make sure i’d have a friend with me or come here at help and talk my heart out.

If you’ve been to a “psychiattricsts” then I’m reasonably sure he prescribed medication for a diagnosis of a manic personality. Are you off your meds? It sounds like you are, and I recommend that you get back on them.
Bright blessings ~R

Im sorry you feel this way.Its not worth it and you dont need to be in so much pain.Maybe talking to a really good friend might help.Hope you feel better.

Hay, I can deffinately relate to those moments of anger and confusion like you may have been in when you posted. I came accross this site last night when I was blacked out drunk and high.

It is strange how much we change when we are altered on substances or just plain mood disorders. I have a whole litany of disorders, and I also cut myself again last night during my black out. I think I just stabed my arm or something.

I have defenitely realized one thing though, human contact and comunication are esential to keep ourselvs from drifting too far away, into our own worped world view. I am happy to have come accross this site and someone else who is suffering like me.

There are a lot of solutions out there (meditation, psychiatrist, psychologists, group tharapy) and more that I am sure I am unaware of. Lately I have been considering finding a support group of some kind. I would think there must be a suport group for manic depressives.

Anyway… good luck to us all.

The pain you feel must be so unbearable. But, please take the time to think this through. Do not be rash, no matter how bad things are for you you can make then much worst for those that you love and love you. Please, ask for help. Those that love you most will be there for you at all costs. Think of those you love and love you. If you truly love them, you will not want to cause them pain. And, they do not want to see you in such pain. Please talk to someone. If you do not have anyone, go to the doctor, call a minister, sit quietly in your favorite place and talk to the Lord. When no one else is there, He is! No matter if you speak the words aloud or silently, He is always listening. Please consider all your options. I am sure you will find that there is a light at the end of the tunnel. God Bless!

Well bud, if thats how you feeling thats how you feeling. Its like riding a wave, get on that surf board and surf. The emotional turmoil that we go thru is like riding a wave, fall off get back on.
Did you ever try seeing your doctor, your body maybe lacking in something, you need to help balance your body. Natural chemicals in our body does weird stuff to us, especially emotionally where your head hurts so much with the pain of thinking of so many things. Breathe next time, when you gona pick up a drink