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Sabaku No Gaara

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Does any one else think life is kinda… disgusting? I meen I looked at myself and I felt my chest and felt my rib cage… it’s gross! there’s a heart behind it! I’m like a tin can with goo and messy meaty things inside me! its almost unbearable to think about.
To think that my mouth is a hole in my face! leading to a stomach…my god, its horrable!
life sickens me.
Some times I just want to blow up this planet and end all this life.
another thing: there are bones under my skin! its illing me to think of this, and a brain in my head! jesus
christ, theres something in my head! I meen look at yourself, theres a heart in your chest, and lungs!
its so disgusting! And hair! what is that? these things coming out of my head…and all over my body!
Why do i think like this? why do i find life sickening? I’m human, and ive been so all my life so why do i see life this way?
the only way i go on is to ignore the fact that i have a heart in my chest and ignore my brain in my head and forget that i have intestens and not think about the bones under my skin.
what is wrong with me?

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nainachick 1 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 4 months ago (6 minutes after post)

your apparently human. Nothing is wrong with you, persay, it just seems you have some unrealistic expectations of what you should be, and are not accepting what you are.

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Queen Elizatron 4000 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 4 months ago (16 minutes after post)

I’ve always thought that. It is rather gross.

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soyinfinita 1 #
El Paso, TX, US | 1 year, 4 months ago (16 minutes after post)

thinking like that is what made me become vegetarian… haha!
but you have to learn to be comfortable in your own skin… i guess my way was to stop eating animals similarly structured to me (mammals)… even fowl *puke*

one day i was looking at a steak in front of me.. and i thought, wow that’s what i’m made of… I haven’t had meat since then and that was more than 3 years ago.

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Pembroke, NC, US | 1 year, 4 months ago (4 hours, 34 minutes after post)

Listen i ahve talked to many sick people and i tell them all the same thing just thank god that you are still here.Keep your head up and pray.I pray every day that m ylil sisters and brothers would not have to go through the same stuff i went through i will pray for you.

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yours_dietcoke 3 #
An Undisclosed Location | 1 year, 4 months ago (5 hours, 24 minutes after post)

Get over it and look at the bright side of things. Start challenging that brain in your head. Obviously you have way too much time on your hands. Go learn how to plant seeds and watch them grow. Learn to paint. Go run until those lungs inside that chest burn and that heart pounds so hard you can feel it in your chest. Break one of those bones. . . feel how much it hurts when it is set straight again. Maybe then you will appreciate this life that is given to you. Quit playing stupid. You have no excuse . . . get over it!

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princess.neptune10 0 #
Hesperia, CA, US | 1 year, 4 months ago (1 day, 8 hours after post)

and some other holes in your body, u r right life is sick.

alley1 1 #
Ontario, CA, US | 1 year, 2 months ago (2 months after post)

hey josh! srry i havent been on at all, but help.com wouldnt let me log on or make a new account, and i 4got my hotmail. how r ya doin? well, write back, and there is nothin wrong with u. :-)

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Adolphus, KY, US | 1 year, 1 month ago (2 months, 2 weeks after post)

Dear Sick… It sounds like you have a soul sickness…. that can be cured…. by the one that created it…. Jesus…. he loves you, and you are never alone… he is always there…. all you have to do, is to get in touch with him…. He is spirit… talk to him… he will listen… he will help…. he cares…. he knows your name… and your situation… he can bring change…. it comes from within… first… then, the outside circumstance, begin to change… as your prospective changes… you don’t have to do it alone.. he will help you… he is as close as your breath….. reach out to him, accept him into your heart… ask him to make all things brand new… a new creation, in Christ…. read his word, The Holy Bible…. it tells you all about him, how he came to earth, lived as a man, to redeem his creation, and how, the price has been paid, thru his sacrifice, to bring you into the household of faith… wonders await… every day, in the life of a believer, is fresh and new… then you can say… This is the day that the Lord, has made.. .I shall rejoice and be glad in it…… This is what he wants for you… not dying within… not full of nothingness…. if you have just a grain of faith, anything is possible to you, with Him….. exercise that faith… reach out to him… you will never be sorry…

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