Close your eyes and forget the world then deal with your problems one at a time or let me help you.
iv been there ther…dont u ever give up…everything seems like its falling to pieces but its not…go out and make friends!! and hey al be ur friend because i know wat its lik to have no-one…its not pity we just share a likeness!!
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i’m just really sick of myself, and others right now, people are driving me crazy.
I’m just really tired. I don’t even know anyhting about myself or life. I feel like I could’ve just been a HUGE mistake.
I just feel like I’m falling apart.
rite now i think am pregnant so am in a bit of a situation :(
I ahte myself and all that i stand for most of the time….i dont get along with most ppl but the few i do like i keep close…stay away from people for a while…have time to yourself!! Once your sick of bein on your own ul appreciate other ppl more!!
With the way my mum and dad are with me i wonder why they didnt just get rid of me…thers 7 children in my family….am the most dissapointing to them and i know it..!
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And if u fall part i’ll be here to pick up the pieces okay!
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I’m the most disappointing out of 4.
ah well then thats another thing we have in commmon…do u get along with any of ur brothers or sisters? me and my sister are like best friends…but i used to DESPISE her sooo much it ws scary actually but we got past the pettiness and realsied we needed each other!! she moved out so i dont get to see her as much :(
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Being pregnant is not bad. Being pregnant in some way is a blessing. it only seems difficult if your not married or have no financial means of supporting yourself or your child.
none, I used to love my mom a lot, but now I don;t really care about any of them.
well it was a stupid weekend thing i dot know it for sure but am gonna do the test in a couple of weeks and see of course!!
Its just my parents…there born again christians adn this is gonna make them so dissapointed in me!
Why dont u care anyomre wat happpened?
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you can watch some funny comedy films, you may heal yourself and be happier.
If you need some friends, this site is really a wonderful place to make friends.
When i was young I’ve always wanted a baby. I’ve always loved children. They are adorable. I used to say that around my place all the time.
i dont want one though…..id love to have it if i wasnt so young adn my parents werent so uptight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
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You should ask God about what you should do. Sometimes the choices we make can make things difficult, but it doesn’t take life away. Would you dare tell your parents?
iv given up on god a long time ago!
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I’m 20 when I was a youth, that’s when my depression started. I had a lot of people against me for no reason. I don’t understand and I made so many mistakes. Being pregnant is something I wish would’ve happened to me. I would loved a beauitful child to love me, back when I was younger. There are a lot of things that God didn’t allow in your life. Have you ever counted your blessings before.
My life seems HEAVY. I told my mother that I feel like killing myself and she blows it off like I never said it, and then asks my dad what he wants her to cook for dinner.
My life seems HEAVY. I told my mother that I feel like killing myself and she blows it off like I never said it, and then asks my dad what he wants her to cook for dinner.
iv got none so lease dont try adn convonce me that i do my parents do this all the time!!
See my mum and dad wud listen to somethin like that i do love them but lately it seems like they cudnt be bothered with me and my problems cuz i ahve so many!!!
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that’s the way they think about me too, I won’t try to. I’m thinking about living with my grandma. Have you ever decided to live with other relatives? Sometimes people need to escape other people.
that’s the way they think about me too, I won’t try to. I’m thinking about living with my grandma. Have you ever decided to live with other relatives? Sometimes people need to escape other people.
this program is acting up, it’s sloooow.
no ther all the same adn the furthest ones away are in belfast!!
But if it turns out that i am then am gonna tell them adn am gonna keep for definite!!
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a pregnant woman just sat beside me…weird!!!
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Hey, that kind of cool. Maybe things could happen for a reason. I’m going to definitely try to work on myself. Find God, who he is. Sometiomes I make mistake because I don’t know God to well. I don’t know who God is. I try to be like him but sometimes I don’t know what he would say or have me to do. I’ll just try again, trust him again.
Maybe i shouldn’t give up just yet.
my mum alwasy says that just because uv given..GOD hasnt…he never will!! and even though ur walk with himmcan get really rocky at times he never gives you more than u can handle and everything happens for areason!!! so hang in there cause am sure god has got big plans for ya!!
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wow… you both could stand to read my book. ya know you guys, we hold all the color cryons. It’s up to you if your package is the little 8 pack of colors or the HUGH 64 pack… you know the one that come WITH a sharpener! There is so much in any one life to love and be joy-full about, pick it like you would any flower and love life. Seriously, take a look at the book… the ideas I write about are ancient and come from the Masters of the Univers. I can be the start of giving you a new life.
Bright blessings ~ Richard
http://www.lulu.com/content/862745
no offense dude but i dont beleive in all that masters of the universe stuff!!
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Jesus was a Master of the Universe… I’m sorry you don’t believe in that ’stuff’ dude. Perhaps now I understand better WHY you want to die. You feel like you want to die… but you don’t feel like changeing anything. How do you think you’ll do it? Pills… cut the wrists… bleed out? Both those ways can be very painful you know.
Thanks, Thank you’ll sssooo much!!!
I really did think of trying to do a lot of things for a lot of people but I got so caught up in my misery, and mines hurt. People have told me that too about myself. God has big plans for you. Only a few people like pastors and stuff say that to me. Just the fact that you said that I knd of feel like God was just using you, maybe things don’t happen in my life for no reason. Thank you I belive that a lot of the things I go through are spiritual and has some thing to do with God and the devil. I know I am what I believe I am(huge 64 pack of crayons with the sharpener) the ones with sharpeners were the bomb back in elementry school.
sorry I said b*mb. The crayons are the b*mb as in “cool”.
I said thank you sooo much. I’ve always known God had big plans for me, but the pressures of life have really wayed me down real badly. I’m just surprised that you said that Melodymai, because only pastors say those things to me. Just the fact that you said that about my life. It kind of remineds me of what God still wants to do in my life, maybe things don’t just happen for no reason, maybe they don’t. I guess I have to believe that. Maybe it;s all for a higher purpose. I didn’t really say much about myself, but you said that. God bless you both, Il chck ur book. Got to go now sorry. God bless
and to the guy tryin to sell his book i didnt say i wanted to die i ws helpin the other guy out cuz he was she was havin sum problem!!
plz dont refer to jesus as a master of the uiverse thats bull s***!!!
u said masters-as in plural…are there others or somethin?
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but to the girl i wa talkin to ur welcome and the best of luck!!
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I know that it might be of no consolation but life treats everyone like s**t at times. What helps me is the following: Well I have my own personal depression (mind you it’s certified :)) Whenever I try doing something about it I just do not succeed and thus I just do not try. In my case there are certain times (quite infrequesnt) when I feel quite okay and in these moments (some last as long as a couple of hours) I have learnt to do whatever I might feel is enjoyable. At other times… I have moved out of 6 jobs in the past three years… Many people care for me but the more of an unsuccess I am the worse I feel about myself because they are wasting so much efforts on me… I was a great person once… Now I’m not any more but I want (have) to believe that I will be great again some day. ‘God’ or religion might help if you really want them to, they do not help me because I do not believe in religion and I view ‘God’ differently from what others do. If you need a chat I believe that it would help you as much as it would me.
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Oh Melody, you have so much more to learn… bless you child. There have been many masters fo the universe… Jesus, Buddha, Mohammand, just to name a few… hell… I think Mother Teresa is a Master of the Universe. … I think YOU are a master of the universe if only you could open your eyes wider!
Bright blessings ~Richard
Everyone can be a master of their own universe.
Thank you bpies… I agree.
Bright blessings ~ Richard
You comforted me with your words lastnight when my heart was breaking and for that you should recognize purpose. God says, “lay your burdens down” rest in the lord. Thank you for being there for me……………please be there next time for all. God Bless you. Geoff
One of the strongest desires human beings have is to be loved, to be accepted, and to feel that they belong. We want a sence of connection and belonging to something or someone. We want to feel valuable. We cannot be guaranteed of always getting that in our dealings with people, but we can get it from God. Even though God knows everything about us; He still chooses us on purpose. According to Ephesians 1:4, “He actually picked us out on purpose to be His very own and to belong to Him.” Say it out loud right now; “I belong to God, God loves me “.
We don’t have to feel guilty and bad about all of our weaknesses and faults. You and I are no surprise to God! He knew exactly what He was getting when He chose us. ( Why do you think jesus died for us? ….to feel condemned?.) Remember, you have been choosen. Relax in Gods love. Learn to receive Gods love. Think about it, thank Him for it, and watch for the manifestation of it in your daily life. God shows His love for us in many ways, but we are often unaware of it. “Hope never disappoints or deludes or shames me, for Gods love has been poured out in my heart through the Holy Spirit Who has been given to me.”——Romans 5:5
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*i hope I’m not to0o late..*
That is going to be the Biggest mistake you’ve EVER DONE!!!!!!!
Just thinking about it is wrong!! Never Even Consider it!!
Find something to do to Occupie your self.. Rather than being alone and repent~
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Thanks guys, I was really messed up this morning. Moodswings, it happens, sometimes I get hurt real bad in life. Then my problems smother me til it’s hard to breathe. All I feel is pain, and forget that there are things to live for in life. When storms come life gets painful. When I encourage people and say “I understand”, or “keep moving” I’m not lying, I’m not a stranger to pain and I really want to see people do better in their life. Just pray for me please, thanks. Oh… and I did repent. Thanks for letting God use you Fallen_On. I pray all of your lives are blessed. Jesus is love and forgiveness to all who will believe. Thanks for the scriptures Believers 4 and Geoff. God bless you guys and to all who read God Bless You too.
Im sorry,but its not worth it.There are other was what do you like to do?xo
don’t give up though, remember all the times you were happy. things can only get better, and tomorrow could be the best day of your life.
we all care about you.
hey….go out and make 1 good friend, they are worth 10 fake ones….
plus im sure your family loves you, try to reconnect….
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Don’t give up! if you look hard enough you will see that there is much to live for. just as an observation, why did the suicide helpbot not appear? the title of the post is “i really want to die now”.
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Hey life is a choice you choose if you want to be happy, depression lies to you and say that is the only way it can be, The only thing you didn’t choose to do is be born it was a gift from God because he needed you down here, someone needed you down here. Things get messed up in life that is what makes the good times feel so ****ing good. Don’t give up, look at all the friends you have now, I don’t know you and I love you.
im in trouble, ive lost my girlfreind, home, job, and doing stupid amounts of drink and drugs to stop me thinking about it. I cannot get out of bed to get to work, am terribly down and confused. Is there anwhere to turn for help, my family and freinds are fed up me, iam in debt and am worried of going to prison cos i cannot afford to pay them, is this the end for me iam only 27 and have tried many different things to get me out of this situation, im going to be on the streets soon and i know i cannot cope with that, what do i do i want to die, but the guilt of what it would do to the people around me stops me putting myself out of this misery please help.
one thing i’ve learned… people suck, so they won’t help you. So i don’t know what to tell you. No one can figure out their own problems so why would they want to deal with yours. It shouldn’t be that way though. If you are nice to people - some people - they think you are stupid or something so they blow you off. I don’t get it. Are there any good people left in the world. I guess not.
In the end it all comes down to loving and being loved… happiness is all about loving and being loved. But something you might not realize is that when you are your own master (and everyone is even though they might think that isn’t true, GOD is too, but He gave you free will for a REASON.), you make up 75% of your unhappiness, it’s your way of thinking. But of course there are the 15% that are made up by other people’s comments and your family life, and whatever happens in your life. Don’t let that 15% change your way of thinking… the truth is that I am pretty much depressed too. Awfully. I have 1 real friend left of about 100 girls that were ever my friend to get something from me, or to make it seem funny…
I have just as many problems as you do, believe me. I DO want to get myself out of this mess, but can’t. Counselors are useless to me… I KNOW I KNOW.. try one.. NO THANKS…I hope you never get on the same road I am on now, but you may be half there. You might be all the way there, I hope some day we will meet in the same place.. Now here are some words I’ll offer you that comforted me before-
May God hold you in the softest part of his hand.What do you mean by didi…? cut?
sorry do not understand didi…? cut? what road have you taken maybe we should try to see what we can help each other with, dont know what, if theres anything you can think of let me know, im very worried that with no to live im going to end up on the streets again, ive spent the last 7 years working really hard to ensure a bit of a future, and all it took was some alchohol, which sent me crazy then my girlfreind instantly withdrew her love for me, just like that, and ive been spirelling down ever since, every where i turn, people either do not understand or feed me with drugs and alchohol, and as ive lost my spirit i cannot say no, i need a job which gives me somewhere to live untill i can get my feet back on the ground.
think that there are people that dont choise to die, and they die because it comes their own time, use the time you have and the great gift of life you have, dont destroy you becasue you are down, your legs, your arms can help someone, can do something a died person cant, help other and you may help yourself too…I was bad bad before I lost my boyfreind in a car accident, and he was…he is all my life, and I live for him, with more joy then I have before, becasue I live for two people. dont throw the great and precious possibility of life you have!
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I really wanna die soon I don’t wanna get older, have a family. I am really tired of everything but I am not gonna suicide. I now that people who suicide are gonna go to hell so I’d better hold myself down and look what the future brinds me.(maybe more tragedies who knows)
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