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So I’m having a rough night.

I tried something stupid again last night, and it’s making tonight a living hell. I feel like crap, and no one is around to talk with. No surprise really, it is after all almost midnight here. I could just use some reassurance that things will look up because right now I’m not feeling anything but depressed.

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Old Act. offline Verified User (2 years, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
La Jolla, CA, US | 2 years, 5 months ago (0 minutes after post)

what did ya try?

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Help me with: Goodbye Im leaving
nothx offline Verified User (2 years, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 years, 5 months ago (1 minute after post)

…putting myself in a bad helpless position.

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cecypdel offline Verified User (2 years, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 10 #
Monterrey, 19, MX | 2 years, 5 months ago (1 minute after post)

How bout we chat??? wanna go into the Help.com chat n talk with me???

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nothx offline Verified User (2 years, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 years, 5 months ago (1 minute after post)

I’m not a fan of the chat room actually.

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cecypdel offline Verified User (2 years, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 10 #
Monterrey, 19, MX | 2 years, 5 months ago (1 minute after post)

msn messenger then??

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nothx offline Verified User (2 years, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 years, 5 months ago (2 minutes after post)

Yeah I have msn

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nothx offline Verified User (2 years, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 years, 5 months ago (2 minutes after post)

What do you want to know more about Soul?

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cecypdel offline Verified User (2 years, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 10 #
Monterrey, 19, MX | 2 years, 5 months ago (3 minutes after post)

my email is (email removed) case u wanna chat… I dunno if I can B of any help but @ least u can get things off ur chest…

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cecypdel offline Verified User (2 years, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 10 #
Monterrey, 19, MX | 2 years, 5 months ago (4 minutes after post)

Hmmm my hotmail account is polaris_mx

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nothx offline Verified User (2 years, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 years, 5 months ago (4 minutes after post)

I intentionally allowed myself to become severely dehydrated and let my blood sugar hit bottom…I collapsed

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nothx offline Verified User (2 years, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 years, 5 months ago (4 minutes after post)

Mine is Seventy2Eggs @ hotmail

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Old Act. offline Verified User (2 years, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
La Jolla, CA, US | 2 years, 5 months ago (5 minutes after post)

WHY?

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Help me with: Goodbye Im leaving
nothx offline Verified User (2 years, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 years, 5 months ago (5 minutes after post)

yes i’ve drank today…

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cecypdel offline Verified User (2 years, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 10 #
Monterrey, 19, MX | 2 years, 5 months ago (6 minutes after post)

u’ve been added!! now we can talk more privatly if u’d like…

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nothx offline Verified User (2 years, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 years, 5 months ago (6 minutes after post)

sure

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nothx offline Verified User (2 years, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 years, 5 months ago (7 minutes after post)

…I’ve been having a lot of problems, I don’t know any other way of saying it without writing a nine year long essay about it

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Old Act. offline Verified User (2 years, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
La Jolla, CA, US | 2 years, 5 months ago (8 minutes after post)

suicide attempt?

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nothx offline Verified User (2 years, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 years, 5 months ago (8 minutes after post)

carelessness. call it what you want.

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nothx offline Verified User (2 years, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 years, 5 months ago (9 minutes after post)

A broken heart, and shattered confidence within myself

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cecypdel offline Verified User (2 years, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 10 #
Monterrey, 19, MX | 2 years, 5 months ago (10 minutes after post)

I think this is gettin 2 public… get online if u wanna keep on talkin bout this… ok??? I dunno if I can help but I sure can listen (or read in this case…)

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nothx offline Verified User (2 years, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 years, 5 months ago (11 minutes after post)

linked

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nothx offline Verified User (2 years, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 years, 5 months ago (12 minutes after post)

no

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nothx offline Verified User (2 years, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 years, 5 months ago (13 minutes after post)

recent events

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cecypdel offline Verified User (2 years, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 10 #
Monterrey, 19, MX | 2 years, 5 months ago (17 minutes after post)

U there mate?

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nothx offline Verified User (2 years, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 years, 5 months ago (17 minutes after post)

yes

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cecypdel offline Verified User (2 years, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 10 #
Monterrey, 19, MX | 2 years, 5 months ago (18 minutes after post)

how old r u?

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nothx offline Verified User (2 years, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 years, 5 months ago (18 minutes after post)

20

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cecypdel offline Verified User (2 years, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 10 #
Monterrey, 19, MX | 2 years, 5 months ago (19 minutes after post)

so there’s a love issue puttin ur self confidence down.. is that it??

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nothx offline Verified User (2 years, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 years, 5 months ago (20 minutes after post)

it’s not love anymore

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cecypdel offline Verified User (2 years, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 10 #
Monterrey, 19, MX | 2 years, 5 months ago (21 minutes after post)

it’s really hard 2 try 2 help u out without knowin what happenned… r u sure u don’t wanna write that extra long essay??

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nothx offline Verified User (2 years, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 years, 5 months ago (22 minutes after post)

…i’m sorry i don’t feel like i can at the moment

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nothx offline Verified User (2 years, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 years, 5 months ago (24 minutes after post)

my dreams are not something you want to know about…listen im sorry ive made this post it was a mistake

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cecypdel offline Verified User (2 years, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 10 #
Monterrey, 19, MX | 2 years, 5 months ago (28 minutes after post)

Oh well mate… u’ve got me on ur msn now… so if u ever wanna have a chat n talk bout whatever u can find me there or send me an email ok?? U don’t seem 2 wanna talk bout this anymore n I sure ain’t gonna push u…

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nothx offline Verified User (2 years, 8 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 years, 5 months ago (29 minutes after post)

…thanks del

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cecypdel offline Verified User (2 years, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 10 #
Monterrey, 19, MX | 2 years, 5 months ago (34 minutes after post)

my name’s Cecilia by the way… n no worries… sometimes God/life/mother Earth/whatever deity puts ppl in our way in the most weir forms… but sometimes that’s just exactly what we need…
hope u feel better soon…

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Oster: Gettin' It. offline Verified User (2 years, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
Atlanta, GA, US | 2 years, 5 months ago (54 minutes after post)

This post was a mistake?

James. You’re reaching out beyond yourself with this post because you don’t feel you can do it alone at this moment. If you can’t talk to us, talk to someone. This is a black spot, buddy, but it will pass. Call that hotline number (1-800-273-8255). Write it down and keep it in your wallet — just for the really hard moments, which are probably going to be at night when you’re loneliest.

Rehydrate.

And, James, maybe you don’t deserve the punishment.

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gnarlycharlie101 offline Verified User (2 years, 5 months) Long Term User Shouts: 4 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 years, 5 months ago (1 hour, 3 minutes after post)

A broken heart is only temporary, there is no need in any kind of self punishment. instead of dehydrating yourself, think out the situation. and then think about the future. Stop dwelling on the past and move on. good luck with you dilemna.

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Times' gone mad offline Verified User (2 years, 6 months) Long Term User Shouts: 6 #
Silver Spring, MD, US | 2 years, 5 months ago (10 hours, 58 minutes after post)

Did you passed out again?

JAMES!!! *hugs* :(
I broke my car…told’ja I’m good at breaking things…

oh Louis Black!!!

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