its weird when u think u saw a little light everything turns darker…
i quit my job a couple of months ago beacause i signed a contract to work in Saudi arabia… but i got rejected for a very stupid reason… they said what i study isnt what im gonna work in Ksa… so i was left jobless… even if i try to look for a job here(lebanon) i will try in vain or work for pennies… and what sucks most is that im in love… Weird huh? but my gf went back to the states… and there is no way for me to go there because im Arab, muslim, and ,most of all im broke…
so now im jobless monyless, friendless because every single one of my friends left the country either for work or because of the war… and i love someone i cant be with Cause of my race…
tell me people? is there ever a place for a good man in this life? or do i have to change to get a place somewhere… maybe i shall keep dreaming for some people are meant to dream in vain too… i must be meant to be one of those for sure…
what can a guy like me do people?
i need an answer people cause im done wondering, im done trying in vain… look what im doing… im writing in vain too… i guess only god can answer me…
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