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My name is Lola,

I am asking for an Angel to help us out financially. God knows that we have tried to stay afloat and it just seems to be getting worse the more I try to find work and pay bills the farther we keep getting into debt. There is just not enough, if there was a way that we could pay off our truck, and pay off our home which the truck is 15000.00 left on it and our home is 34000.00 left on it. God knows that I would pay a lender back to help pay these off but, our credit is shot. I pray for a Miracle Financial blessing. If you have any suggestions email me at (email removed)

My Prayer:

From lmerrow: Desperate Plea
Hello all,

I am new at this so bare with me. I am writing to all of you for some serious prayer requests. I am very overwhelmed with issues that are going on and just about ready to throw in the towel so to speak.

So please hear me and listen to what I have to say. Thanks

My issues started as of last year when I had to quit Nursing school for the second time due to my fathers health has been failing for and still at this time. After that I went and did home day care for about six months till the school year was over. Things were okay but not good. My son’s girlfriend was living here and that is when everything went down hill. She was raised in a home with no discipline and living here was trial and error with her and trying to be a good example for how to live. There were confrontations on my part mostly due to the stress and lots of arguments. Since then she no longer lives here but, I know that she is a very troubled girl and needs some serious help. My daughter had been working for a good company for over two years and has had some very serious issues with endometriosis and has had surgery twice now. About seven months ago she met a guy at her second job while she was with her boyfriend and I guess her and this guy hit it off. Well, since then I have had serious confrontations with him also due to being told that he hits her and does not treat her right. Plus about two weeks ago she lost her job at the main company due to slacking at her job and coming in late and so forth due to the fights and late nights she has with this new guy. Now that she had lost her job she told me that she moved in with him due to not being able to pay for her part of the rent. Three times she has called me since and told me that she wants to come home and that she wants to leave this guy, but ends up going back to him. This morning I get a call from her not asking but insisting that she bring all her animals over here and move in with me. I was furious and told her that she could ask and not tell me what she is going to do. I was also told from my daughter that this guy that she moved in with is now going to be living on the streets due to he is not able to keep up with the rent. I am confused as to why she is insisting on being with this character when my husband and I both told her that he is not allowed in our home or on our property and that she deserves so much more. Between my son still trying to find work and trying to make his relationship work with his girlfriend whom he loves very much and then my daughter who is steering in way over her head in the wrong direction. She has not tried to find a job her cell phone is cut off so there is no way to contact her unless she calls me and last week my husband and I gave her three bags of groceries and she was not the least bit appreciative in what she received. Between the issues with my dad, my mom trying to find her a new place to live and my son trying to find work and get his poop in a group and then now my daughter, plus my husband and I struggling financially and then top it off me trying to find a job, cleaning house, paying bills, etc…. I am really a walking time bomb ready to go off. I explained to my husband after crying my eyes out that something has seriously got to give here the more I pray for a miracle to more I am tested with these issues and I am not strong in the emotional or mental or spiritual to fight this all on my own. I just can’t do it anymore I am tired and worn out. My heart beats faster every time the phone rings wondering if it is about my dad passing on. Or one of the kids is hurt or worse. I have heaviness in my chest continuously and it will not go away. I pray and read the word and ask God for Guidance and I see or hear nothing. I pray for Financial miracle and still nothing. I pray for the doors of opportunity for my kids and myself to open up and still nothing. What is wrong with me why is God not listening and he knows everything. Then top it all off my brother went in front of the Parole board on Friday and yet again they added more time and he is the one that has been gifted to preach the word to a congregation. I am lost I have no one to talk to except for my husband and Pray all the time. I am not happy or happy with what is happening to my family and the more I try to be Christ Like in helping the more I get dumped on and used as a door matt. My husband has told me that I should let the kids learn the hard way that they will find their way back, but what if they don’t due to drugs or trouble so many things out there that psyche a kid in their late teens to early twenties.

Please Pray for my family and the miracle in which I ask for. I know that God is good and I know that he is real I am a true testimony to that knowing that I should not be here right now typing this letter to all of you. But, I do know that I need agreement from all of those that receive this and believe that there is a God and he does move mountains and does still to this day perform miracles.

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