Love help: This is a song I wrote today, because it describes what I’m going through in life right now. - Help.com

If you are contemplating suicide, hurting yourself, or you are seriously depressed: please, seek professional help!

Call this hotline (1-800-273-8255) operated by our friends at the
Suicide Prevention Lifeline, anytime, for free, professional, and
confidential assistance. While other Help.com users are likely to reply
to your post, please make sure you understand that your use of Help.com
falls under our TOS.

Note: I’m a robot that the Help.com staff created. If this response is in error, I apologize, please ignore it.

life is **** sometimes
i have had some experiences i wish i could explain in such a way
but pain slows thought
and im a shi tty poet.

Wow… great song. I can relate to it a lot, especially the scars on the wrist part. I’m sorry you have to go through all of this.

what exactly is wrong? if you feel like saying.

i like it very much, but i have to ask… how much of it is real? have you hurt someone you love? do your friends make fun of you? do you cut yourself? do you cry yourself to sleep? have you contemplated suicide? i find writing is the best way i can express my most dangerous emotions without actually hurting anything or anyone, and sometimes i write figuratively rather than literally, so i was just curious as to how much of your song was autobiographical. if my questions are too personal, you don’t have to answer…

with all my sympathies, then, i would have to agree with the above people in suggesting that you find another method of expressing sadness. i experience emotions like these rarely, but rather intensely, and have before seriously considered suicide as a believable option. Realizing that my line of thinking was making me selfish and a defeatist, i began to hate myself even more. But as anger replaces depression i discover that i can lose myself in other things besides to repetative, useless cycle of depression. i paint, write music, listen to music, write short stories and poems, read, am trying to learn the guitar, hang out with friends… heck, tearing up pieces of paper worked better than staring at my ceiling and hoping i could get into heaven if i died.

i have two younger siblings too, and when my sister once cut herself out of ******* CURIOSITY, i knew i was not just living for myself, i am living for others as well.

Have you ever heard of fictionpress.com?

It’s a website where you can post original works of writing. Poetry, fiction, essays, ect. I have an account there and several pieces up. You should check it out, it’s a great place, even though, if you self-injure, some things there may be triggering.

okay.

i feal ur pain cowboy

Wow, it was beautiful, and deep. I love they way there is so much emotion behind it. It really gave me shivers as I read it. Thanks so much for sharing it with us, and I really hope things turn around for you.
*big big hug*
take care
Jessica

That was beautifully written. I am very impressed. I hope you do tell someone how you feel so you can break free from the pain that is causing you so much damage and use your awesome talent to benefit yourself and others.

I love it, it almost sounds like something I would write…. I`m still working on a poem that I`m about to turn into a song I`ll post it as soon as its finished…. much love
Maria

Yeah…have fun with that.

No, seriously that is a really good song….u havent stolen that off someone have u….u know cos its so good…