I’ve never been able to really “talk” about this with anyone because its hard to be serious and i dont want people to think I’m unhappy.
I figured this would be a good place to talk. I’m turning 14 really soon and I don’t know who my “real” mom is (i’m using the main stream definition of mom aka the person who gave birth to you). I love my parents now but lately I can’t stop thinking about my “real” parents (although i consider my parents now, my real parents, i’m refering to my birth parents). My parents never kept it a secret from me that i was adopted and they were always up front about it…so i thought. They had only told me one half of the story. They left out an important factor…the fate of my father.
This is what i know…
My mother was sixteen or twenty one (im not quite sure myself) with blonde hair and blue eyes (could have dyed hair and had colored contacts) she was very tall and not super skinny, she was big boned and muscular, like me. Well one night she was at a party with her best friend, Preston and her boyfriend. When her boyfriend broke up with her, she began to drink a lot. She got drunk and so was Preston. One thing led to another and well you can figure out what happened there. So then I guess a little while later she found out she was pregnant and she was going to tell Preston but something awful happened. He was crossing the street and a car hit him and he died. I think he was drinking. Well my mom (nicole) knew that she couldnt take care of me so she put me up for adoption. she found my parents and immediately fell in love with them and knew that they were the “ones.”
I know this is a really weird post but I kind of want to meet her but i dont and also i don’t want to upset my parents and make them think i dont love them cause i do. I’m just a curious soul.
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