Just some random thoughts…
Why have you left me clinging to broken memories? Left me on the floor to bleed to death untill pain cources
through my black veins more so then even blood. Scared of my own mind, hating, killing, dying…
I want to kill them all. my bleeding mind kills me with every breathe I wish I wuold take.
I dont want to hate, but with all the times i’ve fallen… I feel the stronger hate within. It’s controling my mind. Numb? I wish I was numb, but I feel every painful drop of blood, relentless flows of pain, endless screams. A broken shell of what I was, what I could have been. That is what I have left myself.
I fear I am too far gone, that my mind is too dark. Am I demented? Painful warped thoughts, I cant find the words to say. I cant find the words in this sea of blood, I cant pick the words up, the blood makes them slip through my fingures. Red lines, burning red lines…
“My mind is laughing at me!”
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