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I need to vent.

Today is just one of my many bad days I feel on edge and confused. I have been so longing for God to answer my prayers and send me and angle to heal the pain I feel. I still Have not gotten my medication waiting pataintly for my Doctor to call. he looking in to getting me a few more weeks of free sample backs of my medication. I feel like noone will help me even tho I know the doctor is trying to help he just has alot to do and I not top on his list. I found a program on line that I check with the BBB on . Hope this program works it called Partnership for Prescription Assitance. Its going to cost 65.00 to start and 30.00 each month. I going to put it on a pre-paid credit card. It seems like a really good program. I get my medication sent to my home. (yes ) I really letting this stress me out and I am trying so hard not too. The kids are playing and they seem to be so loud. Its going to get better I know . I so hope. Well I just need to vent and update you on my day. my moods are all over the place today it scares me sometime . I think I am going to wal-mart and get paints for the kids, Last time I went I had a panic attack so now I a little afraid of going.

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JoJo offline Verified User (3 years) Long Term User Shouts: 7 #
Fort Collins, CO, US | 2 years, 3 months ago (14 minutes after post)

First of all don’t let a panic attack scare you out of living your life. That is how panic disorders get worse to the point a person can’t leave their house at all. I was like that for years. Keep moving forward. You are strong and courageous and there is nothing out there that is going to harm you. There is no reason to be afraid. I am sorry you are having trouble getting the meds you need. If your doctor is not responding when you need him to then keep harassing him until he responds. You pay to see him. It is his job to help you. I don’t care if you are not on the top of his list, your needs are important. I would love to talk to you anytime you want to talk. You are going to do great. God is teaching you things to help you get better every day, keep learning, keep listening, things will continue to get better.

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Bellflower, CA, US | 2 years, 3 months ago (17 minutes after post)

Just try to relax and not let everything get to you, because worrying about every little thing will stress you out. Meditation is one of the best things to clear one’s mind and help one to relax. It’s always good to vent things out though, even if its in a journal or a diary. As for your doctor, I’m sorry to hear that. I suppose there’s nothing you can really do about that one. Things will get better though, I can assure you that.

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feh12 offline Verified User (2 years, 3 months) Long Term User Shouts: 2 #
Longview, TX, US | 2 years, 3 months ago (13 hours, 44 minutes after post)

Thank you both for your help I really needed to here that . I did go get thouse pants for the kids and I did have a little panic attack but not a really bad one . Thank you

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JoJo offline Verified User (3 years) Long Term User Shouts: 7 #
Fort Collins, CO, US | 2 years, 3 months ago (16 hours, 48 minutes after post)

I am glad you were able to go get those paints and overcome your fear. That’s awesome!

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Bellflower, CA, US | 2 years, 3 months ago (16 hours, 56 minutes after post)

Yeah, that’s good that you got those paints. Hope everything works out, I’m always here to talk to if you need.

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