1 You ever just sit and look at your life or your day and think “how the hell did I end up here?
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2 Do you find yourself doing that at least 2 times a week if not more?
3If you feel that you are basically a decent person, the kind of person that almost always puts others before you and your needs, are you really what you think you are deep inside yourself. Is it even possible?
These 3 questions rule the minutes of the hours of the days of my life. I wonder if anything is actually the way I think I see it. Sure, most things come and go and without horrific consequences. But it sure does seem that too many times my world is torn apart and turned upside down. I CAN’T be the only person in the world that feels these things, at least I sure hope not. Want to know the really messed up part of all this? I have been pronounced dead once and almost died 2 other times. So I AM actually a very “up” person. I probably give people too much credit because I look for good in all people and things as opposed to having negativity rule my world. This post isnt me complaining, whinning, throwing a pity paty for myself, or me looking for some “magic” answer. Its merely a little note for anyone else out there who has or does feel any of these same things to let them know that they arent the only one.
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