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Thanks lilie and crackhacky. This whole time I said I wanted to prove everyone wrong. Once I had my daughter everyone said I would never come back, well I did and now look at me. This whole time I’ve been trying and trying. I’ve wanted to be a social worker since I was a little girl. But I really dont think I can do it anymore. Financially and emotionally I am drained. It’s not like social workers make that much money anyways, is it really worth it to go on? I could be working full-time and paying off debt, and saving up to by a house. Oh I hate this…I want to keep going strong, and I am thinking about my daughter. I dont know if this is worth it for any of us anymore. Even my daughter. I hate to be down and depressed but you dont understand how often this has happend to me. I was suppose to graduate May of 2006. I assumed up until 30minutes ago, that I was for sure graduating in May of 2008, and NOW she is pulling more crap out. I cant do this anymore. Its one stupid 2 credit class. I hate this…urrrrr I hate this. I know its all my fault I could have done better, I could have tried just a little harder, I could have waited to have my daughter, I could have done this or that. But I didnt. So it is my fault but I hate that people say one thing and then they are like oops sorry I was wrong. It doesnt matter to them, but to me it makes a huge difference on my life. I mean my marriage is slowly slipping and I’ve only been married 2 years, my credit is awful because of all the loans we’ve had to get out because I go to an expensive college. Its too late to transfer, I already tried and the schools told me I would have been done by now if I went to their college, I’ve met al ltheir requirements, but I go to a private liberal arts college and you have to take a million classes. I hate this. I dont want to be quitter, I dont want to let people walk all over me, I want to be strong, but I dont know if I can anymore, for anyone. I dont want a guilt trip, I’m not looking for that. I am just ticked off, I even have been asking if I was on the right track periodically and they said I was and then this bullshalooga.

Sorry, It does feel a little better to get this off my chest. I tried calling my husband and he was like ok..and said he was too busy to talk to me about this and hung up. I know he was working on his truck for work, but the point is I just needed to get this off my chest.

Blah. I am going to play witih Maria and then put her off to a nap. Thanks again!

Thanks, I was actually just thinking that I was going to take a nap. Maybe a shower and then a nap. good ideas thanks you guys.

See I cant take my spanish class over, first their aren’t very many classes that are “spanish for social work”, and second, if I take it at another college it wont count towards my GPA, and they said that wont work. I already asked”

The other problem is that my advisor is the head of the social work program, and she has been for a very long time. She is well respected. She isnt evil or anything, she just I dont know. I am done talking about it tonight I’m sorry. I have to push it out of my mind tonight. My girlfriends are taking me out to dinner and then line dancing for my birthday. I’m excited. I dont get out much:)

Thank you all who gave great advice you guys all rock!:)

This issue might re-appear in a week or two after I talk with my head advisor, I’ll def. keep you guys posted, but I am going to go ahead and close this post. Thanks again everyone!:)