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a few of my favorite threads:

I don’t have a name
I don’t have a name.

I wanna take a walk to the forgotten places
across expired shouts and aging avatar faces
take the letters and words and try to roll them up tight
into a ball of clay in the middle of the night
so I can shape and form it into something more real
that I can hold in my hands and touch and feel
and then maybe I would find the answer is clear
but the search goes on and every word is a mirror
and when I look across, I don’t believe what I see
because there’s courage on my face but there’s fear in me.

And when I sit in the dark before the glow of the screen
I wanna put my fist through it, break the glass in between
I know if I could do it, I would reach deep inside
find a real person waiting for me on the other side
I would look at her face, see the truth in her eyes
she would ask for my name but as hard as I try
I don’t have a name, so I couldn’t reply
and we’d stand face to face as the minutes went by
without saying a word because to speak is to lie
and to love is to live and to live is to die.

Will it ever be me?
Will it ever be me?

Will it ever be my turn for someone to love me? I know i shouldnt moan, i’d love to believe that someday that right person will come along and everything will just click into place. I hate it that I’m jealous of my friends, but it’s hard when i know this list pf people that like them, but I’ve never known anyone to have liked me. I feel like I deserve someone! i’m not hideous, and I’m not stunning, and I dont want someone perfect! how do I get that!! someone to talk to, to hold me, to kiss!!

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