How can 1 person love some1 so much that it actually hurts?
How can 1 person mend every heartace in a persons heart? How can 1 person brighten the entire world w/ simply their very existance? I’m no phylosypher, and i don’t know how 2 explain these things. but i know they do happen and im so greatfull that they do.
I was once lost & alone. I was in the pitts of depression. I hated everything about myself and my life. I had lost all faith in all things. I couldn’t trust myself, others, or anything in my life. I was at my breaking point. I had no reason to live. I was ready to end my life. I didn’t even want to exist anymore.
I’m so past that now. The funny thing isthat the saved me was the 1 thing that i had given up on the most. I was given LOVE. I use to not believe in love, soulmates, and all that mushy ****. Love to me was simply a fantasy.
Well, the greatest person i have ever met convinced me otherwise. This person is Roy Chapman, the Love of My Life. He brings the best out in me. He knows exactly what to say or do to make me happy. I want to be a better person b/c of him. I don’t know how or why he would want to love me, but he does and that makes me the happiest i have ever been. I don’t know how he did but he brought me out of the pitts. Nobody has ever understood me well enough or loved me enough to do that, but he did. He truely is the best thing that has happened to me.
Roy, baby, u write me things all the time that make me so happy. U even bring me to happy tears. So, i figured i would do this 4 u. I’m not as romantic as u & i don’t have all the right things to say, but this is how i feel & i wanted u to know it. So now u do and so does every1els. I want u & every1els to know that u are the 1 & only love of my life. I can’t believe i’m saying this…b/c baby this isn’t usually me…but I can actually say w/ confidense that i love u & i am so ready to spend the rest of my life w/ u.
As for any1 who actually got this far, I would like 2 give a little unasked for advice. If u are in a loving relationship w/ some1 who makes u happy, then don’t ever let them go. U will be amazed at how love will brighten your whole world. It’s the greatest feeling in the world. & 4 the singles out there, don’t give up on love just yet. It’ll happen when u least expect it. I had my heart broken over & over so i finally said **** It. I just gave up on guys. I didn’t confide in a single guy accept 4 my daddy. Aventually i just stopped looking 4 a guy & just worried about myself for a change. Then my baby found me. Life is funny like that sometimes. So yeah, I feel so happy that every once in a while i begin to think this is a dream.
Well, baby if this is a dream. then I’m never waking up. I Love you So much!
~$$~TamaraKae~$$~
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