My friends are all just blah!
Im starting to ask myself if I really do have any friends?
Some of them, well… alot of them I just want to tell off so bad! But I dont want to sound mean or hurt anybodies feelings.
Some are complete ***** they dress in clothes that hardly cover their body, see through shirts, let their bra straps hang out and then turn around and acuse me of being a **** when I look nothing like them I dress in jeans, and t-shirts usually with a jacket over it!
They are all hypocrits and nag me about stuff that they turn around and do themselves. They wont leave me alone, they make me cry, one of my friends made me feel fat and stuff that I actually starved myself and threw up for a week until I realized that Im skinnier than her and most of the school.
I get so depressed because I already have low enough self esteem but they like to kid around but the way they say stuff makes me feel uncomfortable about myself and feel like everybody hates me.
I feel like im being abused by some. They will tease me, take my shoes, shove me, hit me, slap me, slam me into the wall, trip me, beat me with stuff. But those I dont really consider my real friends. They always take my stuff and just use me.
I also hate a couple of my friends because every boyfriend I get they do something that pisses me off. I found one of my friends journals while I was going out with this one guy and she didnt meat him until the day we started giong out and Me, my bf, and my friend were at the library and all over the journal she had hearts saying she loved him and all that crap and I got so pissed off! One of my friends always goes behind my back and tells every single boyfriend I get a bunch of lies to try and get him to break up with me! and 2 of them always flirt with the guy or either say bad things about him until we break up and then they are all over him like crazy and im just like omfg!!
Do I have a right to hate my friends?
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