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I WANNA KILL MYSELF!

I CANT LIVE WITHOUT MY DAD!

i miss you dad i really do. im coming to see you no matter what! i just wanna die! i cry myself to sleep, i get teased at school, i cant walk outside to the store with out being called a ***, i really need help! my mom dosent know im going to kill myself. maybe she should…no im not going to tell her she dosent care, no one cares! i hate life and i hate people. some one give me one reason i shouldnt kill myself!

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San Francisco, CA, US | 2 years, 2 months ago (0 minutes after post)

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Straturli offline Verified User (2 years, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 22 #
Colorado Springs, CO, US | 2 years, 2 months ago (5 minutes after post)

Hope friend. If you end it all now, you end any possibility to do the great and special things you’ll do with your life. Every life has that possibility.

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SoulSurviver offline Verified User (2 years, 3 months) Long Term User Shouts: 13 #
Honolulu, HI, US | 2 years, 2 months ago (6 minutes after post)

Think about it this way if you do do this your gonna make someone else in life feel the way you do right!!
you shouldn’t do it ’cause im sure your dad wouldn’t want that he would want you to live out your life and make a future for yourself!! He would want you to live!

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♪The Music of Love offline Verified User (2 years, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
Santa Barbara, CA, US | 2 years, 2 months ago (6 minutes after post)

your dad prolly wouldn’t want you to i mean juz because he’s dead physically doesnt mean he has to be completely dead. its going to take time but to get over him but you will eventually. like my freind said to me when i wanted to kill my self, “no one knows exactly how you feel, but it always gets better even if it seems like its taking forever.

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Tobirocus offline Verified User (2 years, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 5 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 years, 2 months ago (7 minutes after post)

if you end your life now, how will i talk to you after?

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Straturli offline Verified User (2 years, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 22 #
Colorado Springs, CO, US | 2 years, 2 months ago (12 minutes after post)

Less than ten minutes from your post you see four posts of someone that cares enough to say “Please don’t.” We don’t live near you, you’ve never met any of us in real life, but we care.

You could never meet any of us if you end it now. There’s a lifetime in front of you.

You say God is your friend, God still has a purpose for you, that is why you’re still alive. It’s very hard to loose someone so close to you, no one can relate like Cal said, no one knows exactly how you feel. People will tell you time heals all wounds and that sounds impossible to believe, that they couldn’t possibly know how you feel and maybe they’re right but you’ll never know unless you try it.

If nothing else, please call that number the post bot put up. If you can think of nothing else to do, no other reason, then for my conscious sake please do this one thing for me and call that number.

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Marumu Ogamayama offline Verified User (2 years, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 years, 2 months ago (21 minutes after post)

Carry on his legacy and live to be the person he was. Or at least live up to his ideals in order to honor him.

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New Paltz, NY, US | 2 years, 2 months ago (23 minutes after post)

Because Even Strangers Care About you. As I do.

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Seening offline Verified User (2 years, 2 months) Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
Leesville, LA, US | 2 years, 2 months ago (24 minutes after post)

There are many time I think about kill myself but I stop. the why I do is step down not write the things I’m going to mess in live and seen in the world. I have stop myself five time not to kill myself in life. Not to mush people know at I do. I still have some mark on me. And I look at and said to myself how stupid I was to do at. I have do a lot in life at I do not think I was going to do in life

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Dan TL offline Verified User (2 years, 4 months) Long Term User Shouts: 1 #
La Mirada, CA, US | 2 years, 2 months ago (28 minutes after post)

Cause once you take that “step” theres no going back. you’ll no longer feel pain, fear, sadness, but along with thoughs you also never have a chance to feel Joy, Power, sucsess, love, honor, bliss and soo much more. Theres nothing in existence better then living, just ask every one here. You can always change your direction in life regardless of what has happens. You are the ONLY one who can lay down your fate…. So you can Throw in the towel and thats the end, Or you can really take charge and continue the beautiful journey called life.

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Mï†z¥-superMODel offline Verified User (2 years, 9 months) Help.com Volunteer Moderator Long Term User Shouts: 3 #
Tullahoma, TN, US | 2 years, 2 months ago (38 minutes after post)

Cheer up sweetie! I know life seems hard and unfair, but it will get better!! :D

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seedoman offline Unverified User #
New Paltz, NY, US | 2 years, 2 months ago (49 minutes after post)

My Mom Died when I was a year and a half old. I then found out when I was about 9 years old listening to a conversation my grandparents were having by accident.
My dear friend commited suicide when I was 10 years old after I walked him home that day. I was raised by a stepmother who left after 20 years of raising me. I was a alcohol and pot abuser until I was 31 years old. My father remarried for the third time and this wife is the closest to what my real mother would have been. I then lost a buisness and was 40,000 in debt. I retrained and now am clean and manage a computer dvision in the company I work for. I also just got out of a 2 and 1/2 relationship whith a person who would not give back emotionally. All in all I live in my brothers basement and at my parents house and I am slowly getting out of debt.
I watched my grandmother slowly pass away in a home when I promised her I would not put her in a home my whole life.

Please remember you affect more people then you will ever know.

I still manage to get up for life every day and I wouldnt have it any other way.

If you ask for help (as you are doing) you will get it.

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2 years, 2 months ago (19 hours, 11 minutes after post)

look into resources on attitude change.
stop focusing on all your wounds/all the things you don’t have.
start focusing/listing every morning all the things you DO have (are you crippled? if not, you can walk; are you blind? no, list that…etc.)
think of volunteering/doing something for others/orphans/etc. or homeless…are you homeless?
you need to find a way to lift yourself up/see your blessings/see the positive. you can do it. if i did, which i did, you can.
dont give up. keep at it. make it a war, with You winning/being positive.
life is short. no reason to focus on all the darks. just gotta learn how not to.

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xthornwing offline Verified User (1 year, 9 months) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
Arcadia, CA, US | 1 year, 9 months ago (5 months after post)

I hate myself too. I am teased and made fun of at school, my parents pressure me into things i hate, i wanna die. I havent told my parents either…….but i really do…

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jpm31 offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 9 months ago (5 months, 2 weeks after post)

die already emo *****

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ruul offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 7 months ago (7 months after post)

I can’t come up with any good reason except that if you need a friend with no strings attached or judgement then I’m here to talk. I mean things get tough but I enjoy breathing. That sounds dumb but that’s just my view. Just let me know how things go. Peace.

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phicon28 offline Verified User (1 year, 7 months) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 7 months ago (7 months after post)

i’m sorry for the way the world can seem sometimes… if you wanna chat sometime just email me or add me on msn messenger or facebook or something… my email is (email removed) and my name is theo . I really hope you are okay!!!

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www.kilian_magne offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 6 months ago (8 months after post)

I say :
Forgive GOD that you have done **** things … all things say it give it him …
and you will get free and filled with love …

Kilian ( 15 )

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pr13 offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 4 months ago (10 months after post)

i want to suicide, i dont have ny hope from ny one, iam very depressed,frm my child hood i have never recieved love from my parents, my friends, nd my husband always insults me in front of his family, every body shouts on me, iam in pain,i had a love marraige, but he always insults me i had dn this bfore 2 years but i didnt die ,i came from hospital with in 4 days, but i tried my level best, i did councelling also its effecting ,but when i cm hm when he talks to me again so rudely, i have tried to be calm, i cry everyday, iam just 22 year old nd whole life is so struggling since childhood,everybody shouts on me no body loves me, and i cant live wthout my husband nd with my husband also i dont think i wll be able to live ny more.

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xdemonietta offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 3 months ago (11 months, 2 weeks after post)

Die….what a dream….I know how do you feel…My biggest dream is to sleep forever, every night I hope I’ll never wake up again…never!
Maybe professional assistance could be the solution…maybe I’m gonna try…you should try everything till the end..
Hope you’ll find the peace in your heart…

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nelits offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 1 year, 1 month ago (1 year, 1 month after post)

I also want to kill and hurt myself. Its so hard to live when nobody understands you and nobody loves you really for who you are.. Probably I should work harder on changing myself and fight strongerly for understanding and love…
Anyway,..All I know is that there are many other people in this world that feel the way I do (or at least know I am sure bout that). In 8th grade I learned that if people say that i am stupid (or smth else) doesn’t mean that they aren’t. They just don’t know and have to find it out on theirselves.
Cheer up!!
Wish you to be very happy and loved!!!
;-] :-*

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juancamilo_elpais offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 11 months, 3 weeks ago (1 year, 2 months after post)

Lyfe is short live everysecon have fun with your life I hate life but wen yu pass by me am alwayz goin to have asmile on my face be strong don’t care bout wat other pepler say

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vybez0 offline Verified User (7 months, 1 week) Long Term User Shouts: 0 #
An Unknown Location | 7 months, 1 week ago (1 year, 7 months after post)

dont do it ur a young girl imagine all the things there waiting for you to achieve and the all the things you can do and go!! plz dont do it - if u really want a reason for not killing yourself here is one —- u r given ur life to be lived and would ur dad want u to kill ur self wouldnt he rather want to know that his daughter achieved evrything she wanted to. i know i dont know ur dad im sure he was the best dad int the world but think about how he will feel knowing that his own daughter wants to kill herself?? xx frm anonamous

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cratos19 offline Unverified User #
An Unknown Location | 4 months, 4 weeks ago (1 year, 9 months after post)

if ur still alive then cool…if not then sad…i wish i could meet you ..you seem like a nice person

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