life help: Tell me this is worth it.

sophita_banana

Halifax, NS, CA

Tell me this is worth it.

Tell me that all the ******** is worth it. Tell me that I will leave the insanity that is my family one day and strive for something stable and sane. Tell me I should stay here and pretend like it’s all okay when it’s not. Tell me running away is not a good thing. Tell me, please, that living is worth it. That someday this pain that is getting worse and worse with each goddamn day.

God.
I’m not sure if I can take this anymore. I’m trying, I ******* swear, but nothing is paying off.

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Deira, 03, AE | 1 year ago (2 minutes after post)

Whats wrong? What happened?

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sophita_banana 1 #
Halifax, NS, CA | 1 year ago (7 minutes after post)

I live far away from my dad; just moved recently and was told I could see him a week every two months but because he can’t get the money together by this weekend I can’t see him until November. And my stepdad and mom are being so ******* terrible to me and I’m sick of it. They trash my dad and say if he just would’ve let her take us instead of mess with custody. But she was in his place, she would’ve done the ******* same.
I can’t stand them.
I miss my friends so much and I have no one here.

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Deira, 03, AE | 1 year ago (14 minutes after post)

Whats your age?

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sophita_banana 1 #
Halifax, NS, CA | 1 year ago (15 minutes after post)

14.

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Deira, 03, AE | 1 year ago (16 minutes after post)

Don’t you go to school? Have friends there?

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sophita_banana 1 #
Halifax, NS, CA | 1 year ago (17 minutes after post)

Yeah, I go to school. No friends, though.

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Deira, 03, AE | 1 year ago (22 minutes after post)

Don’t ever worry! Just have faith and everything will be fine. Having stepdad ain’t an easy matter but whats the basic reason of their bad treatment and what about your mother? How is her role in home? And don’t you have any siblings?

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shine for you 1 #
Eagle Harbour, BC, CA | 1 year ago (27 minutes after post)

things will be worth it
you won’t see it now
but you will
just as sure as the sunrises your life will be better

and
that is such a good quote
“vicky.”
my favourite though is “just because you have the emotional capacity of a tea spoon.”

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sophita_banana 1 #
Halifax, NS, CA | 1 year ago (28 minutes after post)

Thanks man.
I had to hear someone say it.
My mom is just going along with my stepdad. Making new rules to accomdate him. And I do have my sister. I’m always the one comforting her, though. I have to tell her it’s okay otherwise she’d breakdown. So no one’s there for me.

Lol, that’s one of my favorite HP quotes too. :]

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dlc1996i 0 #
Schenectady, NY, US | 1 year ago (33 minutes after post)

now dont do anything rash but calm down and chill
talk to a councler

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Deira, 03, AE | 1 year ago (34 minutes after post)

You and your sister try to stay togather and try to avoid your stepdad as much as possible. Try to keep yourself busy with your study or some other hobby away from the disturbing thoughts.

Maybe it be an evening star … shines down upon you
May it be when darkness falls… your heart will be true…
You walk… a lonely road.
Or how far you are from home
(Darkness has come)
Believe and you will find your way

Enya’s song. Its my best when I am sad! Don’t remember the lyrics well. lol!

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sophita_banana 1 #
Halifax, NS, CA | 1 year ago (41 minutes after post)

Awww, thanks. That was so beautiful. :]]]
You’re right, I need to keep positive. And be with her. She’s much too good for these people.

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johnnykilmore 0 #
Pitt Meadows, BC, CA | 1 year ago (57 minutes after post)

stay strong lil one
be there for your sister and she will be there for you

focus on what will get you out of your situation, a good education
i know you have prolly heard it a million times but it is what will allow you to do what you want

you could talk with counselers and whatnot, they should not speak with your parents especially if you tell them you dont want them too right from when you first talk to them

I will tell you that running away at your age is not wise at all and I dont like to think about the things that could happen to a girl of your age

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