question help: I’m not well.

nothx

I’m not well.

I’ve been quiet and distant for a reason. I won’t sugar coat it anymore. I’m sick. I’m just plain not well. I’m have issues I can’t deal with. I don’t know what else to say, or how else to say it. I hurt myself again, and it doesn’t bother me. I’m trying to hold it in again. I got burned by a few people recently. I’m sick. I’m angry. I’m sad. And I’m alone. Phone calls don’t matter. Emails make no difference. I’m alone. I accept it. I push on even though that’s the case. But I’m snapping. I’m loosing my cool. It’s no one here. So please don’t think it’s you. I just need to say this. To answer all of the questions about where I have been and why I haven’t responded. I have nothing more I can say.

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Help me with: I’m having problems with migraines.

zetzer_ 1 #
Opa Locka, FL, US | 2 years, 2 months ago (3 minutes after post)

man that was me right there too, lol jsut gotta keep on pushing forward man, knwoing that life will bloom again dude, but u need to get out and do stuff, so you can feel happy man, if u dont try to help yourself, its a lost cause.

Help me with: does this happen to girls as well?

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pink_lover_ 2 #
Brampton, ON, CA | 2 years, 2 months ago (5 minutes after post)

It seems to me your in depressd maybe? Well at times like these life doesnt seem too hopeful,but the good times are around the corner,lifes like a roler coster,ups and downs,the ups will be in your way soon hopefully :)

Help me with: i have an awfully weird quesion,when i get really mad/angrey…and after a while when I eat,it tastes all sour and bitter,

nothx 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 years, 2 months ago (6 minutes after post)

I know Heather…I’m sorry.

Help me with: I’m having problems with migraines.

zetzer_ 1 #
Opa Locka, FL, US | 2 years, 2 months ago (13 minutes after post)

establish a goal man, its the bets thing you can do, im goign to see my family in domincian republic at this year’s end, its gon be super fun im really looking forward to that

Help me with: does this happen to girls as well?

Anonymous #
2 years, 2 months ago (25 minutes after post)

James, we are alone. There is no one who can understand us as well as we can understand ourselves. That is why it is so important to learn to self sooth, self reassure, self motivate. SELF LOVE. Learning these things leads to self confidence — your voice, your opinion, your perspective … they are all very valuable and necessary in this world. It is your duty / responsibility to bring yourself, your thoughts, your dreams to light and fruition.

Be your own best friend. Tell yourself those things that you would tell a friend when they are down. You are never COMPLETELY alone when you learn to be your own best friend.

I have been there … tormented and alone … reaching out … no one there, by choice or by default. I had to learn to value me and take care of me. You can learn to do this also.

anothernikki 4 #
An Unknown Location | 2 years, 2 months ago (1 hour, 45 minutes after post)

I’ve been there to James. I can’t offer much more than hugs. So:

HUGS!!!

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Em*[iLy] 3 #
An Unknown Location | 2 years, 2 months ago (2 hours, 34 minutes after post)

im sorry james! i hope things get better for you!! i rele dont know wat to say!!

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sam123 2 #
Chennai, 25, IN | 2 years, 2 months ago (8 hours, 15 minutes after post)

James,
I sorry you going through a tough time and I hope things will get better for you as time goes by. Do not take life seriously! Learn to laugh at yourself. Loosen up!
If you are not pleased with the outcome, learn from the experience and be flexible enough to make the appropriate adjustments. Think positively can help you realize things that you never thought possible. Having a correct and positive attitude in whatever you are doing will make things easier and even enjoyable. Take care.

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Mï†z¥-superMODel 3 #
Tullahoma, TN, US | 2 years, 2 months ago (12 hours, 39 minutes after post)

I know how ya feel James.

Help me with: Things Got Ya Down?

Times' gone mad 6 #
Silver Spring, MD, US | 2 years, 2 months ago (13 hours, 4 minutes after post)

I don’t know what to say, I’m pretty unhappy—but it’s all about things that can be fixed over time, I hope.

Just remember where there’s a hat there’s generally an ***—not that I’m sayin’ but you know. :) I think I’m good for at least a few laughs.

The docs gave me some medicine that’s making it a bit hard to function—I think it’s normal when you’re taking horsepills. woo.

Help me with: So, sometimes I annoy my Fiance, and sometimes he annoys me…either way, there are so many reasons I love him.

issybelle 1 #
An Undisclosed Location | 2 years, 2 months ago (18 hours, 48 minutes after post)

i don’t know what to say.
i’m sick too.
but everyone is different.
you’ve been through some rough ****.
i just wish the best for you. only the best.

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Times' gone mad changed the tags on this post: they were "Accept, anger, matter, reason, e-mail, sugar, question, Answer, burn, bother" 2 years, 2 months ago.

Help me with: So, sometimes I annoy my Fiance, and sometimes he annoys me…either way, there are so many reasons I love him.