[Help] Sending it out there... Updates to this post /post/159802-sending-it-out-there Wed, 08 Oct 2008 02:18:11 +0100 Reply from Patric1 /post/159802-sending-it-out-there#reply-3787688 Those women look like that because women were more feminine, that was their role in life. They had men hoping and closing doors, standing up when they entered the room and catching them when they fainted. Oh, how wonderful, now women want to open the doors by themselves and men don’t know whether to let them or whether they are going to be punched in the face for doing this small thing for them. If women let men be courtious to them, men would feel they had a reason for being there.
Well, I think so anyway. Go be that maid of honour, enjoy the dress and looking like those women before they took all their clothes off - you could go home and act that bit out on your own later:0

]]> Patric1 Wed, 28 May 2008 14:41:56 +0100 Reply from Florie /post/159802-sending-it-out-there#reply-3733172 sounds lovely - I’ll be there!

]]> Florie Tue, 13 May 2008 14:50:22 +0100 Reply from Yrja /post/159802-sending-it-out-there#reply-3733106 Yer all the besteses! Such good uns comment on my posts :) I’m very lucky.

Thanks Florie. I’ll totally check that movie out.

Aki…and all else on to cheer me up…yer so sweet. The thing is…I don’t really feel that bad well… in comparison to other periods in my life. This one is quite good because even though I feel like a spectator at least I’m observing. It’s better then turning a blind eye.

I was kind of surprised with some of the responses I got cause the post didn’t feel all that dark to me when I wrote it :) I guess it was darker then I thought…

Actually (I know this sounds bad) but the shock and the neusia was more about being chosen for this task. Why would she choose ME for such a responsible task. This special day….is she not worried that I’d screw it all up for her? I do not have dreams of rings on fingers and white dresses myself.

Yes….who are the critics? I’m thinking about that a lot these days aswell. I’ve also been observing my behaviour around certain people that make me nervous. Why do I think that those individuals are criticizing me more then others? It’s a very interesting observation actually. Quite amusing sometimes.

Thanks for the writing comments guys. I’ve been trying to write in icelandic cause I’m afraid that my english is not good enough…but then it’s kind of easier for me to express myself in english - feelings and such. The vocabulary is different.

[quote fletcher]Ahh I do want to cuddle and kiss you a little bit Yrja.[/quote]

Well get on over here then! I’ll bake pancakes.

Yall peoples are the swellest you know? I wish I could have a dinner party and invite you all! - I have this thing….I always want to cook for people I like :) I could set a date….like the 18th of august 8 pm icelandic time I’m having a dinner party in m little appartment in Reykjavik. Yer all invited :) yay!

]]> Yrja Tue, 13 May 2008 13:54:40 +0100 Reply from fletcher /post/159802-sending-it-out-there#reply-3732954 Ahh I do want to cuddle and kiss you a little bit Yrja.

I generally feel the same in comparison to the first paragraph, nothing hits the potential or emotional punch that I imagine or want to feel in my mind. I think “Hmm her tongue is kind of gooey. Why is she kissing me? I wish I would feeling something,” when I was kissed.

I agree with the art deco erotica. Those woman seem curvy, beautiful and womanly in a way that models of this era just don’t reach at all - they’re more like manicans for products, instead of strong (and intimidating *.*) monuments to feminity and the power of the female body.

No message in the window -.-

]]> fletcher Tue, 13 May 2008 11:30:12 +0100 Reply from cattail /post/159802-sending-it-out-there#reply-3730047 Are you a writer? The way you wrote all that was awesome!! :)

]]> cattail Mon, 12 May 2008 18:11:39 +0100 Reply from red fox /post/159802-sending-it-out-there#reply-3729209 I’m kinda in a similar state, I suppose. Still trying to figure out who these critics are though. It’s like, am I living for them, or me?

]]> red fox Mon, 12 May 2008 13:55:39 +0100 Reply from Silverwings /post/159802-sending-it-out-there#reply-3728072 [quote Yrja][quote annlovestars]Is it true you are looking for more interaction ?
Thats what I understand from the text.[/quote]

Probably. Meaningful interaction. Who doesn’t crave meaningful interaction? Is that not what we all are looking for?[/quote]

Welcome to the site..hope you find many friends here… and much feedback…

I think the one thing that we need most in our lives as humans, is acceptance…. of ourselves. and others….. and there is both pain, and pleasure in this journey… sounds like you are def. on your way, and I wish you well…

[quote Anonymous]It’s like the Maid of Honour thing has made you realise that everything is shifting towards a different kind of life - the one that used to seem so far away just a short time ago. The naked ladies with their carefree innocence and buttery baby skin is taking you right back to where you were once safe from the harshness of the grown up world - it’s childhood and mother love combined.[/quote]

I really liked this post…. hope you did too….

Blessings….

]]> Silverwings Mon, 12 May 2008 04:05:16 +0100 Reply from AKITHMA /post/159802-sending-it-out-there#reply-3727962 Yrja you got there already babe,that bullet proof glass is just clouding the vision,find that sledgehammer,to see clearly you must have perfect vision,critics are raving,your heading for stardom like those old pictures, the bare truth will be exposed and you will be that woman you admire so much carefree and stripped of all burden and doubt,carefree and unashamed of the self image,i quess the fashion industry has made you see the real beauty of woman yeh and it aint a pair of pretty panties or a red bra lol.
Inside that wonderous big beautiful heart of yours is that spirit of freedom yearning for exposure ,to be free,the nausia is the dress youll be forced to wear at the wedding huh, will you catch the bouquet i wonder?!the old man i quess wants you to write the next line,hes waiting for responce, did the audience approve?is there an encore?questioning on the inside reflecting quietly,like you the world he sees thru his glass may not be what he envisioned,he has closed the curtain on his theatres stage,he sees the show going on though his part in the play has come and gone,he sees not the fat naked lady of your reflections and contemplations but hears the fat lady singing instead,for him the show is over, but for you ,those scenes are unwritten ,and there are so many chapters remaining in the book of Yrja,are you the star who everyone is waiting for,you got my vote for best actress,keep the dream alive ,keep hoping,keep believing ,the climax is coming,will the ending shock everyone leave the awe struck?or will there be a sequel? Yrja 11 the mystery continues,be kind, be true ,belong to your self,behold you are beheld of many

]]> AKITHMA Mon, 12 May 2008 03:41:59 +0100 Reply from Eric. /post/159802-sending-it-out-there#reply-3727857 I’ve gotten the same feeling with observing myself. Not big on 20s erotica though.

]]> Eric. Mon, 12 May 2008 03:25:19 +0100 Reply from Florie /post/159802-sending-it-out-there#reply-3726692 Thank Yrja, I like these old 20s erotic photos too … And, have you ever seen the movie “Le notti bianche” (White Nights)? That is a fantastic movie, starring the man who was in the old Beauty and the Beast, Jean Marais. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Le_notti…

So you feel like a spectator - I know that feeling so well.

]]> Florie Sun, 11 May 2008 21:57:04 +0100 Reply from Anonymous /post/159802-sending-it-out-there#reply-3726621 It’s like the Maid of Honour thing has made you realise that everything is shifting towards a different kind of life - the one that used to seem so far away just a short time ago. The naked ladies with their carefree innocence and buttery baby skin is taking you right back to where you were once safe from the harshness of the grown up world - it’s childhood and mother love combined.

]]> Anonymous Sun, 11 May 2008 21:35:54 +0100 Reply from littlenick /post/159802-sending-it-out-there#reply-3726114 I have read some of your posts. That brain of yours is always churning something awesome!

]]> littlenick Sun, 11 May 2008 19:30:29 +0100 Reply from littlenick /post/159802-sending-it-out-there#reply-3726112 I am self concious. I think some people think that I go over the top with my responses to some posts.

]]> littlenick Sun, 11 May 2008 19:29:40 +0100 Reply from Yrja /post/159802-sending-it-out-there#reply-3726111 I didn’t littlenick. Wish I had now. I just added you to my friends list though so I promise that next time I will. Fer sure.

]]> Yrja Sun, 11 May 2008 19:29:17 +0100 Reply from littlenick /post/159802-sending-it-out-there#reply-3726101 Did you invite me to come here? If so, I feel honored.

]]> littlenick Sun, 11 May 2008 19:27:28 +0100 Reply from Yrja /post/159802-sending-it-out-there#reply-3726080 and thanks all. Yer very kind

]]> Yrja Sun, 11 May 2008 19:23:25 +0100 Reply from Yrja /post/159802-sending-it-out-there#reply-3726078 [quote annlovestars]Is it true you are looking for more interaction ?
Thats what I understand from the text.[/quote]

Probably. Meaningful interaction. Who doesn’t crave meaningful interaction? Is that not what we all are looking for?

]]> Yrja Sun, 11 May 2008 19:23:00 +0100 Reply from Richard cor de lyon /post/159802-sending-it-out-there#reply-3726042 I think you should write songs :)

Bright blessings ~ Richard

]]> Richard cor de lyon Sun, 11 May 2008 19:12:49 +0100 Reply from obamadaisy /post/159802-sending-it-out-there#reply-3726035 Well since it is fact, I’d like to add that I can totally relate! But even worse, I don’t see my life going anywhere really right now…. I know what you mean about the friend asking you to be a maid-of-honor… SICKENING! haha… Everyone is growing up and changing all around me and I can’t change my ways no matter how hard I try… or don’t try hehe. Makes me sick…

As for that old erotica… I’m quite fond of the 50s pin-up stuff… it makes me feel sexy and love my body.

And everyday I can’t help but think the same things… has he given up, moved on, or what the heck is going on in his warped mind!? Give me a sign!

Keep your head up! :) Keep writing, you’re great at it.

]]> obamadaisy Sun, 11 May 2008 19:11:14 +0100 Reply from annlovestars * /post/159802-sending-it-out-there#reply-3726031 Is it true you are looking for more interaction ?
Thats what I understand from the text.

]]> annlovestars * Sun, 11 May 2008 19:09:53 +0100 19 users were invited to read this post by SoulRising /post/159802-sending-it-out-there#reply-5313599 SoulRising Sun, 11 May 2008 18:52:37 +0100 Reply from SoulRising /post/159802-sending-it-out-there#reply-3725985 I like the way you think:)

]]> SoulRising Sun, 11 May 2008 18:49:11 +0100 Reply from Yrja /post/159802-sending-it-out-there#reply-3725951 thank you both. It’s fact. I appreciate the compliment.

]]> Yrja Sun, 11 May 2008 18:34:35 +0100 Reply from obamadaisy /post/159802-sending-it-out-there#reply-3725941 I can’t tell if this is fact, or just a poem… or both! It’s written quite beautifully.

]]> obamadaisy Sun, 11 May 2008 18:30:52 +0100 Reply from Renegade_007 /post/159802-sending-it-out-there#reply-3725939 I think you are a wonderful person, and I’d love to know more about you. So anytime you’d like to talk please let me know. I Love You

]]> Renegade_007 Sun, 11 May 2008 18:30:13 +0100 17 users were invited to read this post by Yrja /post/159802-sending-it-out-there#reply-5313427 Yrja Sun, 11 May 2008 18:26:50 +0100