[Help] Think of me. Updates to this post /post/199660-think-of-me Mon, 09 Nov 2009 06:01:18 +0100 The post was closed by ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-7047158 ☆miss lilies☆ Fri, 24 Oct 2008 13:21:55 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4393611 I am getting well everyday, thank you for listening to me. I read this post as i go through some difficulties and sure this helps a lot.

There is always room for improvement and i am getting there. Some days are harder than the rest but better count the laughter than the tears. And count the lessons i have learned and take them as i take another step forward.

I have learned a lot in this site. To be humble enough to tell people i need help and not minding some who judge me for what i feel, how i see things and what i have done. When in truth, i am looking for answers to questions that they themselves are seeking for.

But real friends take you as who you are and i am very glad i have lots of those.

Thank you for coming to this post and for believing that i can improve my ways.

We are all here in this site for reasons, let us all make our stay here peaceful and meaningful one, to live our lives better and touch others as well.

I am closing this post with a happy heart.

Again, thank you very much. :)

Yours,
lilies

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Fri, 24 Oct 2008 13:21:38 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4363148 Hello, thank you mucho! :)

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Thu, 16 Oct 2008 14:44:26 +0100 Reply from Sigurrós /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4363137 *hugs* from my heart and soul, blessed be lilies.

]]> Sigurrós Thu, 16 Oct 2008 14:41:56 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4362665 Hello there cloudless, thank you for the thoughtfulness of coming here because the latest one was closed. And i appreciate it. Hugs to you. It’s not easy to post something that’s really from the bottom.

[quote Crazy.Firework]Amazingly warm hugs :D
Take care, lilies.
xx[/quote]

Thank you, you got amazing hugs! :)

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Thu, 16 Oct 2008 10:43:49 +0100 Reply from cloudlessworld /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4359764 hey lillies. i see u closed the other post but i read as you advised. thanks, it was good to read and get that different perpective most of what was said i could apply to my own probs. also, i just wanted to say you shouldnt feel guilty for sharing your problems, after all we all have them! it doesnt make your help of any less value, i see how much you help others. keep up the good work and i hope youre doing better.

]]> cloudlessworld Wed, 15 Oct 2008 18:45:39 +0100 Reply from Crazy.Ω.Firework /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4346419 Amazingly warm hugs :D
Take care, lilies.
xx

]]> Crazy.Ω.Firework Sun, 12 Oct 2008 22:27:12 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4340636 Thank you, i feel better today. :) Tired but okay.

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Sat, 11 Oct 2008 12:19:57 +0100 Reply from Theresa42266 /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4332817 (((big hugs sweetheart)))

]]> Theresa42266 Thu, 09 Oct 2008 20:33:28 +0100 Reply from Anonymous /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4318241 I’m sure he still is proud of you!
Be happy!

]]> Anonymous Mon, 06 Oct 2008 05:14:19 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4314704 I still feel good today. My other post makes me sad but i know my friend is in good hands. He died three weeks ago. He used to be very proud of me.

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Sun, 05 Oct 2008 08:00:20 +0100 Reply from Florie's Gonna Bite /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4311555 Happy inside – very good Lilies! :)

]]> Florie's Gonna Bite Sat, 04 Oct 2008 15:07:56 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4311359 I feel happy today. Since this morning. I don’t know why but i just feel good inside. Two boys in my life are feeling very sick and are both resting. If this happened days back i would be very sad. But today, i feel up! :)

I hope to stay this way. Truly!

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Sat, 04 Oct 2008 14:08:23 +0100 Reply from Anonymous /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4306740 Sorry for misunderstanding that … :)
OOps I am happy that you are feeling better though.

]]> Anonymous Fri, 03 Oct 2008 05:35:23 +0100 Reply from wandering/soul /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4302877 hugs to you lilies! sometimes when you’re down, all you need to do is smile or hum a nice tune…pretty soon you’ll start feeling better

]]> wandering/soul Thu, 02 Oct 2008 04:28:01 +0100 Reply from Florie's Gonna Bite /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4300314 [Florie likes hugs …]

:)

]]> Florie's Gonna Bite Wed, 01 Oct 2008 15:25:57 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4300305 Oh dear. *rolls eyes and laughs.
Hugs Florie tight!

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Wed, 01 Oct 2008 15:22:47 +0100 Reply from Florie's Gonna Bite /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4300302 [quote Michael Leibman][quote ~lilies~]Ben is still asleep. He does all the helping he can.[/quote]

I know! This is a secret so don’t tell you, but I looked at your shout-trail and it had all sorts of really nice pictures, it was like walking out into daylight from the confusing nightmare of posts I was reading. ok back to main topic now.[/quote]

Nice :)

]]> Florie's Gonna Bite Wed, 01 Oct 2008 15:21:44 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4299777 Oh no, sorry if you took it that way, your words helped. I was just a little low today being at home. So i was not feeling well. I feel better now. Thank you.

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Wed, 01 Oct 2008 10:47:55 +0100 Reply from Anonymous /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4299745 because of what I said???? I am so SO SORRY if thats the case. Really I didn’t mean for that to happen. If I made your day worse I really am extremly sorry.
Please accept a sincere appology from me.

]]> Anonymous Wed, 01 Oct 2008 10:12:22 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4299658 Now i’m crying.

i haaatteeeeeeee!!! :((

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Wed, 01 Oct 2008 07:53:33 +0100 Reply from Anonymous /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4299656 I hope that things are looking up for you. I have also been through rough times. I try to tell myself that what doesn’t kill you will only make you stronger. Cheesey and over used but still true!

]]> Anonymous Wed, 01 Oct 2008 07:52:09 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4299531 UPDATE:

I’m quarantined today. Went for a check up due to some pains in my lower abdomen. So for three days i need to stay home. It’s good to be resting and stay home with my kid to play, but i’m tired staying at home. Complete rest was given as part of the three day observation. :(

I need some cheers. :(

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Wed, 01 Oct 2008 05:55:30 +0100 Reply from Bex /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4290097 Hey! I’ve been super busy with work recently and haven’t had much time to think! I’m glad you’re trying to smile, I hope it gets easier to do as time goes on. Keep going girl, you’ll get there. I believe in you. xx

]]> Bex Mon, 29 Sep 2008 14:16:11 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4290090 Hello Becky, so good to see you here, thank you for the greetings. :)
Hmmm, trying to smile. Hoping things will brighten soon. I miss you, chat girl! :)

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Mon, 29 Sep 2008 14:14:03 +0100 Reply from Bex /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4290084 Aww, i keep getting here late. *super duper big belated birthday hugs!* hope you had a great birthday ace, and are still smiling!!

]]> Bex Mon, 29 Sep 2008 14:12:07 +0100 Reply from wolf_envy10 /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4286626 *hugs* Hope everything works out in the ens ~Lilies~

]]> wolf_envy10 Sun, 28 Sep 2008 16:18:17 +0100 Reply from minnie_4eve_inlov /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4286024 Sometimes, life hurts…I guess we all want hugs ‘n’ kisses…So I send you many of them! ^^
love, viKy

]]> minnie_4eve_inlov Sun, 28 Sep 2008 11:28:16 +0100 Reply from Cosmic Fool /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4282711 I think of getting sad too, and you know I think it is kinda inevetable. But that’s the thing, you can’t change it. So in a funny way, there is no need to fear it. Or worry about it.

The thing I concentrate on is not the inevetability of sadness, its the inevetability of being happy again! =)

]]> Cosmic Fool Sat, 27 Sep 2008 20:56:00 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4281389 I am smiling today. I reaaalllyyy hope i would maintain my poise when i get sad. But why should i think of getting sad?

But it is inevitable right? but i am scared to smile now when i might get upset or sad later.

But for now i am smiling.

You all have helped me a lot.

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 12:00:06 +0100 Reply from Broke Again :( /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4279868 LOVE, & Hugs for you Lillies

I hope that time will heal all your wounds.

And have a happy birthday.

You definitely surrounded by people that love you, just remember that!

]]> Broke Again :( Sat, 27 Sep 2008 01:02:50 +0100 Reply from Nj17 /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4279848 *HUGS* trust me, I know all about this kinda stage in your life, all you need to think about is that it will not last and there are people and ways to make you feel relaxed and happy!

]]> Nj17 Sat, 27 Sep 2008 00:58:45 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4279483 :) aw. that’s nice to think of.

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Fri, 26 Sep 2008 23:03:50 +0100 Reply from cajun2 /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4279339 That means its actually both of our birthdays at this moment.

]]> cajun2 Fri, 26 Sep 2008 22:34:26 +0100 Reply from cajun2 /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4279330 Happy birthday, its still the 26th here, didnt think about the time and day difference

]]> cajun2 Fri, 26 Sep 2008 22:33:38 +0100 Reply from ɐʇɐɯɹǝɟ.Suc /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4279238 Lol

]]> ɐʇɐɯɹǝɟ.Suc Fri, 26 Sep 2008 22:18:17 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4279215 Heheh Ben woke me up with a call and then this post. :) it is what i need so far.

And suc, i skipped school! :)

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Fri, 26 Sep 2008 22:12:15 +0100 Reply from ~Shie~ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4279205 [quote ~lilies~]Thank you. and Today is my birthday. I hope to stay happy. :)[/quote]

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i feel a post coming on.. hehehehehhehe… on my way to make you one.. hoping it will bring a smile to your face…

]]> ~Shie~ Fri, 26 Sep 2008 22:09:20 +0100 Reply from ►Shizuko-Sophie◄ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4279203 happy birthday

]]> ►Shizuko-Sophie◄ Fri, 26 Sep 2008 22:08:56 +0100 Reply from ɐʇɐɯɹǝɟ.Suc /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4279193 Oh wait I’m being blonde you’re in silly time zone, what are you going to do today/tomorrow then

]]> ɐʇɐɯɹǝɟ.Suc Fri, 26 Sep 2008 22:05:51 +0100 Reply from ɐʇɐɯɹǝɟ.Suc /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4279191 Don’t tell anyone until the end of the day that it’s your birthday then!
Silly lilies :P

Happy birthdayyyyyyyyyyy what did you do today so far

]]> ɐʇɐɯɹǝɟ.Suc Fri, 26 Sep 2008 22:05:19 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4279036 Thank you. and Today is my birthday. I hope to stay happy. :)

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Fri, 26 Sep 2008 21:27:14 +0100 Reply from cajun2 /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4278431 Look at the now. Accept the past and don’t dwell on the future. All the animals on the earth have been here as long or longer than any person on earth and what do they worry about, nothing, so why are we called the superior beings, what have we really accomplished that they havent, stress and worry. People make things hard on themselves.

]]> cajun2 Fri, 26 Sep 2008 18:05:50 +0100 Reply from jetmoo /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4277810 bad memories of the past are horrible arnt they.Some times you forget and sometimes you feel you just can’t stop thinking about it for ages and you gets you down. i hope you feel better soon. My boyfriend told me to not thik about the past or dwel on it, but to look forward at all the good things in life.
maybe you should go on this, go on youtube and type in “How to be nerd”. I think its really funny so it might cheer you up alittle or make you forget for a second *hugs* soz I was a lil late too, let us know if you feel better xxx

]]> jetmoo Fri, 26 Sep 2008 12:58:59 +0100 Reply from Bex /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4277808 I’m late, but here’s a hug anyway! *HUG!!* Keep smiling Ace!

]]> Bex Fri, 26 Sep 2008 12:57:50 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4277687 Hotmail or codes don’t work anymore greg.:(
[quote zimbobwa]lol….wait why its suppose to make you feel happy not cry…unless those are tears of joy.[/quote]
Yes, i knew it was to make me happy, but i don’t know why something stung my eyes.

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Fri, 26 Sep 2008 12:01:30 +0100 Reply from Grego /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4277125 img src=”http://i287.photobucket.com/albums/ll149/glittergn/hugs/hugs012.gif”/>

]]> Grego Fri, 26 Sep 2008 06:35:03 +0100 Reply from zimbobwa /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4275481 lol….wait why its suppose to make you feel happy not cry…unless those are tears of joy.

]]> zimbobwa Thu, 25 Sep 2008 23:36:43 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4275103 Nice video! thank you. Now im foolish it’s making me cry! Gaaahhhhh!!!

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Thu, 25 Sep 2008 21:58:08 +0100 Reply from thep /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4274366 That’s OK, lilies is one of my friends, She is worth the video and you are worth the knowledge, of how this works on this website.

]]> thep Thu, 25 Sep 2008 19:27:24 +0100 Reply from zimbobwa /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4274343 o wow thanks for tip and also thanks for putting up our vid

]]> zimbobwa Thu, 25 Sep 2008 19:24:07 +0100 Reply from thep /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4274262 zimbobwa.

To put a youtube video on, you need to do the following. First you need to type in [youtube: that is then followed by the saved (coppied url) it now becomes this :- [youtube:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cipTQWASGMM you now add the closing bracket, it becomes this :-

[youtube:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cipTQWASGMM]

]]> thep Thu, 25 Sep 2008 19:06:24 +0100 Reply from zimbobwa /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4274168 dam just go here then sry for spamming it up:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cipTQW…

]]> zimbobwa Thu, 25 Sep 2008 18:41:59 +0100 Reply from zimbobwa /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4274165 wtf:

object width=”425″ height=”349″> param name=”movie” value=”http://www.youtube.com/v/cipTQWASGMM&hl=en&fs=1&rel=0&border=1″> /param> param name=”allowFullScreen” value=”true”> /param> embed src=”http://www.youtube.com/v/cipTQWASGMM&hl=en&fs=1&rel=0&border=1″ type=”application/x-shockwave-flash” allowfullscreen=”true” width=”425″ height=”349″> /embed> /object>

]]> zimbobwa Thu, 25 Sep 2008 18:41:20 +0100 Reply from zimbobwa /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4274162 ugh well that didnt work lets try this:

object width=”425″ height=”349″> param name=”movie” value=”http://www.youtube.com/v/cipTQWASGMM&hl=en&fs=1&rel=0&border=1″> /param> param name=”allowFullScreen” value=”true”> /param> embed src=”http://www.youtube.com/v/cipTQWASGMM&hl=en&fs=1&rel=0&border=1″ type=”application/x-shockwave-flash” allowfullscreen=”true” width=”425″ height=”349″> /embed> /object>

]]> zimbobwa Thu, 25 Sep 2008 18:40:39 +0100 Reply from zimbobwa /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4274159 here some more hugs is something me and my improv team put together a while ago, but it does its job here lol

object width=”425″ height=”344″> param name=”movie” value=”http://www.youtube.com/v/cipTQWASGMM&hl=en&fs=1″> /param> param name=”allowFullScreen” value=”true”> /param> embed src=”http://www.youtube.com/v/cipTQWASGMM&hl=en&fs=1″ type=”application/x-shockwave-flash” allowfullscreen=”true” width=”425″ height=”344″> /embed> /object>

]]> zimbobwa Thu, 25 Sep 2008 18:38:57 +0100 Reply from lazy /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4274068 Hhhhhhhuggggggggggggggieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz 3 3 3

]]> lazy Thu, 25 Sep 2008 18:07:20 +0100 Reply from fletcher /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4273761 *kisses you on your lovely cheek*

I’m sorry to hear that things are hard at the moment :(

]]> fletcher Thu, 25 Sep 2008 15:43:46 +0100 Reply from cajun2 /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4273093 Its ok lovebug, I am here if you need, about to go to work though, but you can yahoo later if you want. Hope to hear from you latter, missed you the last few days.

]]> cajun2 Thu, 25 Sep 2008 10:31:20 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4273065 I love those hugs! :) Thank you!

And some couples kissing too. *sigh. :)Thank you for the prayers. I keep my own silent prayer too. I have some of them in my pocket every time i need a lift or when i feel no one seems to understand.

Trust.

I find it really difficult to express what i feel and when i do it seems like people misunderstand my point. Maybe i just want to feel validated. Someone told me days back to STOP telling ‘i feel’ ‘i feel’ i feel’. Because they said it would stop me for thinking rational.

Uhm. If i won’t FEEL, so how would i be able to know what it is really troubling me inside?

Friends, thank you for the emails i get from you. I do i appreciate them. You are asking me why i feel this way. Somehow i think i am misunderstood because i cannot just say everything i think and therefore, feel.

And when i start opening my mouth or start typing, some would say ‘i don’t even think you should feel that way’.

Uhm, so when i am told that way, how would i be able to tell what i feel?

oh dear, i am confusing.

Pls remember English is not my native language so i kinda find it hard to express stuff.

Hugs to you!

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Thu, 25 Sep 2008 10:11:50 +0100 Reply from Grego /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4272974 oh well . . . so much for trying to place a nice glitter graphic in here for you with hugs.

So here’s a video that says it all. Enjoy all the hugs ~lilies~

[youtube:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gBJxNmg3BIY]

]]> Grego Thu, 25 Sep 2008 09:22:31 +0100 Reply from Grego /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4272964 a href=”http://www.glittergraphicsnow.com/” title=”Orkut and MySpace Glitter Graphics”> img src=”http://i287.photobucket.com/albums/ll149/glittergn/hugs/hugs007.gif” border=”0″ alt=”Glitter Graphics”> /a> br> br> a href=”http://www.glittergraphicsnow.com/hugs.html”>Hugs Glitter /a> br> br>

]]> Grego Thu, 25 Sep 2008 09:11:58 +0100 Reply from Grego /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4272960 img src=http://i52.photobucket.com/albums/g3/ksriver80/h/27.gif title=”MySpace Comment Codes”border=0> /a> br> a href=’http://www.coolmyspacecomments.com’>

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]]> Grego Thu, 25 Sep 2008 09:10:07 +0100 Reply from Grego /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4272954 You are b> i>so special /i> /b> ~lilies~ .
We all love you dearly. Your presence on this site is what makes Help.com a nice place for people to come to. My heart hurts for you for whatever you are going through that’s difficult at this time. I’ve just finished saying a prayer for you.

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]]> Grego Thu, 25 Sep 2008 09:03:30 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4272549 Thank you for taking time. i’ll get back to you when i’m home.

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Thu, 25 Sep 2008 05:21:53 +0100 Reply from thep /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4269943 I sometimes wonder what people mean by trusting others. I will go back a number of years ago, a single parent mother of three, that I know. Suffering from severe depression, trusted me completely. We were very good friends.
I moved in with them for a time, to help with supporting the family. The mother neglected the children and herself, she violently abused the children. One of the children had reported this to the social services and the police, the child was not believed. When I moved in I saw it happen with my own eyes. There was no doubt about it happening.
I reported it to the social services and the police, they told me. “There is nothing we can do about it, she will deny it. It will be your word against hers.”
I did in the end manage to get it investigated, the outcome was that the two eldest children were removed into care, they reckoned the youngest one was quite safe to stay.
For some years, the lady in question, reckoned I had betrayed here trust. Now she realizes that I was right in what I did. That it had got terribly out of hand and needed to be dealt with.
She realized that she needed help to cope with the depression, that was the route cause of the problems. That not only did she trust me but the children did as well, I hope I did the right thing, I tried to repay the trust. I think it worked, they are now a happy family instead of an unhappy one. Although it lost me the friendship of the mother, it was worth it. Very much so as it bonded the family together in the end.
I think that trust involves a lot of love, sometimes that love seems harsh and unfair, sometimes it needs actions like these, to make it work.

After saying that, what sort of trust is it that you are having difficulty with?
I think that love and trust pluss hope are things we need to give to others, so that we can get them back in return.
We often get hurt in doing this, we just have to start over again and give it one more shot, then another and ad infenitum.

]]> thep Wed, 24 Sep 2008 18:59:27 +0100 Reply from Rotech927 /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4269404 My SWEET friend, we ALL have a past that haunt us! But, we live with it…and go on…and you are a strong person and like the rest of us, you will survive. You have a wonderful son to keep you going.. That is a true blessing!

HUGS!!!!!!!!!!!!

]]> Rotech927 Wed, 24 Sep 2008 15:34:43 +0100 Reply from Cosmic Fool /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4269352 The trick is to be wary of trusting someone until you know them. I believe 99% of people are trustworthy, but that still leaves a minority that may hurt you, deliberate or not. So taking time to build trust is to me an important step.

I trust people in general because I trust in their humanity, I trust we are all deep down the same. I’d expect someone to trust me (unless I gave a reason for them not too), so I offer the same thing to others.

When it comes to trusting someone 100%, you have to truly believe they have your best intentions at heart. Since we are generally selfish beings, this sort of trust I reserve for a “soul mate”, or family. People who I know love me, and want the best for me.
I think it crazy to trust anyone else 100%, because you have to allow for them having their own agenda, their own life to live. I have friends I’d trust with my life, but I still don’t want to trust them with the inner workings of my brain, my hopes and fears. But this trust is still very important, without it I’d be very lonely… I’ve been very lonely.

I just keep telling myself that human compassion will win the day, that my close friends will always be there for me. Life might rock this trust to it’s very foundations, but as long as I have faith, I feel I can trust.

]]> Cosmic Fool Wed, 24 Sep 2008 15:13:48 +0100 Reply from zimbobwa /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4269349 [quote ~lilies~]how do you easily trust someone? do you give your trust 100 percent? don’t you have doubts they feel the same way about you? i’m talking about close friends and loved ones. Are you scared they’d go away and never come back?[/quote]

Trust isnt an easy thing to come by. it take a long time to completely trust someone. And even then you can not tust them with everything. Think of it like this…your family…you love and trust your family correct with mostly everything. the key word there is MOSTLY. The reason i say that is because there are somthings that you would rather not tell them im sure. so in a way you do not trust them 100% but maybe only 95% or 98%. And of course everyone has doubts and of course sometimes they are scared that people are going to leave them, but thats somthing that everyone has to deal with at some point. Family is always going to be family no matter what. Friends on the other do come and go but that is somthing you have to deal with on your own. Nobody can tell you how to feel in a certain situation. Hope that helps a little :)

]]> zimbobwa Wed, 24 Sep 2008 15:13:17 +0100 Reply from Sir Cody † /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4269279 Trust, huh? Well, there is only one person that I completely trust 100%. I am not going to turn this into a religious post or anything, but Jesus is the only person I trust like that. That is just how it is. There are people I know that I would trust with my life, but there are other things that I would not trust them with. I am not too frightened of losing people as it has happened so often with me. Many times when someone cannot trust others as much as he wants to it shows that there is something else that needs to be dealt with. Does that make sense?

]]> Sir Cody † Wed, 24 Sep 2008 14:46:33 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4269262 Both? oh i don’t want to worry and i certainly want to relax. Now i feel crazy, i even think i would need to try relaxing too.

Cody, how do you easily trust someone? do you give your trust 100 percent? don’t you have doubts they feel the same way about you? i’m talking about close friends and loved ones. Are you scared they’d go away and never come back?

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Wed, 24 Sep 2008 14:40:08 +0100 Reply from Sir Cody † /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4269256 Why can’t you sleep? Too much stuff to worry about or just emotionally tired?

]]> Sir Cody † Wed, 24 Sep 2008 14:37:20 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4269249 Hi Cody, yes been days now. Up and down mood actually. I just need some support right now. I know most of you are busy with stuff. But just can’t sleep yet.

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Wed, 24 Sep 2008 14:34:56 +0100 Reply from Sir Cody † /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4269243 Hey, Lilies, what’s up? Feeling a little down?

]]> Sir Cody † Wed, 24 Sep 2008 14:32:52 +0100 19 users were invited to read this post by ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-6733123 ☆miss lilies☆ Wed, 24 Sep 2008 14:30:39 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4269237 Thank you for all those wishes. It makes me feel like going on each day for the better although sometimes i see myself back to square one

How do you learn to trust people? i have a problem doing so. I doubt too much to the point that i won’t make sense at all.

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Wed, 24 Sep 2008 14:28:27 +0100 The post was opened by ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-6732887 ☆miss lilies☆ Wed, 24 Sep 2008 13:53:33 +0100 The post was closed by ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-6732557 ☆miss lilies☆ Wed, 24 Sep 2008 13:15:31 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4269087 i don’t to talk about stuff in details it makes me sad all the more.

i don’t need space. most people do but i don’t.

and i always stay around and never leave.

i want someone to talk to. but i don’t want to talk about my problems.

someone help me

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Wed, 24 Sep 2008 13:08:01 +0100 Reply from Rainbow Girl /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4269070 Give up? you mean your pased?

]]> Rainbow Girl Wed, 24 Sep 2008 12:58:33 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4269059 How do you know it is time to give up?

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Wed, 24 Sep 2008 12:54:18 +0100 Reply from Rainbow Girl /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4269036 My Dear Lilies.Im sorry your not doing well,But just remeber this.You are a very strong person.You help others and your kind. xoxoxo
You also give joys to others. Get well x

]]> Rainbow Girl Wed, 24 Sep 2008 12:44:27 +0100 Reply from Kima /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4266874 *kima squeezes lilies tightly and fills her full of love!

I am sending you a pocket full of wishing stars so you can have all of your dreams come true…

]]> Kima Tue, 23 Sep 2008 22:37:59 +0100 Reply from Not Me /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4266211 -Hug-

Feel better my friend, I wish you all the comfort in the world.

]]> Not Me Tue, 23 Sep 2008 18:29:31 +0100 Reply from zimbobwa /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4265453 [quote seas light]The sad ones offer so much regarding friendships. To be sad, is to feel. So many people can be superficial. Your qualities are real and genuine. A sensitive soul with a lot of heart. A pleasure to be a friend with one possessing your qualities.Never change who you are :)[/quote]

wow that way good…***the house stands and give seaslight a standing ovation***

]]> zimbobwa Tue, 23 Sep 2008 13:29:47 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4265072 One of the most wonderful comments one person would give to another. Thank you.

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Tue, 23 Sep 2008 11:50:52 +0100 Reply from elysium /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4265064 [quote seas light]The sad ones offer so much regarding friendships. To be sad, is to feel. So many people can be superficial. Your qualities are real and genuine. A sensitive soul with a lot of heart. A pleasure to be a friend with one possessing your qualities.Never change who you are :)[/quote]

Lovely comment.

]]> elysium Tue, 23 Sep 2008 11:47:37 +0100 Reply from seas light /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4264893 The sad ones offer so much regarding friendships. To be sad, is to feel. So many people can be superficial. Your qualities are real and genuine. A sensitive soul with a lot of heart. A pleasure to be a friend with one possessing your qualities.Never change who you are :)

]]> seas light Tue, 23 Sep 2008 09:58:55 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4264849 [quote zimbobwa]everyone can get clingy every once in a while especially after feeling really crappy. im sure if someone likes you (friend or other wise) they can deal with the clingyness. im sure ppl here including myself could deal with it lol[/quote]

Thanks for that although i think i overdo things sometimes.

Is it true that people would love to hang out with happy people?

But what about the sad ones?

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Tue, 23 Sep 2008 09:30:33 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4264847 [quote seas light]I doubt it, lol, lol, we all can get that way from time to time :)By the way, like your name.There use to be a good perfume called lilies of the valley, but can’t find :( Maybe I’ll have to resort to my old friend MR. GOOGLE, he knows everything lol.[/quote]

I’ve seen that somewhere but have not tried it. Does it smell good? ;)

Thank you for all your hugs. :)

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Tue, 23 Sep 2008 09:29:35 +0100 Reply from Mï†z¥-superMODel /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4261659 *hugs*

]]> Mï†z¥-superMODel Mon, 22 Sep 2008 18:25:09 +0100 Reply from zimbobwa /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4261283 everyone can get clingy every once in a while especially after feeling really crappy. im sure if someone likes you (friend or other wise) they can deal with the clingyness. im sure ppl here including myself could deal with it lol

]]> zimbobwa Mon, 22 Sep 2008 15:43:40 +0100 Reply from seas light /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4260802 I doubt it, lol, lol, we all can get that way from time to time :)By the way, like your name.There use to be a good perfume called lilies of the valley, but can’t find :( Maybe I’ll have to resort to my old friend MR. GOOGLE, he knows everything lol.

]]> seas light Mon, 22 Sep 2008 12:20:13 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4260791 Haha seas light, if you just know me more, i’d cling too much and you’d regret what you just said. Just kidding! :)

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Mon, 22 Sep 2008 12:15:51 +0100 Reply from seas light /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4260786 Get obsessive and possessive here :) we like that sort of stuff lol, We all will be your friends and you can always unload your prob. on us. Who knows we may decide to unload on you, lol, lol …..

]]> seas light Mon, 22 Sep 2008 12:13:24 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4260764 Hello, i think today has been long as expected. But my heart feels lighter.
Maybe because i got a lot of cheers from you all.

I feel a lot nicer when i have someone close to me whom i can get strength from, like to laugh with, share thoughts with etc. Their attention and closeness help me survive. I am usually a happy person. But i also have the tendency to get clingy to people close to me. And when they do something else, i panic and think that they change their minds about me and that they are not coming back again.

I usually get scared to lose them. I have the tendency to be possessive and i know people won’t like that.

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Mon, 22 Sep 2008 12:05:19 +0100 Reply from spiratec9 /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4259347 [quote ~lilies~][quote spiratec9]It always surprises me how someone as gorgeous as you both inward and outward
can be affected like this?Don’t let it.
shine again.[/quote]

Thank you my friend. I am not gorgeous. I have the ugliest that you could see. I wish i was better. I wish i was someone else.[/quote]

don’t say that; I have seen you and heard you, and you are anything but ugly.

]]> spiratec9 Mon, 22 Sep 2008 03:22:49 +0100 Reply from Sans /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4259319 Lilies your kind words have helped so many. It’s only fitting that your friends were here when you needed them.

]]> Sans Mon, 22 Sep 2008 03:16:49 +0100 Reply from Time Traveller /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4258961 Lilies feel better!

]]> Time Traveller Mon, 22 Sep 2008 01:49:04 +0100 Reply from cajun2 /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4258729 Wow, you said you love me, I knew it.

]]> cajun2 Mon, 22 Sep 2008 00:42:59 +0100 Reply from Rotech927 /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4258123 Take care!

]]> Rotech927 Sun, 21 Sep 2008 22:54:45 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4257953 Hello my dear friends,

I am just going to start my day and go to work so i cannot stay long. But i will come back soon to talk to you later.

This is just to let you know that EVERY message here is embedded in my heart now and i will read them again when i am relaxed. It feels just right to read your thoughts and messages.

Guys, you never know how much all of these help me make it through the night. I want to say THANK YOU for the never ending wishes of hope and love that a struggling person needs.

I love all of you more than words can say.

With all my love,
lilies

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 22:08:34 +0100 Reply from Rotech927 /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4257265 There is NOT a nicer or finer person on help.com than Lil…

HUGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

]]> Rotech927 Sun, 21 Sep 2008 18:24:19 +0100 Reply from thep /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4257202 Hello friend.

Of course you can have a hug, thought you might like to see a very special one. This one shows what being friends is all about.

http://www.absurdness.com/lion-hugs-a…

]]> thep Sun, 21 Sep 2008 18:07:29 +0100 Reply from chev.jame /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4257189 You got all the hugs in the world. And, Lilies, do not worry about the past. The past is gone. The present is lost as it arrives. There is only the future.

You are a beautiful person who has brightened the lives of so many others.

We are so glad that you are in the world! ;-)

]]> chev.jame Sun, 21 Sep 2008 18:03:30 +0100 Reply from Luck of the Irish /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4257164 Hello,

Humongous hugs, being sent your way, I don’t know whether or not you mind but I am going to pray for you tonight.

And type out everything on a page document and print it off and then burn it, this is supposed to work wonders!

]]> Luck of the Irish Sun, 21 Sep 2008 17:56:47 +0100 Reply from tricky /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4257033 most ppl are busy with there lives and really dont give a **** if we are suffering or not , that’s typical… you dont have to pay some ppl who dont know what they are talking about or know how to listen to somebody… we are free :D help.com :D best help for free .. you know the best things in life are free but we are too blind to see that sometime ^_^ …

you just have to learn to depend more on urself and pull urself up when you fall , but sometimes the fall is just to hard i understand…

i know sometimes the chains of the past may hurt us just dont focus on it and it hurts… the more you focus on it the worst it seem…

try to keep in mind what’s done is done we cant do anything about it , we can only move forward in life… if you think about the past or not it is the past and has nothing to do with you right now , so try to learn from it and move on… i know it’s easier said than done , keep ur mind strong…

you cant change the past but you decided to live happy from now on and forget about the past

good luck with everything :)

]]> tricky Sun, 21 Sep 2008 16:59:58 +0100 Reply from Maximina /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4256734 Lilies you are beautiful inside and out. I have seen parts of your soul and your outer beauty. The day you realize how truly beautiful you are, is the day you will be free. Don’t allow others from your past to continue to control your future. You can be anything you want, as long as you believe it is possible. Many of us feel anxiety sometimes, but the key is to fight it and continue to move forward. Anxiety and depression are walls that keep you from making the positive changes that will improve you life. In many ways they are the evils that keep us from letting our souls shine through in this world. You are a strong woman, so allow the world to see your beauty.
Mari

]]> Maximina Sun, 21 Sep 2008 14:45:53 +0100 Reply from zimbobwa /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4256731 hey dont get down on yourself. if you need someone to talk to you have plenty of ppl here that would gladly talk with you and help you out (sure you know that by now though lol). As for the hug how bout i give you a bunch of them: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cipTQW…

]]> zimbobwa Sun, 21 Sep 2008 14:45:12 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4256661 People are busy with their own lives, so i would need to pay someone to listen to me. Someone who does not know me so i can repeat my stories from the very start.

I get headaches every after the counseling and i turn so weak. With no one to talk to, it’s a little heavy sometimes. I of course move on with my life and get on with new stuff, but certain things make me remember about what happened.

It does not happen everyday though. But lately it has been doing so.

I can change and do something about it Tricky, i have been doing that ever since. But i think this year i become too sensitive and emotional that i hate it.

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 14:12:59 +0100 Reply from tricky /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4256649 [quote ~lilies~][quote tricky]hey lil you dont have to be sorry , it’s good that you vent and stuff and talk with ppl… can you change some of ur imperfection ?[/quote]

Thanks tricky. Looking for some other ways aside from the counseling thing where i can vent.[/quote]

am not suguesting counseling i hate those stupid ppl :D lol no offense if anybody is a shrink or something

you didnt answer my question tho

]]> tricky Sun, 21 Sep 2008 14:02:34 +0100 Reply from cajun2 /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4256647 swimming lessons may help, my style though, and you know what I’m talking about

]]> cajun2 Sun, 21 Sep 2008 14:00:51 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4256646 [quote tricky]hey lil you dont have to be sorry , it’s good that you vent and stuff and talk with ppl… can you change some of ur imperfection ?[/quote]

Thanks tricky. Looking for some other ways aside from the counseling thing where i can vent.

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 13:59:19 +0100 Reply from cajun2 /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4256644 and if there was a knock on the door from a very attractive oranged shirt girl, that would be great also. hehe.

]]> cajun2 Sun, 21 Sep 2008 13:58:56 +0100 Reply from cajun2 /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4256637 If anyones is offended, oh well. I know the two I mentioned well enough for them to not take offence and visa versa.

]]> cajun2 Sun, 21 Sep 2008 13:56:02 +0100 Reply from cajun2 /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4256627 You catch my drift now don’t you?
One hot Asian knocking on my door to bring me to help another hot Asian.
You know how my mind works.

]]> cajun2 Sun, 21 Sep 2008 13:50:26 +0100 Reply from tricky /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4256625 hey lil you dont have to be sorry , it’s good that you vent and stuff and talk with ppl… can you change some of ur imperfection ?

]]> tricky Sun, 21 Sep 2008 13:49:23 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4256491 Wow! thanks Soph! :)

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 12:29:51 +0100 Reply from Anonymoose1011 /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4256488 hehee soph

]]> Anonymoose1011 Sun, 21 Sep 2008 12:28:45 +0100 Reply from ►Shizuko-Sophie◄ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4256486 [quote ~lilies~]Oh Cajun, you are being funny. :)[quote cajun2]****, I wish I lived in London to get that knock on my door in the middle of the night, for two reasons.[/quote]and those reasons are..?[/quote]

[quote cajun2]If sophies knockin and lilie needs the help.[/quote]

]]> ►Shizuko-Sophie◄ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 12:27:23 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4256485 Oh Cajun, you are being funny. :)

[quote cajun2]****, I wish I lived in London to get that knock on my door in the middle of the night, for two reasons.[/quote]

and those reasons are..?

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 12:26:54 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4256483 Tricky, thanks for that.I’m sorry you always see me sad. And i do tell people why i’m feeling down. It’s just that i just could not tell everything in a post for everyone to know the detail of what i have been hiding.

I do tell people when they get close to me but to tell everything to everyone makes it very difficult. At least for me.

So when i am in the middle of something and when people i am close to leave to live their own lives, i come back to all of you and ask for support.

I cannot like my imperfection because it is ugly.

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 12:25:33 +0100 Reply from tricky /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4256291 hey lilies it makes me sad to see you still sad and suffering, while i came and went and now am back… lilies you know the guyz on this site are the best , i cant understand why you dont share with them , there some some really really nice ppl on this site , that you can trust , i think you need to get ur problems off ur shoulders and stop holding everything inside , cause it is eatting you alive i think you should free urself from the secrets you hold in ur heart that brings you sadness… even if it is hard at first but you have to do what you have to do … i really wish you the best in life and it’s sad i live all the way in the other part of the world and i really cant be of any physical help…

p.s : we are not perfect and we will never be , learn to like ur imperfection

]]> tricky Sun, 21 Sep 2008 11:04:14 +0100 Reply from cajun2 /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4256263 If sophies knockin and lilie needs the help.

]]> cajun2 Sun, 21 Sep 2008 10:39:26 +0100 Reply from cajun2 /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4256261 ****, I wish I lived in London to get that knock on my door in the middle of the night, for two reasons.

]]> cajun2 Sun, 21 Sep 2008 10:38:02 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4256234 Hugs you back everyone! :)i feel better now.

[quote annlovestars *]*****HUGGGGS sweet lillies*****

:D :D[/quote]

See, it helps to talk. And for people to be here. A simple hello could mean so much.

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 10:15:07 +0100 Reply from Michael Leibman /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4256104 [quote ~lilies~]You guys make me giggle.[/quote]

glad I could help a little

]]> Michael Leibman Sun, 21 Sep 2008 09:16:31 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4256067 Hehehee, aww guys thank you.
He is in his tunnel.
but he says he’d come back.

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 08:42:31 +0100 Reply from Anonymous /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4256053 i am in londonnn

imma come find ben with you :D

]]> Anonymous Sun, 21 Sep 2008 08:39:01 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4256047 You guys make me giggle.
Yes, he is in London.
Sometimes he needs to rest from my weary world.
And about the shout trail, pictures would surely calm me down.
He does that to help me.

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 08:37:23 +0100 Reply from Michael Leibman /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4256038 [quote ~lilies~]Ben is still asleep. He does all the helping he can.[/quote]

I know! This is a secret so don’t tell you, but I looked at your shout-trail and it had all sorts of really nice pictures, it was like walking out into daylight from the confusing nightmare of posts I was reading. ok back to main topic now.

]]> Michael Leibman Sun, 21 Sep 2008 08:34:58 +0100 Reply from ►Shizuko-Sophie◄ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4256034 [quote ~lilies~]Funny thing Sophie. That made me smile.
Ben is still asleep. He does all the helping he can.[/quote]

WE both are in London….I’ll find his house and wake him up.

]]> ►Shizuko-Sophie◄ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 08:34:07 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4256028 Funny thing Sophie. That made me smile.
Ben is still asleep. He does all the helping he can.

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 08:32:36 +0100 Reply from ►Shizuko-Sophie◄ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4256010 [quote ~lilies~]I wish i have the ability not to get affected with the choices they made and the emotions i feel.
I might just be over-reacting yes.
I just fear that people would not come back when they go away.
I feel rejected when someone says they need some days off. from me.
I must be a very bad person to be told such.
And i blame myself for not being the nicest person they have met.[/quote]

Maybe you can do with a good holiday…..a get together with Ben..???

]]> ►Shizuko-Sophie◄ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 08:27:17 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4256000 I wish i have the ability not to get affected with the choices they made and the emotions i feel.

I might just be over-reacting yes.

I just fear that people would not come back when they go away.

I feel rejected when someone says they need some days off. from me.

I must be a very bad person to be told such.

And i blame myself for not being the nicest person they have met.

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 08:24:10 +0100 Reply from Anonymous /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4255974 One of the most stringent conditions all angels must meet,

other than double-advanced harp playing and skydiving abilities (not necessarily at the same time),

is that they must not allow themselves to feel hurt or rejected by the choices made by others, no matter how much they’ve done for them nor how great their love.

Yeah, WOW.

Angels are people, too.

]]> Anonymous Sun, 21 Sep 2008 08:16:22 +0100 Reply from Anonymoose1011 /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4255961 HUGGSSS!

love you!

]]> Anonymoose1011 Sun, 21 Sep 2008 08:12:28 +0100 Reply from ►Shizuko-Sophie◄ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4255909 Lots and Lots of big big hugs from little me.

]]> ►Shizuko-Sophie◄ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 07:58:54 +0100 Reply from TheJDevil /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4255460 uhm warm hugs to you. =) and hugging girls scares me; girls have cooties. So im being extra nice.

]]> TheJDevil Sun, 21 Sep 2008 05:24:50 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4255385 [quote spiratec9]It always surprises me how someone as gorgeous as you both inward and outward
can be affected like this?Don’t let it.
shine again.[/quote]

Thank you my friend. I am not gorgeous. I have the ugliest that you could see. I wish i was better. I wish i was someone else.

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 05:06:07 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4255380 I went away for some hours i thought i need some time away just to think. But it was hilarious it made me shed some tears. I get embarrassed when i need to cry and there are people around.

[quote ScreaminglyWonderful]I’m sorry that he/she left you when you are feeling glum -some friends are better at certain things… I hope all the love here in your post helps you feel better.
Love.
S[/quote]

It is all my fault. I wish i just did not share too much of myself to them. Now that they decided to go i feel like something in me was taken away. It cuts deep to be honest.

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 05:04:50 +0100 Reply from Sans /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4255351 ((Warm Hugs))
Thinking of you and hoping you feel a little better knowing that your friends here haven’t walked away.

]]> Sans Sun, 21 Sep 2008 04:57:06 +0100 Reply from Felicity on break /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4255037 {{{BIG BEAR HUGS}}} from MamBear. honey, im off to bed, in pain with an ulcer (i think) but also tired but just had 2 come give you hugs. the reason im sharing here is to show you how much YOU mean to me and i KNOW others care just as much, if not more. We Love you sweetie, {{more Hugs}}, Kim

]]> Felicity on break Sun, 21 Sep 2008 03:07:23 +0100 Reply from Richard Cor de Lyon /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4254992 Lilies… if you ever want to talk please feel free to call - I’ll listen.

]]> Richard Cor de Lyon Sun, 21 Sep 2008 02:47:33 +0100 Reply from cajun2 /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4254849 I sent you a shout. I am on my other yahoo name as charlesdevillier if you need me. And I hope you feel better. Your Friend, charlie

]]> cajun2 Sun, 21 Sep 2008 01:48:33 +0100 Reply from seas light /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4254794 that would cheer me up :)

]]> seas light Sun, 21 Sep 2008 01:36:35 +0100 Reply from ScreaminglyWonderful /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4254781 Lilies… I am sending you lots of hugs… and when I feel sorry for myself or depressed I like to read Helen Keller quotes (I may have told you that before)… anyway she really did have a difficult life, but she never gave up! Don’t give up on yourself and as soon as you can give yourself a hug, your friend will be back. I’m sorry that he/she left you when you are feeling glum -some friends are better at certain things… I hope all the love here in your post helps you feel better.
Love.
S

]]> ScreaminglyWonderful Sun, 21 Sep 2008 01:34:16 +0100 Reply from ~Shie~ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4254766 wishing html worked… i would send you many cute hugs… just know that im here for ya.. you have me on msn messenger…

wishing you a lot of peace and many hugs … love shie.

]]> ~Shie~ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 01:32:03 +0100 1 user were invited to read this post by Goodfella /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-6697622 Goodfella Sun, 21 Sep 2008 01:01:00 +0100 Reply from Dan TL /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4254546 Sorry to hear things aren’t going as planned, hopefully things will work out. *hugs lilies*

]]> Dan TL Sun, 21 Sep 2008 00:52:13 +0100 Reply from spiratec9 /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4254493 “Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be?… Your playing small doesn’t serve the world. There’s nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you. We were born to manifest the glory of God within us. It’s not just in some of us; it’s in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.” - From Nelson Mandela’s inaugural speech (1994)- Correction From Marianne Williamson - “Return to Love”

]]> spiratec9 Sun, 21 Sep 2008 00:37:52 +0100 Reply from Time Traveller /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4254483 ((((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))))))))))

]]> Time Traveller Sun, 21 Sep 2008 00:35:36 +0100 Reply from spiratec9 /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4254411 and believe me you shine!!!!!!!!!

]]> spiratec9 Sun, 21 Sep 2008 00:17:14 +0100 Reply from spiratec9 /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4254403 It always surprises me how someone as gorgeous as you both inward and outward
can be affected like this?Don’t let it.
shine again.

]]> spiratec9 Sun, 21 Sep 2008 00:15:53 +0100 Reply from [:Dear Sunshine; /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4254388 *Gives big warm hug*

]]> [:Dear Sunshine; Sun, 21 Sep 2008 00:11:20 +0100 Reply from Maximina /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4254344 *hugs Lilies* I am just an email away if you ever need to talk!

]]> Maximina Sun, 21 Sep 2008 00:01:47 +0100 Reply from Michael Leibman /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4254339 I clicked on your button so that I’m your fan (which I am anyway), maybe that’s like a hug :)

]]> Michael Leibman Sun, 21 Sep 2008 00:00:49 +0100 49 users were invited to read this post by ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-6697076 ☆miss lilies☆ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 00:00:03 +0100 Reply from spiratec9 /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4254335 your inner strength is what will hold you up now.
No that you will look back on this day and say “what was that”

]]> spiratec9 Sun, 21 Sep 2008 00:00:00 +0100 Reply from Goodfella /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4254321 Come sit by me and let me make it better , hugs and kisses for you my friend , always ………….RON.

]]> Goodfella Sat, 20 Sep 2008 23:56:56 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4254317 Thank you, i’m trying.

Someone i am close with asked me for a few days off, they could not take the pressure i am giving them. i know no one is responsible for my happiness but i needed someone to talk to. they just feel like i am struggling and cannot be there for me at this moment.

I feel like they left while i am shattered. i know they want me to find myself. but it also hurts to see them walk away from me.

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Sat, 20 Sep 2008 23:56:42 +0100 Reply from spiratec9 /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4254308 realize that the physical things that happened cannot come back.
and the past is gone.
try to live for now.

]]> spiratec9 Sat, 20 Sep 2008 23:54:39 +0100 Reply from angel♥ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4254296 awwh im so soryr for whatever going on.
huge ammounts of hugs to you and i hope you feel better soon! =)
xoxoxo

]]> angel♥ Sat, 20 Sep 2008 23:53:00 +0100 Reply from SoulRising /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4254295 Lilies you are so precious and so giving. Life is hard on those who hold themselves to being kind. You have my hand, I extend it to you, in return for all of the times you have given me yours. Your friend SoulRising:)

]]> SoulRising Sat, 20 Sep 2008 23:52:54 +0100 Reply from disgruntled /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4254294 hugs, kisses and a big slice of cake for you!

Positive attitude and self appreciation will do you the world of good. I can’t change your unhappy past, but I can offer this bit of advice… nobody can ever or will ever love you as much as you can love yourself, so do it and make yourself happy! xxxooxooxoxoxoxoxoxxoxox

]]> disgruntled Sat, 20 Sep 2008 23:52:43 +0100 Reply from ☆miss lilies☆ /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4254291 i can’t stop crying and i look stupid. met my counselor days now. it did not help much. yesterday talked with my teacher about something. then it linked with a past i wanted to leave behind. now it is haunting me again.

thank you to all of you for dropping by.

]]> ☆miss lilies☆ Sat, 20 Sep 2008 23:51:54 +0100 Reply from spiratec9 /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4254286 may your past fade and leave you with only pleasant childhood memories.
huggsssssssss.

]]> spiratec9 Sat, 20 Sep 2008 23:50:56 +0100 68 users were invited to read this post by ɐʇɐɯɹǝɟ.Suc /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-6697023 ɐʇɐɯɹǝɟ.Suc Sat, 20 Sep 2008 23:50:23 +0100 Reply from ɐʇɐɯɹǝɟ.Suc /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4254281 ~squidge squidge squidge~

]]> ɐʇɐɯɹǝɟ.Suc Sat, 20 Sep 2008 23:49:54 +0100 Reply from elysium /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4254278 Warm hugs sent to you, Lilies. I hope things get better for you.

All the best :)

]]> elysium Sat, 20 Sep 2008 23:49:10 +0100 Reply from seas light /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4254276 (((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))))))))

]]> seas light Sat, 20 Sep 2008 23:48:59 +0100 Reply from broke /post/199660-think-of-me#reply-4254274 Here a hug hope you feel better soon
good luck

]]> broke Sat, 20 Sep 2008 23:48:42 +0100