[Help] ok down =l Updates to this post /post/219047-ok-down-l Tue, 01 Dec 2009 21:22:59 +0100 Reply from accountcancelled. /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4509325 Julio when you get online, shout me yeah

]]> accountcancelled. Wed, 19 Nov 2008 20:45:30 +0100 Reply from spec in the dust /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4509309 Ever notice how the threads on this website go idle really fast? Using fake info, I poured my heart out in hopes to get some help. All I got were a few uncreative ideas I had already considered, and a promise for a nice big reply with someone’s thoughts on the subject, with no reply :( . I’m a noob to this website, but I can see there’s a constant flow of new threads so it’s probably rare that people take the time to browse posts that aren’t on the front page.

So I thought I’d share that…I know it’s not directly related to this thread, sorry.

You holding up ok?

]]> spec in the dust Wed, 19 Nov 2008 20:38:53 +0100 Reply from . - : 2511 : - . /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506834 It isn’t…

But well, what’s done it’s done, and we need to learn to live with our pasts, since it’s from where we come from…there aren’t many other things to do =P

]]> . - : 2511 : - . Wed, 19 Nov 2008 01:33:40 +0100 Reply from ♥ sarah ☺ /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506811 it is

]]> ♥ sarah ☺ Wed, 19 Nov 2008 01:23:20 +0100 Reply from spec in the dust /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506808 [quote Anonymous].. the other day i went to my dads and i was pissed out of my head and he forcede himself on me [ if you get what i mean ] …[/quote]

[quote i ♥ Julio ☺]Thanks

its really confussing if you get me … i mean with my dad and everything[/quote]

It’s not your fault.

]]> spec in the dust Wed, 19 Nov 2008 01:21:31 +0100 Reply from ♥ sarah ☺ /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506608 Ok
ceya … have a good night sleep

]]> ♥ sarah ☺ Wed, 19 Nov 2008 00:24:59 +0100 Reply from accountcancelled. /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506586 Sorry, I’ve gotta go now. Leave me a lovely long shout or post to this and i’ll answer it tomorrow morning.

]]> accountcancelled. Wed, 19 Nov 2008 00:21:41 +0100 Reply from accountcancelled. /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506565 Yeah, I understand

]]> accountcancelled. Wed, 19 Nov 2008 00:18:25 +0100 Reply from ♥ sarah ☺ /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506562 Thanks

its really confussing if you get me … i mean with my dad and everything

]]> ♥ sarah ☺ Wed, 19 Nov 2008 00:18:05 +0100 Reply from accountcancelled. /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506537 Well tell me anything you want.

]]> accountcancelled. Wed, 19 Nov 2008 00:12:26 +0100 Reply from ♥ sarah ☺ /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506536 Yeah i did but she spreaded it round so thts a no no

:)Thanks spec

]]> ♥ sarah ☺ Wed, 19 Nov 2008 00:11:39 +0100 Reply from spec in the dust /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506516 I can’t imagine how difficult that must have been for you. I wish I knew what to say to make it all better, but I don’t think i’m qualified. I’ll read if you want to keep talking about it though.

]]> spec in the dust Wed, 19 Nov 2008 00:06:38 +0100 Reply from accountcancelled. /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506508 I hated it too. They are patronising. Would you ever consider talking to any one who isn’t on help about this?

]]> accountcancelled. Wed, 19 Nov 2008 00:04:48 +0100 Reply from ♥ sarah ☺ /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506499 Yeah i have but i quit it … i couldnt do it … i hated every bit of it

]]> ♥ sarah ☺ Wed, 19 Nov 2008 00:01:57 +0100 Reply from accountcancelled. /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506471 Oh, ****. You were young, you didn’t realise the consequences of your actions. I think you are bound to blame yourself. I blamed myself after my father attempted suicide, I was the last person to see him but in the end it was only a young mistake or two. Have you had councelling at all during your life?

]]> accountcancelled. Tue, 18 Nov 2008 23:54:12 +0100 Reply from ♥ sarah ☺ /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506456 cause when i was 9 i was sat in the back seat of the car and i kept on telling her to look at me because i was making funny faces … she said she cant look bk
but me being me i got up and went in front of her and she rashed car … the last thing i remeber was blood aand i hate blood now … and she died , i was in a coma and everyone else was ok i still have the rabbit covered in blood as i never left the house without it

]]> ♥ sarah ☺ Tue, 18 Nov 2008 23:48:57 +0100 Reply from accountcancelled. /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506425 Well why do you think that you are responsible for what happened to your mother?

]]> accountcancelled. Tue, 18 Nov 2008 23:40:41 +0100 Reply from ♥ sarah ☺ /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506411 thanks

]]> ♥ sarah ☺ Tue, 18 Nov 2008 23:37:19 +0100 Reply from accountcancelled. /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506407 Okay, you have a fair reason for feeling bad but I would say to you that your son needs you. I would also seriously consider getting a pregnancy test and if you are comfortable with the idea, and abortion.
And don’t worry about it. I know it’s easier.

]]> accountcancelled. Tue, 18 Nov 2008 23:35:29 +0100 Reply from ♥ sarah ☺ /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506394 soz for anon

]]> ♥ sarah ☺ Tue, 18 Nov 2008 23:32:17 +0100 Reply from Anonymous /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506391 Well first thing was when i was 9 my mum died what was my fault all over … my dad turned to alchol and because i didnt feel loved i went out with my best friends brother… after i feel pregant i felt like my dad will support me and Gavin [ brother ] will be there every step of the way … when i told my dad my dad disowned me for being pregant …Gavin totally didnt like the idea and dad disownwed me. I Felft disconnected from everyone and lived with my aunty. My aunty dies 2 days before Joshie [ my son ] was born. I went to live with my friend occasionally bumping into Gavin so then i just got on with life. After a while Abbie my friend feel out with mei had no where else to live. My brothers friend offered me a place at his. So i did. Thats where im living now. Anyway the other day i went to my dads and i was pissed out of my head and he forcede himself on me [ if you get what i mean ] So then now i might be pregant again and im scared out of my brians and now i feel loads worst

]]> Anonymous Tue, 18 Nov 2008 23:31:57 +0100 Reply from accountcancelled. /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506384 So, would you like to talk about why you feel bad or not?

]]> accountcancelled. Tue, 18 Nov 2008 23:30:07 +0100 Reply from accountcancelled. /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506350 Sure

]]> accountcancelled. Tue, 18 Nov 2008 23:19:51 +0100 Reply from Anonymous /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506340 Thanks learning …

can i come off anon casue its really bugging me

]]> Anonymous Tue, 18 Nov 2008 23:18:02 +0100 Reply from accountcancelled. /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506330 Do you want to talk about it, it’s utterly up to you.

]]> accountcancelled. Tue, 18 Nov 2008 23:15:55 +0100 Reply from Anonymous /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506321 thanks specs …

i onced tried going into hospital but i failed … i hated going there and was sick eveytime i saw it… i ve a psychiatrist but i dont like her as she makes me wanna die even more …

[quote learningtobreathe]Okay, is this why you’re feeling bad?[/quote]

Abit

]]> Anonymous Tue, 18 Nov 2008 23:14:35 +0100 Reply from accountcancelled. /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506311 Okay, is this why you’re feeling bad?

]]> accountcancelled. Tue, 18 Nov 2008 23:12:40 +0100 Reply from spec in the dust /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506305 Hang in there. When I was feeling like that I eventually went to the hospital because I didn’t know where else to turn. I’ll admit for some strange reason that I don’t know it was really difficult for me to go in and try to explain I was in outpatients because I was feeling really down. The nurse didn’t give me a funny look or anything, just took my info and gave me a number. My turn came to see the only doctor working there at the time, and despite having a room full of other patients waiting for her, she just sat with me and talked for almost an hour. She convinced me to stay at the hospital and I was there for about a week (I was free to check out any time too).

They had all sorts of doctors and psychiatrists checking on me and although I didn’t think they fully understood what I was going through it was comforting to know they were so willing to help. Also since I’m so bad at talking to friends and family about that kind of stuff, being there alerted those close to me about my depression.

Every situation is unique, and so are you, but things can get better, specially since you’re so young!

]]> spec in the dust Tue, 18 Nov 2008 23:11:23 +0100 Reply from Anonymous /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506304 i havent any parents … my mum did and my dad disownd me but il be 16 so thy cnt do ought if they were here

]]> Anonymous Tue, 18 Nov 2008 23:11:21 +0100 Reply from accountcancelled. /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506290 Okay. I assume your parents know about it all then?

]]> accountcancelled. Tue, 18 Nov 2008 23:09:41 +0100 Reply from Anonymous /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506267 im going over there

]]> Anonymous Tue, 18 Nov 2008 23:06:21 +0100 Reply from accountcancelled. /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506247 Where are you gonna meet up?

]]> accountcancelled. Tue, 18 Nov 2008 23:02:10 +0100 Reply from Anonymous /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506238 Yeah next year

]]> Anonymous Tue, 18 Nov 2008 23:00:20 +0100 Reply from Anonymous /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506221 If you are contemplating suicide, hurting yourself, or you are seriously depressed: please, seek professional help!

Call this hotline (1-800-273-8255) Don’t allow yourself to feel aloe in this -there’s help out there. God Bless

]]> Anonymous Tue, 18 Nov 2008 22:56:33 +0100 Reply from accountcancelled. /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506210 Kk, same as me. Are you guys planning on meeting up?

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]]> Anonymous Tue, 18 Nov 2008 22:53:02 +0100 Reply from accountcancelled. /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506204 Oh okay, cool. How old are you now?

]]> accountcancelled. Tue, 18 Nov 2008 22:52:29 +0100 Reply from Anonymous /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506202 I live in britain
he lives in Argentina

internet dating

]]> Anonymous Tue, 18 Nov 2008 22:52:03 +0100 Reply from accountcancelled. /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506198 Where abouts do you guys live? America, Britain, Australia?

]]> accountcancelled. Tue, 18 Nov 2008 22:51:08 +0100 Reply from Anonymous /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506194 18

]]> Anonymous Tue, 18 Nov 2008 22:50:17 +0100 Reply from accountcancelled. /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506188 How old is he?

]]> accountcancelled. Tue, 18 Nov 2008 22:49:48 +0100 Reply from Anonymous /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506186 cute, nice bushy hair , brown eyes, muscels , sporty,

]]> Anonymous Tue, 18 Nov 2008 22:49:20 +0100 Reply from accountcancelled. /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506180 What does he look like, in detail….?

]]> accountcancelled. Tue, 18 Nov 2008 22:47:32 +0100 Reply from Anonymous /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506178 julio

]]> Anonymous Tue, 18 Nov 2008 22:46:59 +0100 Reply from accountcancelled. /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506175 What’s he called?

]]> accountcancelled. Tue, 18 Nov 2008 22:46:22 +0100 Reply from Anonymous /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506172 idk i cant remeber anything

im a girl

yeah i have a boyfriend

]]> Anonymous Tue, 18 Nov 2008 22:45:41 +0100 Reply from Eurynome /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506170 do yo hve a girlfriend?

]]> Eurynome Tue, 18 Nov 2008 22:45:14 +0100 Reply from accountcancelled. /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506166 Lol, fair enough. What is your favourite memory?

]]> accountcancelled. Tue, 18 Nov 2008 22:44:02 +0100 Reply from Anonymous /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506162 My bedroom for some strange reason

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]]> accountcancelled. Tue, 18 Nov 2008 22:42:10 +0100 Reply from Anonymous /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506153 Yeah i love rain

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Alfie

]]> Anonymous Tue, 18 Nov 2008 22:40:16 +0100 Reply from Eurynome /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506150 do you like the rain?

]]> Eurynome Tue, 18 Nov 2008 22:40:00 +0100 Reply from accountcancelled. /post/219047-ok-down-l#reply-4506141 What is your favourite colour?
What was the name of your first pet?

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