[Help] So everything is my fault! Updates to this post /post/224224-so-everything-is-my-fault Sun, 06 Dec 2009 10:53:39 +0100 Reply from XXashXX /post/224224-so-everything-is-my-fault#reply-4628960 Im not torturing myself at all. It just comes to me out of no where. I love helping my friends they are my life and they are why I’m still here today. Sometimes I just feel really bad for doing all of this to them. I see what they are going through and I know exactly how they feel but I just want them to be safe.I feel that if I tell them everything then they will become unsafe. I don’t know I’m just so protective over them and I get scared a lot that I’m hurting them. They tell me I don’t but I always think that I do.

[quote Fifi4]you know…it’s ok to feel sad, as long as you dont torture yourself :) i understand how you felt before.
you’re probably a super considerate person and it becomes emotionally exhausting to take in other people’s problems and show them that you understand, while handling something that comes up in your own life. i too felt like i didnt want to burden my friends when i had a problem, but mostly because when they had issues that went on forever, i got sick to death of their bitchin sometimes. lol but when it comes down to it, your friends love you and will be there for you as long as you need and i’m sure they know you’re trying. please continue hang in there and i hope i helped :)[/quote]

]]> XXashXX Mon, 22 Dec 2008 18:07:15 +0100 Reply from Fifi4 /post/224224-so-everything-is-my-fault#reply-4627255 you know…it’s ok to feel sad, as long as you dont torture yourself :) i understand how you felt before.
you’re probably a super considerate person and it becomes emotionally exhausting to take in other people’s problems and show them that you understand, while handling something that comes up in your own life. i too felt like i didnt want to burden my friends when i had a problem, but mostly because when they had issues that went on forever, i got sick to death of their bitchin sometimes. lol but when it comes down to it, your friends love you and will be there for you as long as you need and i’m sure they know you’re trying. please continue hang in there and i hope i helped :)

]]> Fifi4 Mon, 22 Dec 2008 05:24:18 +0100 Reply from XXashXX /post/224224-so-everything-is-my-fault#reply-4622523 Not really but I guess im hanging in there.

[quote Fifi4]are you ok now?[/quote]

]]> XXashXX Sat, 20 Dec 2008 23:31:31 +0100 Reply from Fifi4 /post/224224-so-everything-is-my-fault#reply-4621236 are you ok now?

]]> Fifi4 Sat, 20 Dec 2008 07:31:25 +0100 Reply from chaj /post/224224-so-everything-is-my-fault#reply-4608439 I’ve been there. Never want to go back. You just feel so helpless and pitifull! Like your a weakling who can’t do ANYTHING!I write songs, and when I was going though that same thing, the song gave me a boost. My best advice: Listen to encouraging music.
(Here’s my favorite passage from the song I wrote. Hope you like it.)
“So Stand up! For what you believe in! Stand up! For what is right! Don’t let anyone try to tell you who you are! Stand up and fight back! Stand up and attack the things you try to hi———–de! So stand up…and believe in what is right.

]]> chaj Wed, 17 Dec 2008 01:15:05 +0100 Reply from XXashXX /post/224224-so-everything-is-my-fault#reply-4574897 I’m not nervous anymore just feel useless and weak. I’m tire of hiding how I feel. The one time that I have a breakdown or cry all I get is a go to the counselor at school. When really all I need is my friends. Right now I’m just going through a few things that really only my friends will understand. I’m just so used to hiding things and staying strong for everyone around me. I’ve always been taught that but really I’m not ok but I can’t figure out how to express my feelings.

]]> XXashXX Sun, 07 Dec 2008 22:55:41 +0100 Reply from Storm /post/224224-so-everything-is-my-fault#reply-4574648 I’ve had depression for years, but have started to try and find ways of thinking of all the positives I can in my life to pick myself up. Why are you feeling like this and nervous too? Mine started from being bullied years ago and although I never let them appear to be getting to me and I would always stand my ground, mentally it hurt.

]]> Storm Sun, 07 Dec 2008 20:58:54 +0100 Reply from XXashXX /post/224224-so-everything-is-my-fault#reply-4563954 I didn’t even go to school today because I’m so worn out. I’m just so nervous!

]]> XXashXX Thu, 04 Dec 2008 21:25:05 +0100 Reply from predatorkick /post/224224-so-everything-is-my-fault#reply-4563949 It is OK. People love you and you neede to know that! Your friend seems great! You are probably oushing her away by not calling her! She loves you and so many other people do also! Call 1-800-273-8255 if you need someone to talk to. It is the suicide prevention hotline.

]]> predatorkick Thu, 04 Dec 2008 21:21:44 +0100 Reply from Pae /post/224224-so-everything-is-my-fault#reply-4563943 Don’t worry about other people right now, you should worry about yourself. Maybe you should talk with your friend, it may help you.

]]> Pae Thu, 04 Dec 2008 21:19:43 +0100 Reply from XXashXX /post/224224-so-everything-is-my-fault#reply-4563923 I keep my mind occupied at all times. I just need to talk. But I’m always afraid that im hurting people more than im hurting myself sometimes. I don’t know I’m just confused right now. I’m confused on if I should call or what I should do.

]]> XXashXX Thu, 04 Dec 2008 21:13:29 +0100 Reply from Pae /post/224224-so-everything-is-my-fault#reply-4563903 Chill, breathe. It sounds like you’re making a big deal out of a small problem (when I suffered from manic depression I did the same thing). Depression tends to do that. Just talk it out about how you feel, take a small break from work and things and keep your mind occupied from thinking so much.

Sometimes you are your worst enemy.

]]> Pae Thu, 04 Dec 2008 21:04:25 +0100