Updates to this post /post/284043- Wed, 02 Dec 2009 10:06:46 +0100 /post/284043-#reply-8637391 Lucey Tue, 14 Jul 2009 13:06:10 +0100 /post/284043-#reply-5094051 Lucy you nutter! Don’t you dare do anything so stupid! Get those thoughts out of your head now! You do something as stupid as hanging yourself and I swear I’ll hunt you down and bring you back to life just to kill you again for being such an idiot! You have two wonderful sons, dont be as foolish as to leave them. They need you. Who else have they got?
Tomorrow or Friday, I’m calling you. And you’re gunna talk. You’re telling me exactly what’s going on okay? Just don’t do anything stupid.
Love you lots, forever and ever xxxxx

]]> Jennaaaxox Wed, 24 Jun 2009 20:39:36 +0100 /post/284043-#reply-5062351 what i do when i’m thinking silly thought an i have load cos i i’ve got ocd, that a living nightmare. But move you eyes from side to side on fixed location about 10 times, then up and down ten time on fixed points. keep repeating this execise until you start to feel calm. The thought pass as one side of your brain is talking to the other

]]> ajw30 Tue, 09 Jun 2009 20:57:32 +0100 /post/284043-#reply-5062346 Please, please go to a hospital or health center and talk to a counselor.

]]> lorrainebate Tue, 09 Jun 2009 20:53:48 +0100 /post/284043-#reply-5062338 you can call if you need, its never to late to call…and i wish that you do stay srong all night

]]> meg_ryan Tue, 09 Jun 2009 20:48:25 +0100 /post/284043-#reply-5062335 i cant call now its nearly 10pm,theres nothing i can do today, i have to try and hold these thoughts and not act on them all night

]]> Lucey Tue, 09 Jun 2009 20:47:36 +0100 /post/284043-#reply-5062333 yeah, call them, talk to them, explain that this has unnerved you a bit (maybe not tell them the extremities cos they might think youre not ready to be independant, but its just cos of this assessment) and let them try to calm you down

]]> Squirrel ツ Tue, 09 Jun 2009 20:45:27 +0100 /post/284043-#reply-5062328 call now…seriously, you dont want to do anything you cant fix

]]> meg_ryan Tue, 09 Jun 2009 20:43:34 +0100 /post/284043-#reply-5062324 i’ve tried all day, its got gradually worse, i have to wait a week, i cant wait a week, i know they said i can call them because they know that whilst i wait my thoughts start to distort and i become fixed on bad thoughts, when i feel i am losing the control , and they are taking over,

]]> Lucey Tue, 09 Jun 2009 20:42:23 +0100 /post/284043-#reply-5062299 try to calm down - if they see you are stressy and feeling like this, they may take drastic action.
help may be good to help you to cope if you need it - if they make a care plan they will do it for your best interest, and if you really dont like something in it, tell them.
try to think of a positive thing to this, and focus on it, not fear of worry, cos that will make you worse and they will think you need more help.
please try not to do *anything* to yourself - it wont help.

]]> Squirrel ツ Tue, 09 Jun 2009 20:29:38 +0100 /post/284043-#reply-5062286 they may be able to help, i know that help is scary…but it may be necisary

]]> meg_ryan Tue, 09 Jun 2009 20:24:20 +0100 /post/284043-#reply-5062280 My uncle hung himself last year… i pray no one has to go through what my family did that day. I pray that you will be ok and that your thoughts shall pass…

]]> ~willard~ Tue, 09 Jun 2009 20:23:00 +0100 /post/284043-#reply-5062276 life is just hard, and i know thats why i had an assesment, but i cant stop crying, i guess i’m scared of the new help that may come along, i guess they have gone away to make a care plan, but it scares me, that other people get to make decisions about your life, and you just have to wait

]]> Lucey Tue, 09 Jun 2009 20:22:12 +0100 /post/284043-#reply-5062270 well just start with your home life, or friends or whats going through your head..stuff like that. it may be hard but i want to help. and if the thoughts are getting stronger then you need help, life is a life no matter what, through all the crap in this world, we still have to live it.

]]> meg_ryan Tue, 09 Jun 2009 20:19:16 +0100 /post/284043-#reply-5062266 i’m not sure what there is to talk about, or maybe i dont know how, i can feel the anxiety building, i had an assesment to see how i was coping to live independantly, it went well i think, in that i will get some more support, but i dont know these thoughts are just getting stronger

]]> Lucey Tue, 09 Jun 2009 20:16:31 +0100 /post/284043-#reply-5062253 may i ask why, or whats going on? do you want to talk about it?

]]> meg_ryan Tue, 09 Jun 2009 20:12:37 +0100