[Help] I wish that I was dead Updates to this post /post/284452-i-wish-that-i-was-dead Sun, 06 Dec 2009 16:53:39 +0100 Reply from }Fållęn{ /post/284452-i-wish-that-i-was-dead#reply-5133473 Man, I so felt like that before I got on this website.

]]> }Fållęn{ Thu, 16 Jul 2009 13:08:03 +0100 Reply from Eddieee /post/284452-i-wish-that-i-was-dead#reply-5065501 Wow did I get it wrong…For the record..I did miss you too. Just thought you were..never mind! Glad to have you back my friend. LN :) :) :)

]]> Eddieee Thu, 11 Jun 2009 00:57:10 +0100 Reply from Eddieee /post/284452-i-wish-that-i-was-dead#reply-5065476 Did you need to do any math to come up with that?
[quote lostinthisworl]It’s a quarter to Nine PM.[/quote]

]]> Eddieee Thu, 11 Jun 2009 00:44:07 +0100 Reply from lostinthisworl /post/284452-i-wish-that-i-was-dead#reply-5065475 It’s a quarter to Nine PM.

]]> lostinthisworl Thu, 11 Jun 2009 00:42:50 +0100 Reply from Eddieee /post/284452-i-wish-that-i-was-dead#reply-5065471 Yes, where you are :)
[quote lostinthisworl]You mean where I am?[/quote]

]]> Eddieee Thu, 11 Jun 2009 00:41:58 +0100 Reply from lostinthisworl /post/284452-i-wish-that-i-was-dead#reply-5065470 You mean where I am?

]]> lostinthisworl Thu, 11 Jun 2009 00:41:15 +0100 Reply from Eddieee /post/284452-i-wish-that-i-was-dead#reply-5065466 Will you tell me what time it is?
[quote lostinthisworl]:([/quote]

]]> Eddieee Thu, 11 Jun 2009 00:40:18 +0100 Reply from lostinthisworl /post/284452-i-wish-that-i-was-dead#reply-5065462 :(

]]> lostinthisworl Thu, 11 Jun 2009 00:37:35 +0100 Reply from Eddieee /post/284452-i-wish-that-i-was-dead#reply-5065455 Tell me I have it wrong then. Tell me I am wrong.
[quote lostinthisworl]I’m not sure you really know who I really am.[/quote]

]]> Eddieee Thu, 11 Jun 2009 00:36:14 +0100 Reply from lostinthisworl /post/284452-i-wish-that-i-was-dead#reply-5065450 I’m not sure you really know who I really am.

]]> lostinthisworl Thu, 11 Jun 2009 00:33:35 +0100 Reply from Eddieee /post/284452-i-wish-that-i-was-dead#reply-5065448 [quote lostinthisworl]You have no idea my friend! :)[/quote]

Mean anything to you???

Like some miracle
came out of this parable
I’m always movable
For anything capable
Together we’re so durable
I want to scream!
We make such a good team!
Good people together
Sweet spirits gather!
I don’t care what people say!
I don’t care of the year or the day!
How much things pay
Were you straight or gay
I’m still with this key
To take that what is meant for me
Thank for the love
Thank for the belief
Thank for the awe
Thank for the faith
Thank for the earth
Thank for what we receive
I will have my relief
nothing did I deceive
Reward is pure
as well as the ease

To that I replied…

Where did the miracle go?
It takes so long to get back
I’m not that strong
Words can’t touch these thoughts inside my head
Why did you go
Don’t know what I did that was so wrong
All I know is that I’m missing you
Your thoughts are tearing through my soul
I’m not the same
I will go

]]> Eddieee Thu, 11 Jun 2009 00:32:14 +0100 Reply from lostinthisworl /post/284452-i-wish-that-i-was-dead#reply-5065440 You have no idea my friend! :)

]]> lostinthisworl Thu, 11 Jun 2009 00:29:16 +0100 Reply from Eddieee /post/284452-i-wish-that-i-was-dead#reply-5065422 [quote lostinthisworl]Are you certain you know who I am? Because I missed you too![/quote]

Did you?

]]> Eddieee Thu, 11 Jun 2009 00:25:28 +0100 Reply from lostinthisworl /post/284452-i-wish-that-i-was-dead#reply-5065412 Are you certain you know who I am? Because I missed you too!

]]> lostinthisworl Thu, 11 Jun 2009 00:22:37 +0100 Reply from lostinthisworl /post/284452-i-wish-that-i-was-dead#reply-5065396 :)

]]> lostinthisworl Thu, 11 Jun 2009 00:15:39 +0100 Reply from Eddieee /post/284452-i-wish-that-i-was-dead#reply-5065395 I am sorry that you can relate..I would prefer it lost one everyone.
[quote SpazzySpizzy]awww sweetie.i definitely relate.thats beautiful as always.i just hate that you feel this way.it breaks my heart to know how much pain youre in.[/quote]

]]> Eddieee Thu, 11 Jun 2009 00:15:21 +0100 Reply from Eddieee /post/284452-i-wish-that-i-was-dead#reply-5065389 I have gotten these clues..I have felt your words…It is, you……
[quote lostinthisworl][quote Eddieee]Alice?
[quote lostinthisworl]Don’t be afraid! Be happy that I’m here and I’m happy that you are going to be here for a long time![/quote][/quote]

you will find out in due time who I am. I have been giving clues in my replies you just haven’t gotten them. But it’s OK. I will tell you as soon as I see that the coast is clear. It won’t be long before they deactivate this account because I’m not verified with this account. :)[/quote]

]]> Eddieee Thu, 11 Jun 2009 00:13:25 +0100 Reply from SpazzySpizzy /post/284452-i-wish-that-i-was-dead#reply-5065385 awww sweetie.i definitely relate.thats beautiful as always.i just hate that you feel this way.it breaks my heart to know how much pain youre in.

]]> SpazzySpizzy Thu, 11 Jun 2009 00:12:30 +0100 Reply from lostinthisworl /post/284452-i-wish-that-i-was-dead#reply-5065379 [quote Eddieee]Alice?
[quote lostinthisworl]Don’t be afraid! Be happy that I’m here and I’m happy that you are going to be here for a long time![/quote][/quote]

you will find out in due time who I am. I have been giving clues in my replies you just haven’t gotten them. But it’s OK. I will tell you as soon as I see that the coast is clear. It won’t be long before they deactivate this account because I’m not verified with this account. :)

]]> lostinthisworl Thu, 11 Jun 2009 00:10:22 +0100 Reply from Eddieee /post/284452-i-wish-that-i-was-dead#reply-5065370 Alice?
[quote lostinthisworl]Don’t be afraid! Be happy that I’m here and I’m happy that you are going to be here for a long time![/quote]

]]> Eddieee Thu, 11 Jun 2009 00:08:37 +0100 Reply from lostinthisworl /post/284452-i-wish-that-i-was-dead#reply-5065349 Don’t be afraid! Be happy that I’m here and I’m happy that you are going to be here for a long time!

]]> lostinthisworl Thu, 11 Jun 2009 00:00:55 +0100 Reply from Eddieee /post/284452-i-wish-that-i-was-dead#reply-5065331 I am afraid…
quote lostinthisworl]I’m an old friend of yours! :)[/quote]

]]> Eddieee Wed, 10 Jun 2009 23:54:50 +0100 Reply from lostinthisworl /post/284452-i-wish-that-i-was-dead#reply-5065319 I’m an old friend of yours! :)

]]> lostinthisworl Wed, 10 Jun 2009 23:47:34 +0100 Reply from Eddieee /post/284452-i-wish-that-i-was-dead#reply-5065316 If you are new, how is it that it would effect you so?
[quote lostinthisworl]Eddieee your poems are reading material of choice when I want to experience passion and melancholy at the same time. Ending your life and ending your poems would make me very sad and I would take it personally and it would bring great trauma to my life and well being. Is that what you want?[/quote]

]]> Eddieee Wed, 10 Jun 2009 23:46:50 +0100 Reply from THE INTERNET /post/284452-i-wish-that-i-was-dead#reply-5065305 [quote Eddieee]There are others and they are better than I..
[quote lostinthisworl]Never give up! Who would post this poems for me to write and enjoy? :)[/quote][/quote]

your always gonna find people who are better than you at what you do, dont let them bother you
keep on writing, maybe do some happy ones too though?
ive said it before, ill say it again, the “emotional complex poem” types are very disliked in many people, the people to blame are the ones who arent all that bad- off in life and the ones that over do it.
try finding a new medium that hasnt been explored alot.
they do exist

]]> THE INTERNET Wed, 10 Jun 2009 23:41:53 +0100 Reply from Eddieee /post/284452-i-wish-that-i-was-dead#reply-5065298 Your the best :)
[quote meg_ryan][quote lostinthisworl]See you keep on putting yourself down. Do you want me to do it too? I don’t think so. I think very highly of you and your excellent poems. I like reading them all the time. This little friend of yours likes to read a lot![/quote]

seeee this is how i feel about your poems.. please dont do anything rash, stay strong[/quote]

]]> Eddieee Wed, 10 Jun 2009 23:40:00 +0100 Reply from Eddieee /post/284452-i-wish-that-i-was-dead#reply-5065295 Thank you friend.
[quote lostinthisworl]See you keep on putting yourself down. Do you want me to do it too? I don’t think so. I think very highly of you and your excellent poems. I like reading them all the time. This little friend of yours likes to read a lot![/quote]

]]> Eddieee Wed, 10 Jun 2009 23:38:35 +0100 Reply from lostinthisworl /post/284452-i-wish-that-i-was-dead#reply-5065292 Eddieee your poems are reading material of choice when I want to experience passion and melancholy at the same time. Ending your life and ending your poems would make me very sad and I would take it personally and it would bring great trauma to my life and well being. Is that what you want?

]]> lostinthisworl Wed, 10 Jun 2009 23:38:20 +0100 Reply from meg_ryan /post/284452-i-wish-that-i-was-dead#reply-5065282 [quote lostinthisworl]See you keep on putting yourself down. Do you want me to do it too? I don’t think so. I think very highly of you and your excellent poems. I like reading them all the time. This little friend of yours likes to read a lot![/quote]

seeee this is how i feel about your poems.. please dont do anything rash, stay strong

]]> meg_ryan Wed, 10 Jun 2009 23:33:30 +0100 Reply from lostinthisworl /post/284452-i-wish-that-i-was-dead#reply-5065277 See you keep on putting yourself down. Do you want me to do it too? I don’t think so. I think very highly of you and your excellent poems. I like reading them all the time. This little friend of yours likes to read a lot!

]]> lostinthisworl Wed, 10 Jun 2009 23:31:43 +0100 Reply from Eddieee /post/284452-i-wish-that-i-was-dead#reply-5065273 There are others and they are better than I..
[quote lostinthisworl]Never give up! Who would post this poems for me to write and enjoy? :)[/quote]

]]> Eddieee Wed, 10 Jun 2009 23:30:34 +0100 Reply from lostinthisworl /post/284452-i-wish-that-i-was-dead#reply-5065264 Never give up! Who would post this poems for me to write and enjoy? :)

]]> lostinthisworl Wed, 10 Jun 2009 23:27:48 +0100 Reply from Eddieee /post/284452-i-wish-that-i-was-dead#reply-5065252 Thank you…all this trudging is..well, exhausting this tired soul.
[quote lostinthisworl]And I wish I was 6′2″ and 200 lbs of solid muscle. We don’t all get what we want and you shouldn’t want that. Sometimes we have to settle for what we have and that is the life that you have and to keep on trudging through without giving up.

That’s a sad poem you wrote.

Take it from a really little friend who appreciates you very much![/quote]

]]> Eddieee Wed, 10 Jun 2009 23:25:25 +0100 Reply from lostinthisworl /post/284452-i-wish-that-i-was-dead#reply-5065233 And I wish I was 6′2″ and 200 lbs of solid muscle. We don’t all get what we want and you shouldn’t want that. Sometimes we have to settle for what we have and that is the life that you have and to keep on trudging through without giving up.

That’s a sad poem you wrote.

Take it from a really little friend who appreciates you very much!

]]> lostinthisworl Wed, 10 Jun 2009 23:21:08 +0100