[Help] When I was a kid... Updates to this post /post/289093-when-i-was-a-kidmy-older-sis Tue, 24 Nov 2009 11:10:30 +0100 Reply from cadys-story /post/289093-when-i-was-a-kidmy-older-sis#reply-5096892 ahh… yes i know what you mean.

i fell in love with a girl who told me she loved me, and would always be there for me when i needed her… till she did not need me anymore. :(

she was looking for one thing… and one thing only… and when she found out that i would not just give that to her… well she abandoned me.

i later found out that she was… ya know with EVERY one of her friends that was a guy… i was just going to be a name on a list…

funny thing is… i still loved her :(

i still do love her… even though i hate her… its hard to explain. :S

because of her i lost alot… all for the hopes that i would gain something… love makes you greedy believe it or not.

and i wanted that to work so much… because i never really had a mother or father to love me…

no, i know exactly how that feels. and i also know i cant tell you what to do. i cant tell you whats the best choice for you… because there is none. every story is different… my story took a bad turn, but i learned from it.

i hope you can too… whatever happens i hope you realize that it happened for a reason. maybe the whole sister thing happened and this happened so you could help other people, maybe t happened so you could help yourself… i dont know. you have to figure that out.

i really hope that things work out for you… sorry if i got too… dramatic in my post as well… it sounded like you were just ranting in your post… but i feel like everyone deserves help, no matter who you are, and i hope i offered some kind of help to you.

im going to leave a link to my site with you as well, in case the part of the story i told you intrests you… you can read it all if you want, im making that site to hopefully help other people somehow… and i dunno maybe you know someone it could help, or maybe it could help you too.

http://cadys-story.webs.com/

again… i hope things work out for you, and i wish you the best :)

]]> cadys-story Fri, 26 Jun 2009 05:25:51 +0100 Reply from Anonymous /post/289093-when-i-was-a-kidmy-older-sis#reply-5096851 I am happy enough to stay..but the bouts of unhappiness come too often. There are other people in our relationship so to speak..and they all came after me. Some are now permanent. I know I should leave and I have tried..my loyalty won’t let me..and I am convinced that given the chance we will get it together. You would think that by now I would get that that doesn’t work…it hasn’t YET…but I love him MORE than I want to leave him…and there is no question that he loves me or how much..or how crazy..you know ..that crazy love. I think I am afraid to lose that

]]> Anonymous Fri, 26 Jun 2009 05:05:36 +0100 Reply from Anonymous /post/289093-when-i-was-a-kidmy-older-sis#reply-5096832 [quote Anonymous]He was not my first WRONG choice..just the 2nd longest one[/quote]

ah… so your not happy?

… sorry it has been a long day, and the dentists office messed up the procedure and im in alot of pain, so i am a bit… out of it lol :)

]]> Anonymous Fri, 26 Jun 2009 04:58:40 +0100 Reply from Anonymous /post/289093-when-i-was-a-kidmy-older-sis#reply-5096828 well, everyone has their flaws. if your happy with the person he is, flaws and all good for you :)

well… some people try to change, but of course they are them still deep deep down, i guess i can only wish you luck, unless theres a specific wuestion you need help with?

]]> Anonymous Fri, 26 Jun 2009 04:57:30 +0100 Reply from Anonymous /post/289093-when-i-was-a-kidmy-older-sis#reply-5096824 He was not my first WRONG choice..just the 2nd longest one

]]> Anonymous Fri, 26 Jun 2009 04:56:29 +0100 Reply from Anonymous /post/289093-when-i-was-a-kidmy-older-sis#reply-5096820 I am with someone now. Have been for several years. He is dominant and aggressive and SO smart..but..lets just say to talk about his flaws would only make you ask why I stay..and my answer would be because I love him. He is aware of my needs…and tries to accommodate which I appreciate..but he’s STILL (after all these years) not very good at it..lol

]]> Anonymous Fri, 26 Jun 2009 04:55:16 +0100 Reply from Anonymous /post/289093-when-i-was-a-kidmy-older-sis#reply-5096810 thats totally understandable.

are you with someone now? for a while it seemed so, but then you started talking about other men, and you kind of lost me :S

]]> Anonymous Fri, 26 Jun 2009 04:51:14 +0100