[quote lisa-a]Hi im jo lisa m8 just wanted 2 thank u 4 helping my m8 she didnt kill herself but she did realy hurt herself she wanted 2 die but just cudnt do it she wont be around 4 a bit So i just wanted 2 let u know she okish kinda nd wanted 2 say thank u[/quote][/quote]
I got it. Thanks.

[quote lisa-a]Hi im jo lisa m8 just wanted 2 thank u 4 helping my m8 she didnt kill herself but she did realy hurt herself she wanted 2 die but just cudnt do it she wont be around 4 a bit So i just wanted 2 let u know she okish kinda nd wanted 2 say thank u[/quote]

Look, I understand the pain you are in, but your brother and your mother would have wanted you to enjoy life.

Hello Lisa,
I am so sorry that this has happened to you, however I plead to you on behalf of help.com, the world, myself and all of your friends and family not to do this, we need you, your brother killed himself for a reason, and you were not able to stop him, we are millions of miles away, but when a person is on here, and kills themselves we feel we should have known, we should have done something when in the reality is we couldn’t have done anything, we only know if a person needs help if the ask for it.

Yours Sincerely,
David

a few months ago i was at it too… couldn’t take it anymore, not a second more…
there are other ways…
like.. playing the computer… doing something pointless and addictive…
that literally makes your head go numb, and your thoughts too.
its not much of a cure, but it holds you on

others might suggest meds… i just despise chemicals…
but it can help, and you’ll see, time will do its magic.
you will come out strong and wise.
and help others that will be where you are today,
stand up to life and make all this mean something, and make a difference for the good.

One day this will happen to you, and when your eyes are full of tears and you can hardly write, then I hope someone comes by and criticizes you for being an idiot. It’s obvious that she is in distress, where’s your compassion………man…bro….idiot!

hon, not your fault.

trehe is no need to apogilzoe it denos’t mttear how you wtrie as lnog as pepole udnrsetnad,

and we do :)

but you must hang on, hold yourself together and be brave.
for the sake of you and anybody that ever cared for you,
you need to get up on your feet and take good care of yourself.

mourn as much as you need,
but bare in mind that you will not let yourself sink into it,
that your legs are waiting for you to stand up again, with your head held high.

forgive yourself.
i know how hard it is…
a good friend of mine killed himself (few years ago), and i knew something was wrong, i felt i should talk to him but i didn’t, and i blame myself to this very day.

however, i understand why i didn’t.
i wasn’t sure i was good enough a friend for me to ask him personal questions, and i didn’t believe he would tell me, i made a decision…
i don’t say it was a right one, but i know why i ended up making it.
and i forgive myself about it. there is nothing i can do.

you must do so.
give yourself all the time you need,
and forgive yourself. there is nothing you can do now, but take care of yourself.

i really hope this would help you in some way.

I think that’s the least of her worries, mate.