hotdog321's shout trail with ~Shie~ - Help.com

with the foot.. it was due to my back.. because of it being out of whack… it made the pressure of when i walk being out of whack and the bones being misaligned… so it made it where i started to walk on the inside of my foot which made the bone actually grow extra bone… ick.. lol.. they actually had to cut off the extra bone and then cut the bone and push it in to correct the misalignment… going to wait for the next foot though.. until it gives me issues… lol.. even though its just as bad.. it doesnt hurt.. it doesnt need to be fixed… lol..
as for the heart, yeah.. they are going to check into that… so that too will be fixed in time…
pretty soon, ill be all new.. lol..

hey… i belong here as well… its an awesome site as well.. i know that help is a great site.. and i love this site too… but this site is cool too.. just a place to go to just relax and enjoy friends… with out worry and trolls.. just to sit back and relax, chat and have a good conversation .. http://luminosity.ning.com/

LilBit:

W#hat was wrong with your foot? Enquiring minds want to know..lol. As far as the mini heart attacks, although it sounds serious; it’s more of a warning sign to change something in your lifestyle that’s just not right.

Oh no!!!! my phone died!!!!

it was for my foot… but ekg shows that i have been having mini heart attacks… hahaha.. ONLY ME… lol.. going to see if i can use the neighbors phone.. my phone goes through the internet and crackles and shit.. drives me nuts.. hang on one second..

Tammy…my darling sister:
You had surgery….for what? Are you Okay? Please call me!!!!
Love Frank

how are you doing dear brother? me.. eehh… just had surgery 2 days ago… feeling ok i guess… found out i have been having mini heart attacks… got to get another doctor… ugh.. so tired of dr’s…

hi dear.. how are you doing?

omg…. so sorry i didnt get to your post.. ugh… been having a rough week and been trying to sleep it away…

have you tried to talk to him about why he would say such a thing to you? you need to let him know that.. yeah, you may have a bit of a disability but you are not dead!! shoot.. i dont care how much pain or what ever im in… when i want it.. i want it… hehehehehehe..

but seriously, sit his butt down and make him tell you why he would say such a thing. is there anything that he wants to try that you havent already?

if that dont work… shie can come ‘bitch’ slap him in the head to wake his ass up… lol..

As for social security disability…i’s a long and tedeous road. When I went through the proccess, I had to see DR’s that I didn’t even know! It took me a year before they deemed me qualified as disabled. Thank god I had some money to fall back on or I wouldn’t have survived. I wish you the best of wishes in getting through the proces.

hahahahahahahahahahaha…. roger is sleeping .. lmfao….

as for my appointment.. until my disability goes through.. because i get help through social services… i have monthly meetings with them.. to see how my dr appointments and stuff are going.. pretty boring and a waste of time.. but its something that i need to do in order to keep getting help… ugh… ill talk to you later…

BOO to you, too!! It’s always a pleasure to hear from you. Have fun in the shower and at your appointment. Let me know how it goes (the appointment that is lol)

boo… hey… what ya doing… i just saw that you replied to my bumper sticker post.. lol.. i just wanted to say hi.. im heading off to the shower… got a stupid appointment today… and every friggin day this week… ugh…. but anyways….. ttyl love ya… shie

we got it worked out.. i basically told her that .. before you write or say anything…. you have to realize.. with out knowing someones life and what they deal with… saying certain things can cut like a knife… i told her to take a look at your profile.. to know that you have life issues.. and she is very very sorry.. she actually sent out a post apologizing to you… because she didnt know… http://help.com/post/176488-my-last-g… so hopefully.. things are sorted out now..

well.. i have to get cleaning the house… but ill be on later… many hugs.. love your friend always… shie.

My sweet Tammy:

I’m not familiar with how to read correspondence in shouts between other users as it’s not my business however, I’ll try to see what this girl has sent to you.

yeah, she is trying to start with me as well through shouts…. go figure.. 14 years old and they think they know everything.

have you checked out my shout trail with her? she keeps shouting me… lmfao..

My Sweet Tammy:

I did not expect you to respond to Soul but am quite grateful that you did. The thing that bothered me the most was her statement regarding my health issues AND her mother does not want her corresponding to any man 35 years oler than her yet, she can continue to to look for trouble. Hmmm…I wonder if her mother is aware of what she’s doing.

Again, I was quite insulted by her comment as to what I should be doing due to my health issues. I’m doing what my health warrents.

I have also reported her comments…let’s just see what happens.

Love always,
Frank

hehehehehe…. i replied back to that post that you invited me too… take a look.. then.. take a look at my shouts in which she or he … what ever… sent me a shout… lmfao.. read the shout trail…

hey.. shout back at me..

yeah… he is one of the ones that are sticking up for her… one of the ones that is trying to continue everything..

if you go back and re read everything that you have recently written to me in shouts.. you will notice that what is being brought up is what is being argued to you about… it was all said in my shouts… where everyone can read it.. and keep in mind… obviously.. things are being thrown at you to make me look like a type of person that is not trust worthy.. but that i can swear on my never getting my kids back ever… im not that type of person.. let a lone talk to that particular person at all.. that isnt going to happen.. because i still have ill feelings about that whole thing..

My sweet Tammy:

I truly believe you….I’m sorry that I doubted our confidence. Something is waaaaay wrong. I’m now getting hate mail from Jeb somone or other. If you could, call me at 321-784-7942

and im not angry at all… im just hoping that you can trust me.. im not a gossip person when it comes to my friends.. what is said between you and i is completely confidential.. that i swear to god.. so please.. trust in me.. the only thing that i can get out of it is this.. someone in particular is watching everything… every shout.. every comment that i leave… and that is where its coming from… because im not a kiss and tell person… I PROMISE.. what is said between you and i will stay just between you and i…

Tammy,
I hope yu’re not angry with me…I just believe some things are best left between 2 people. As for Dani…well, I really don’t know what to make of her. I will try to send you some of her remarks….too many to send all. I’d appreciate it though if this stays between us.

DONT YOU LOVE IT … that some people have to stalk others.. they have to keep watching everything that you say… every shout.. every this every that… god i feel sooooo loved…

My dearest Tammy:

You know how deeply I care about you and would nothing less than make your life as perfect as possible so please do not take this the wrong way…when I told you about Fizz and Dani being one in the same; that was my own observation and shouldn’t have gone any further than us. I’ve been getting shouts from Dani about this.

I still love you as my little sister but I beg you to keep our conversations private.

noooooo… i took a flexeral lastnight… i just got up at 5pm… can you believe it… im usually up at 10am… i even cut the stupid thing in half… and it still took me out… my neck has been killing me… i actually emailed you back when i got up… hope you got it.. really… i have not noticed that.. hhhhmmmmmmmm…. ill have to keep an eye on that… how weird… you have been getting hate mail from dani?? what the hell… yeah… i have something to tell you about everything… so if you would.. email those to me.. would ya.. love ya..

Tammy, Sorry I haven’t heard anything from you since I emailed you last. I can understand how you must feel. Anyway, after much eshaustive studies and comparisons, I believe (not fact…just an observation) that Dani hates you and Fizz are the same person. As I’ve said, this is simply my observation but if you look at their writing styles …they’re too identical.

Meanwhile, I’ve been getting hate mail from “dani” I’ll be glad to forward the shouts as well as my replies if you’d like.

hi babes.. just letting you know that im ok.. just something little that is bothering me and it has to do with rog and my past and blah blah blah… just gets me down a bit.. i know that if i talk to him.. he will make me understand and that my feelings are just over exagerated… i just find it difficult to talk about how im feeling to him.. again.. due to my past… i have always had to hold my feelings in.. and roger tells me to talk.. i just havent been able to just yet.. ill be ok.. infact im thinking of talking to him tonight about what im feeling.. thank you for being such a great friend hun… im so glad that there are so many that really care about me.. even if i dont understand why… yup, has to do with my past as well.. ugh… stupid past.. i am usually good at holding that crap in the back of my mind, never thinking about it.. but once in a while it creeps up and bites me in the ass.. but anyways… ill be ok… its been about 2 days now… and tomorrow should be the last of it.. for some reason.. it only lasts 3 days… i have no idea why that is.. but it is… weird.. love ya hun… how are you doing by the way.. hope all is going well.. did you ever get the results back from the colonoscopy?

Darlin

So sorry to hear about your bout of depession. I wish I could wave a magic wand that could make you feel better. Just know that I and everyone else are in your corner ready to offer support if you need. I’ll miss you and I’ll be thinking about you untill you return. I’d call you but I mispaced your number.

Just remember, you CAN and WILL beat this!!! I speak from experience.

Please come back soon.

hey hun.. how are you feeling… so happy to see you are on..

ill give you my number.. but not on here.. only because there has been a couple of guys.. that harrass me on here.. about wanting to get to know me and wanting my msn information and stuff.. so either i can email it to you or you’ll get it when i call you..

awwwwww…. i really hope that you are feeling better soon… its sad to hear that a friend isnt doing so well… i will definitely put your number into my phone as soon as i hit shout it..

Tammy: of course I have a phone, silly girl. I’ll even give you my number….321-784-7942. However p;ease don’t call me tonight as I’m dealing with physical side affects from my Tarceva (Chemo pill).

hey hun… do you have a phone? i could give you my number if you ever need to just talk.. and for someone to listen… im forever your friend.. i promise..

awwwww… thank you hun…

My darling Tammy: You alrady have my unconditional friendship…I will always be here for you.

just being my friend is all i need..

Honey, I’d travel whatever distance to help you…I think you already know that. The only question is how can I help?

come help me would ya?

hahaha.. exactly….. lmfao…..

Isn’t amazing what silence can do…you can yell and scream till you’re blue in the face with no result. Be silent, and suddenly; people start to think about what they’ve done. LOLlollollol. Again, thank you for being there:)

hehehehehe… that is great… sometimes… silence speaks louder than words ever could… lol… im so happy that you have amended things.. and that he is man enough to admit he might have been wrong… lol.. so that is great news… yay..

Thanks for asking. I gave chuck (my partner) the silent treatment for 2 days. After that, I asked him what he was thinking. We talked it out and he finally admitted tthat he was wrong in making that statement. I guess we all have moments when our brain goes on break. Anyway, we have peace and a loving relationship once again (not that I’d ever stop loving him; afterall, we’ve been together for over 10 years now).
Frank

aawww… i probably missed what happened… havent had internet for the past couple of days… damn weather… lol.. so i ordered my own internet and have no issues now.. ill go on and click allow emails for ya… or you can just type my email in the address bar of your mail… lil_bit_shie @ hotmail . com.. just take out the spaces.. sometimes the best thing that we can do is ignore those who are ignorant.. and taking time off from here… helps a great deal.. i have actually found that out myself.. so take those few days and forget about this place for a bit… just glad that you will be back… how is it going with the not doing anything… to get acknowledgement at home? lol

Tammy: I just wanted to thank you personally for your support and invaluable advice. It’s really nice to know there are people out there that genuinely care…I was on the verge of an emotional meltdown because of Therapis’ comment. It’s over and done now and I’m doing a bit better. I’m going to take a break for a few days but; I WILL BE BACK!!!

BTW– I tried to send you my email address but it didn’t work. Help.com says you can access my email address from my profile page.

Anyway, thanks again.
Frank

hey hotdog… your email didnt come out… you have to put spaces in between it.. other wise it just doesnt work… here.. add mine… just take out the spaces.. lol… lil_bit_shie @ hotmail . com .. keep in touch hun..

Tammy: my email is (email removed)

well, i sure do feel special in that you feel ok in telling me… thank you hun. you are in my prayers… and yes… keep fighting… no matter what… i have seen way too many people give up only to have their lives cut short… its the fight that keeps us here longer… so stay strong… and if you ever need a shoulder to lean on.. you can definately count on me… lots of hugs hun…..