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As a matter of fact, Ever since getting this job I have learned to enjoy computers more than I usually do. The job I had before this was for a retail store and I was just a general sales assistant. It was part time and I was only doing about 12-16 hours per hour but it so boring and I hated it. The people there were great though. Now I’ve got this job, I don’t mind the hours I do, because I am actually enjoying it.

I don’t like boxing either. I had a house full of blokes watching it. So I took a bath, booze and book. I like drinking white wines. It was over in 54 sec…The men folk were not best pleased.

Oh yeah, I do really enjoy it and it does keep me interested. I just frustrated when I’m stuck at a dead end. I do agree though, it’s better to have a job that can keep my mind stimulated. Another reason why I like the job I’ve got is because I get to do a bit of the software and the hardware side, which is good.

Take care of yourself :)

Funny but i have not talked with you for such a long time not til you posted something about your health.

We will be waiting till you come back to us once again. :)

I hope you are still allowed to drink coffee.

WOW! Thanks for the advice. I could imagine working for the government takes away a lot of your freedom. I think I’ll stick with working for non-government organisations and businesses.

I like the field I am in. It’s complicated, but I enjoy it. I’m hoping that this placement I’m doing will help me get a job after my final year at Uni. That way I can build up my experience, which is what a lot of companies are looking for. I have a bad habit of calling myself an amateur or similar. My self esteem isn’t very high.

Good to know you are feeling ok. I think everyone here will look forward to your return here.

Take care :)

Good evening honey. Are you feeling strong today? Are you watching the Boxing tonight.

I’m still an amateur at the moment. I’m on a 12 month work placement for Uni, so I’m still training. The programming I do is close to systems programming rather than applications. I originally wanted to do applications programming, but I’m starting to enjoy systems programming. It’s more challenging, which is fun. Kennedy Space Centre! Very impressive. I’d love to be able to work for a large company like that.

I hope you do get back to normal. It’s good to know that you are trying to do normal activites. Small steps is the key. You don’t want to strain yourself.

Hello there, it is very late and i am not sleeping yet.

But saw your post and i’m glad you feel a lot better. It must be a blessing to feel so much relief from the stressful days.

We hope you would be back soon.

We have not talked before, but i’m sure you got many interesting stories to tell.

I wish your fine well being. Now and always.

~lilies

That’s good to know that you are taking rest. I know a lot of people that tend to ignore the doctor’s advice. It’s not good for them.

I’m a software engineer who designs and builds computer systems for different companies. It’s quite a good job. Complicated but good.

Good to know that the move is complete. I just thought to myself the other day: Where has hotdog been lately? So I thought I would just leave you a shout making sure you are ok.

Don’t work too hard, ok. Your health is an important issue and you don’t want to do anything to make it worse. You can come back when ever you want; we’ll still be here.

My job is going pretty well at the moment. Apart from the fact I have been making quite a few mistakes, I am progessing. I’ve almost completed my first project and it will be shipped to the customer soon. YAY!

Take care of yourself. :)

Tell Chuck that I’m thinking of him too - Mas

Ohhh - I wish I was there - I’d paint for you. I never stop thinking of what we can make happen. Dont leave it to one side for too long - you know where I am - Mas

Just checking in on you - give me a shout or email me - Mas

Hello hotdog. I haven’t seen you in a while. How are you? How have you been dealing with your house after you moved. I hope you are feeling ok.

Speak to you soon. :)

psst! we’re trying to keep quiet ( so she doesn’t notice us! ;)

hahahahahahahahahahaha…. roger is sleeping .. lmfao….

as for my appointment.. until my disability goes through.. because i get help through social services… i have monthly meetings with them.. to see how my dr appointments and stuff are going.. pretty boring and a waste of time.. but its something that i need to do in order to keep getting help… ugh… ill talk to you later…

boo… hey… what ya doing… i just saw that you replied to my bumper sticker post.. lol.. i just wanted to say hi.. im heading off to the shower… got a stupid appointment today… and every friggin day this week… ugh…. but anyways….. ttyl love ya… shie

I’m doing as well as to be expected. I just deal with life as it comes and refuse to let this cancer get to me. I’m constantly trying to go outside my boundries as I feel that’s my way of cheating death. I am currently on Tarceva as regular chemo treatments are no longer an option. The tarceva has very bad side effects but it’s my only option…and there is no guarentee it will keep working. I’m tired of my DR’s giving a time frame.

I try to put up a front to people by painting a positive outlook but, I’ve lost so many close friends because I was honest with them.

I do enjoy my life (as mediocre as it may be) because I’m not ready to just roll over and let my cancer rule me…granted, I’m not able to do the things I’d like to do but I contue to achieve what doctors don’t expect me to achieve. That has become my purpose.

Anyway, how are YOU doing?

Frank

How are you doing today my friend?

hi

Okay. Thank you.

Hey up hotdog, thank you for the shout. How are you feeling?

I haven’t been on much for the past week, because I have started working full time now and I don’t get chance to log on except late at night and over the weekend. However, I think once I have got set up and relaxed with my new schedule, I just be a bit more organised. It’s been quite good here for the past couple of weeks. A bit of the drama from a while ago has died down now.

I hope you are feeling well. :)

Hi
I looked at the large argumentative post reported earlier. From what I saw… you did lead the attack unnecessarily. In future please do not attack other users and invite others to join the attack. If someone or something offends you, it is best you report it rather than attack others.
Charlie and the Mod Team

Hello lovely :)

happy friday :)

How are you doing?
I went to the post you gave me the invite too although I do think that she didn’t really mean it to be as extreme as it turned out to be, not that you want to hear that after you have been offended.

we got it worked out.. i basically told her that .. before you write or say anything…. you have to realize.. with out knowing someones life and what they deal with… saying certain things can cut like a knife… i told her to take a look at your profile.. to know that you have life issues.. and she is very very sorry.. she actually sent out a post apologizing to you… because she didnt know… http://help.com/post/176488-my-last-g… so hopefully.. things are sorted out now..

well.. i have to get cleaning the house… but ill be on later… many hugs.. love your friend always… shie.

yeah, she is trying to start with me as well through shouts…. go figure.. 14 years old and they think they know everything.

have you checked out my shout trail with her? she keeps shouting me… lmfao..

hehehehehe…. i replied back to that post that you invited me too… take a look.. then.. take a look at my shouts in which she or he … what ever… sent me a shout… lmfao.. read the shout trail…

Hiya,
Thank you :)
How are you?
Hows the move going?

Ohhhhhhh all excited - I was hoping you would get back in touch - I have found quite a few places to apply to - so when you feel up to it please send the email - that would make it a perfect summer - new home and a wonderful holiday. I hope this finds you both well as I know that moving is never easy. He’s a lucky man that you adore him so much - speak soon Mas

Thanks….I’m sure all will go well…or as well as possible. You’ll have to come to the states to see our new home. You’ll always have an open invitation.

Hiya, how you doing? :)

I am glad to hear everything is ok and way to go on the move :D
I love moving (yes Im odd), all the excitement etc.
Hope it goes well and you settle in as soon as possible :)

Hi..

what are you doing?
Being nosey and noticed you shut some of your posts..
You ok?

You will never believe the world I have jumped into charity wise - I do need to know a few minor details about you and Chuck (age, time together) but I have found the most astonishing places - this is ongoing Frank - rather than post them email them to me. Nothing personal as such just like a mini-biog that tells about you and Chuck - my email is Mas1st at live . com. Lets get busy - Mas

Well I’m going to look into the websites and then shout you back - ooohh all excited - mas

Well then - lets do it for Chuck - thought about that?

I know how it went down and I already talked to Tammy about it and I know she is who you said it to, but shouts aren’t private and word gets around.

Check your shouts there is a message to you from Ken one of the Mods about this.

I didn’t see an apology from you in any of that or any statement that you realize that you were wrong, but I am not the type to hold grudges.

I didn’t say that you started rumors, but you have said that me and Dani are the same person and that whether you want to admit it or not that IS starting a rumor, a rumor that got back to me. It’s also a ridiculous statement and I reported it to the Mods as soon as it got back to me. He shouted you about it and it seems you aren’t listening to him either.

I do not understand how you can say you have always liked me and then accuse me of being another user, one that it is obvious you don’t like. I have been very clear and consistant on this website as to who I am and I do not feel like I deserve being accused of being another user.

I didn’t want to post to you while I was still upset with you, I wanted to clear the air before I felt right about saying anything to you on a post.

Sorry, that you can’t understand that, but I have principles that I try to live by and if I posted anything to you when I was upset it wouldn’t be right.

I have a lot of flaws and one of them is that I have to speak my mind before I can move on.

I have liked you since the first we met, but I haven’t liked things I’ve seen out of you lately. I found out yesterday that you were saying to people that me and Dani were the same person. I am trying to understand why you said that.

I don’t really know if you honestly believed it or if you were just spreading lies about me, that was my initial thought. I am now trying to give you the benefit of the doubt.

I don’t know where this leaves us, but I do know that I would feel fake and phoney if I said anything to you on other post, when I feel the way that I do now.

I hope that you understand what I am saying and that there will be no more hard feelings.

You know my dad had leaukaemia and his sister never visited him one - not once. At the time it made me angry but as I’ve gotten older I’ve realised that some people are poorly equipped to deal with illness. I have a funny feeling Chuck would rather be in a tent and still have you but I know that getting things settled is a must and also it removes a little bit of the worry from you. Do you get out much or does the emphysemia keep you indoors? I have a friend on here in the UK with emphysemia it seems to have slowed her down immeasurably, thereagain she still smokes. I smoke too but since coming to this website I have somehow become much more aware of how fragile health can be. Would you be well enough to travel if you were given the opportunity? I know it sounds like it couldnt happen but you have no idea what I’m like if you give me something to do - you cant really stop me until I’ve got it done. Or maybe you could have a fantastic vacation in the USA - a place you have never been. From what you write your treatment wasnt successful - is it just a matter of living alongside the cancer now or do you still look at other options? Sorry for all the questions but I like you and I was qwatching you reply to Thep in Shie’s post. You were totally correct BTW - she is leaving because the fights have done her head in. Anyway I’ll stop rambling when you get the time give me a shout back Frank - Marie

I left you a message on that post just to say I would nominate you for a wish - if you ever had a wish that you never fulfilled. I can hear you are dealing with this in your own way. Sometimes though a little bit of magic dust can do wonders. Think about it - Mas

Sorry to hear you are unwell - if you ever want to talk give me a shout - mas

Thank you for all of the reports. I have read all of the shouts. The warning I gave you below was mainly because you gave out personal information which is seriously a very bad idea in shouts. This is just the moderators watching out for your safety.
I have given both Dani and Lil-Bit a shout asking them to stop the arguing and also to ask their friends to stop. This includes you and Jeb and Cap’n Roj.
I cannot delete these shouts and suggest that you just let them roll out of existence and ignore them.
The bullying/arguing/silliness needs to stop. This is me being pro-active to stop it.
I will not be banning any of the users that were involved. This argument has grown to epic proportions. If I was to ban 1 party the other party should also be banned - and I dont want that to happen.
Thank you
Ditzy and the Mod team.

hey.. shout back at me..

Please do not share any personal information like emails and phone numbers via this site in the open. This is why we have the share email address button. Your phone number is now open to the whole internet. I cannot delete shouts as it is not in my capabilities. This will have to wait until the Admin logs on.
Also please do not add to the Dani and Lil-Bit argument that is going on right now. I know that you are only sticking up for a friend but in truth it only adds to the confusion. It also leads to you getting warnings and black marks.
Thank you
Ditzy and the Mod team.

Did you know that DHY and JZ are best friends, if not partners? Check out the post from DHY, I love him….Hmmm interesting.

Hi Hotdog, I’m a friend of Shie, if I can help in any way, shout me. Ps I have enjoyed your posts. Ada

yeah… he is one of the ones that are sticking up for her… one of the ones that is trying to continue everything..