Nyxotic's shout trail with fletcher - Help.com

I read your poem. I don’t know what to say. It’s been such a long time since you posted any poetry on here I’d forgotten how incredible it is when you do. It’s bittersweet because while the poem is so beautiful, it bites deep because I know what the words mean to you. Or at least, I have an idea. I know I can never truly know being so far away.

*snuggle*

*cuddle.*

^.^

:0

YES! THAT’S IT!

Thank you Darling. I knew you’d get it.

Ummmmmmmmmm…

*rrrrmmmmmmmreowwwwwwwW!*

o.o”

You’re not allowed to get worse again because I SAID SO! :P

How do you spell that sound a cat makes when it wants your attention that starts out more a purr but quickly turns into a meow?

Someone had the sniffffles:3

I’m okay, I’ve steadily been doing worse, but its still better than how I was before, so, yesh.

rawr?! :0

*meows*

I’m okies now. I had the worstest cold ever, but it’s finally starting to go away. :D

How are you doing???

RAWR! ;)

~cuddles~

Are you okay sweetie?

grr baby grr

Eh, it looks like I’ve missed you again. :( I hope that you’re doing incredibly well.

I’m looking forward to when I catch you online again. ;)

fletcher!!!!!!!!!

I miss you too sweetie. Did you know that you have one of the most beautiful can’t-look-away faces that I have ever seen? :0

I hope that you’re doing well too.
x

I’ve been thinking of you still and just wanted to say hello and that I miss you on here. I hope you’re doing very well. :D

http://www.sendspace.com/file/hiw5qn

Download link n.n

I’m sure your singing is just lovely. Better than mine at the moment for sure.

*hack* *hack* *snort*

I’m a bad singer now.

Its just being exported as an mp3. Its this girl Era’s favourite song at the moment, she said that she was worried about me and missed me yesterday so I did it for her. The vocals aren’t uh.. yeah, hehe, but its the thought that counts right? o.o”

If you’re still planning to send me that song, please shout me or something when you do. I really want to hear it.

:D I’m sorry you’re going back because I miss you around here, but I’m glad that you’re leaving me some shouts while you can.

I can’t come to Melbourne. I’m a train wreck and it would be horrible of me to put you through “me” while you’re doing better with yourself. Maybe someday we can both just be people who are comfortable with ourselves. :D Wouldn’t that be wonderful!

Yeah for a few hours, visiting home, have to be back in the ward by 9:00pm.

I’m doing a little better, feeling a little bit more comfortable within myself maybe? I’m not sure.

Come to Melbourne and visit the psych ward and kisssss meeeeee.

Hope that you know how gorgeous you are deary :)

~Gah, I put that comment in wrong places two times. Can you tell that I’m tired? Eep.

oh you’re back!!!! I’m so happy!!!!!

How are things now? Are you still you, but with the tools to enjoy your life or some sort of thing like that? I hope you’re doing great! :D

Hello gorgeous.

Thank you so much for the comments on my post. The fact that you give any thought to me at all is so flattering, ah. You’re amazing and I hope that you are still doing better and safe and all the nice fuzzy warm stuff :)

*muah*

ah. oh well. you could spell it sandwitch, but that would be confusing for wiccans who live on beaches or in deserts.

Sandwhich.

I thought that there was an ‘h’ in it this entire time :/

How do you spell sandwich wrong? just curious.

Hmm, that *is* a breakfast sandwich. I like bacon and egg muffins.. Also, the spell checker just informed me that I’ve been spelling sandwich the wrong way for a looong time, hehe.

Oh.. there will be loads of pretty colours.

Sorry, I didn’t get up early enough to have a lovely breakfast in the morning. However, I did make myself a nice yummy toast and egg sandwich for lunch, which is kind of a breakfast sandwich anyway. hehehe

If you write me in crayons, I’m expecting you to use lots of pretty colors. I don’t want to see pages of nothing but black crayon.

Okie dokie. It will probably be at least two weeks before I get through so you will probably know about it, I should be in there for around a month. I might have to write with crayons if they don’t allow me to have sharp objects, hah =P

Have a lovely sleep, have a nice breakfast for me in the morning :)

hey fletch. I’m gonna hit the hay for now. Please let me know when you’re going to start your treatment thingy. If you can access the internet while you’re there, let me know how things are going. If you can’t, then maybe write me some letters or poetry and then scan them and email them to be after you get home. I will fully expect you to make it home safely. Until you leave, I’ll probably be on pretty much every night. :D

Thank you for that Oreo. The Lonely Things really speaks to me.

I hope that you’re safe, warm and happy n.n

A Kind of Loving - Rod McKuen

I sing songs for people I can’t have
people I meet once and will never see again
It is for me a kind of loving.
A kind of loving, for me.

I make words for people I’ve not met
those who will not turn to follow after me.
It is for me a kind of loving.
A kind of loving, for me.

It is for love that I live all alone.
Because the lovers I imagine
are safer than the ones I’ve known.

I make rhymes for people who won’t hear
some who will not turn their faces to meet mine.
It is for me a kind of loving.
A kind of loving, for me.

The Lonely Things - Rod McKuen

The silent rain that falls, the meadowlark
the winter wind that calls the lovers from the park
the sad and bitter song December sings
these are the lonely things

The sun behind the clouds, the starlese night
when you’re alone in crowds the need for sudden flight
the empty loneliness that parting brings
these are the lonely things

A taste of love too soon gone wrong
the sad mistaken heart that heard the sirens song
and sang along

The waves that drum the shore at morning light
the friends that come no more to try and make things right
the hopes that fly too soon as though on wings
these are the lonely things

Yup

you’re brushed red on msn right?

I almost feel the same way. In fact I have curled up in the spare bedroom and tried that before. Had an episode last night and feeling pretty low. It was nice to cry again though, nice and familiar o.o

You’re a really awesome woman, really, if you can stay afloat things will work out. Wish that things weren’t being so hard for you.. Ah, come oooon crazy beautiful woman >__< I suppose that you'll work it out in your head eventually, or something will give and choices will open up. Hmmmm, sorry I couldn't be of more help =__="

Anyway.. blahhh! Cheer up ^.^ Yaaay ~poke~

I’m having a crisis which sucks and I’m sick to boot - I see no future but curling up in my mother’s guest bedroom and rotting away.

~cuddle~
Hope that you’re not feeling too bad deary.
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Rahh, ^w^

Damn emoticon censoring.. T__T

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fleeeetcher! wheeeeeeeeeere aaaaaaaaaarrrre you?

They’re very very rare, you could find an exotic seller in India or the more appealing option is to make your own :3
~poke~

Have a nice sleep dear n__n

I just opened up my email for you. :D good night!

I’m hanging on his every word! =D

=P

A really super awesome ultra-shout? Where do I find those? lol

poke

I really recommend not doing anything that someone named hacker tells you to do. :D

Get some sleep deary u__u Zzz

None of this is junk :/ In fact, I’ve just cleaned my room.

Invisible reward still stands.

Say something in chat O__O

eh . . . you can reward me some other time. I have enough junk of my own. lol

..no. I have a collection of strange assorted pens and stationary.. a Garfield alarm clock, a little plush polar beat with a scarf, an 8-ball thats a yellow smiley face.. a Super pacman arcade thing, and more! :0