Mini-Profile

ok so im told to write a profile blurb..
um my name is Ruth, im 14, and i actually dont remember registering to this site but hopfully it will help me. at the moment im on the verge of suicide and the funny thing is that my life is actually ok i guess. i dunno i just feel that i myself dont want to live anymore, im just sick of this world, and because ive been hurt so many times its destroying me inside.
well otherwise im an A student, i play hockey for my suburb, im in a band, ive got a hard earning job, so yeah i bet you think im totally confusing.
Where did you grow up?
Roodekrans
Where do you live now?
roodekrans and krugersdorp
What is the highest level of education you have attained?
im still in high school
What subjects did/do you enjoy the most at school?
natural sicence, life orintation, maths*, home ec, design
What's your favorite sport or sports?
hockey
What kinds of jobs have you held? Industries too!
run my own business in badges
What hobbies are you into?
working out, drumming, gymnastics, chilling
What causes are you concerned about today?
apartheid repeating, global warming, poverty, greed
If you claim a political party affliation, which is it?
dunno
Which religion (if any) do you follow?
atheist!!