The last time I said something to you I then didn’t use this site for about a month and a half… so then if I did a websearch for my name, it showed my shoutbox, elsie’s poem, something about bubbles and idiocy in bubbles. So when I looked for myself I found you. Is that interesting?
I was just thinking about you and wondering who you are. And then it says you’re online. Now I shall think about a zillion dollars and wonder if it will magically appear to me.
“weird”, of course is simply a name for my actual emotion which seems to like you despite the fact that you are idiocy in bubbles and a girl named after my brother. hmmm……
When I’ve had jobs where I had to ID people I’ve often asked the adjective/common-noun name people and they often said, “No I’m the opposite of Patience” etc. I wonder if my name is an adjective in someone’s vocabulary.
yes … sometimes people’s names seem meaningful beyond being a label, beyong what random coincidence should account for. Say for example someone shows up from Ecuador and I’ll see his name as “South” and someone from Peru will see his name as “North”. I think this happens. That’s my expanded thought. I hope I didn’t waste your time in expecting a response.
eh, it’s just a fun little name, i don’t take it to be me. but i know what you mean by people identify with their names. a name is just something to call someone… hmmm, i don’t know, can you expand on the thought?
(here’s another thought…if you consider the awakening of buddhism to be a worthy thing, you might wake up and wake up and keep waking up…and never take a nap )
yes i’m trying to lean towards the higher meaning of my paranoia… maybe after two large bowls of spaghetti i’ve kind of forgotten the paranoid feeling haha. dali is a wonderful artist, his surreal scenes remind me of dreams. your words are helping :)
paranoia is among other things a state of alertness, psychic sensitivity. Dali’s painting style that he called (hyperparanoid? or something) was extremely psychically sensitive to the possible meaning of symbols.
(You said you were giving yourself incorrect answers, so I’m not trying to hard, just saying something and maybe you like that.)
The grand illusion is all a mirage. The truth really always right in front of us, it’s impossible to look away, but symbols make things seem complicated.