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is that so? I guess I’d call myself “dreamo.” Big dreams with no way of achieving them…ha. Nice to “meet” ya btw.

Hey, are you goth or emo?

lol, sry, just had to;)

Hi :)
How are you?

I am sending my Christmas greetings already, just incase I don’t see you here before the big day, I am sure I will but I would rather be safe than sorry!
So….

Hope you have a Fabtastic Christmas and new year!!!

Emily
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Have you tried talking to him?

You’re not dying, though. As long as you’re alive, there’s no doubt that things will get better.

The key words are “right now”. Everything will get better. At least you’re healthy.

Wow. I know this isn’t going to be much help, but you need to remember that this sort of thing happens all the time. People have their ups and downs. All you need to do is stick it out the best you can until things get better. The only way they won’t get better is if you give up.

I don’t know. What’s been going on with you?

I would be going to Millbrook public school but I got kicked out. I go to Beta now, Its a “work at your own pace” school but it seems some people dont even have a pace, they do nothing. I’m working towards being an animal behavioral specialist.

Totally understandible. Take your time, I know it’s not easy.

If you don’t hate me too much, we could be friends. I’d prefer that to the alternatives of never speaking again or hating eachother. So how about we start over as friends?

It happened in the time that I was offline. I’ve had a lot going on in life, as you know, and even if I had thought it would be good to tell you, I wouldn’t have had the time.

Look, I’m not happy that you’re upset, okay? I didn’t do this to hurt you. Would you rather that I kept it a secret? Because I’m not dishonest like that. I’m not going to lie to anyone to keep them happy, and I’m sorry if you expect that. I can’t say anything that will make this any easier. I do like you, but I don’t feel for you the same I feel for her. I know I’m going to come out looking like the asshole here, and that’s fine. You didn’t do anything wrong. But at the same time, you need to remember that I didn’t do this on purpose, and it’s not something I can control. I’m sorry.

Well I suppose you are older than.

not necessarily, im 17, my birthdays october 10th. How old are you?

I really can’t explain that. It just happened. I didn’t plan it out or think it through, I didn’t have time. It happened that fast. I didn’t mean to hurt anyone.

There’s a lot to this story. What do you want to know? Be specific.

I’m junior.

I know, but I said everything in that post. I can go into more detail on something, if you’d like.

What do you want to know?

What grade are you in?

That’s all that’s changed, really.

Well, I’m now living with some friends, and just avoiding my parents for a while.

Not much, I missed school today so now I have nothing to do.

I can if you want me to.

Hey. A lot is up, actually. Have you read my latest post?

yea, I suppose. Thanks. WE should do this more.

yea, I told him. He seems ok. Not upset or anything. I dont think I could ever get rid of it..as much as I wish i wasnt having it right now. SO, if I am..im kinda stuck. Is my life over?

Hello, how are you?

Well, Im only 20. My boyfriend proposed to me on Sunday, I found out im probably pregnant yesterday. Its not good. Im still in school. I dont want a baby. o i feel like Im having a break down. He isnt to distraught about it. But ooo… I just dont know what to do.

I think im pregnant. I took 2 tests last night and they where both positive.

Anytime. Good luck. I sure hop it all gets better. …want to help me now?

SOunds like you ought to get ready for a big long talk with him.

He sounds like a real asshole. Not to tell you that. Then to post it where he knew you would see it. He abviously must not care to much. Your better off without him. Definetely! I mean, cant help but wonder, if he didnt tell you something as huge as that, what else has he never told you. You should talk to him. Tell him how you feel. Then let it be over. How do you feel?

So, he’s obviously seeing someone else. Has he told you any of this?

Well, first I realized that a long time ago. I-fell-in-love-with-a-dragin did kinda give it away. hehe Xeno, seems like a very complex person. If you dont ask, he wont tell kinda guy. Have you guys still been talking lately? Does he know how much you care about him? If he does, then he was very wrong for…cheating on you. Extreamly wrong. You should have a talk with him and let him know how you feel.

Well, first I realized that a long time ago. I-fell-in-love-with-a-dragin did kinda give it away. hehe Xeno, seems like a very complex person. If you dont ask, he wont tell kinda guy. Have you guys still been talking lately? Does he know how much you care about him? If he does, then he was very wrong for…cheating on you. Extreamly wrong. You should have a talk with him and let him know how you feel.

Yes, im here. Talk away.

hey what is your name? i like your avatar. My name is alan..

Hey whats up?

Hey, I’m sorry, but I have to go for a little bit. I’ll be back on soon, though, so if you’re still on, we can talk when I get back. Hope to see you then.

Lol, well that’s a bummer.

Hmm..

Do you know how you lost your voice?

Anyway, that’s enough about me. How about we talk about you for a while?

I’ll mannage. It’s really no big deal, it’s just that I can’t fit too much else into that schedule, you know?

Well, it’s a lot of things, actually. I have work, I have my comics, I have some major things with my friends, and with my family… I have a children’s book I’m trying to write, as well as a small greeting card company and my Journey We More comic, which I simply haven’t been doing enough work on. Even though I’m only working Fridays, Saturdays and Sundays, I have to be there at 8 in the morning, and that drains me for the whole day. My friend Tofu is having his boyfriend Larry move in with him, and it’s the sweetest thing, because Tofu bought him a ring, and they’re so cute together. Asside from that, my friend Riffa will be comming back from the army soon, and I have to go up to Tampa to hang out with him and Idzuna. Then, I have some long-distance friends comming down the same week as my little brother’s 14th birthday, and a Thanksgiving thing in Gainsville with my sister, her roommates, and their families. Plus all of the normal stuff I do. So I’ll be pretty busy for a while.

Yep. Seems that way.

Well, that’s okay. I’m sure we’ll end up in the same place at the same time one day, and then we can meet up and go out for coffee or something. It’s all good. I’ll be way too busy for the next few months anyway, I’ve got a lot of real life things going on that need attention. So it’s probably for the best that that thing was cancelled, as I probably wouldn’t have been able to make it out to see you under this schedule.

Awesome! See, I wish I could watch you at competition, that would be so much fun.

Hm… tell me about what you’ve been up to this whole time.