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• maybe i should get this off my chest. posted (3 months, 1 week) ago
  so i had been depressed for a while. like 7, 8 years. suicidal most of that time. didn’t do a…

• can someone explain the attraction of getting drunk? posted (4 months, 4 weeks) ago
  i know some people whose every conversation is about how drunk they were last weekend or how drunk…

• this is so much better than posting on facebook… posted (5 months, 3 weeks) ago
  no one here knows me, so i can post this without fear. i just need to get this off my chest. you s…

• pool posted (2 years) ago
  im looking for the rules to a straight pool game where the balls are spotted every inning instead of…

• are there any religions that dont believe in an immortal soul? posted (2 years, 2 months) ago
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• why do people get upset when someone says “i believe my religion is right”? posted (2 years, 2 months) ago
  hear me out here. it seems like as much a matter of semantics as religion. doesnt the word “…

• good and bad posted (2 years, 2 months) ago
  been kicking this philosophy around for a while, maybe somebody could offer a little feedback. goo…

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• maybe i should get this off my chest.
  

  thanks, littlenick. peace.
  - written 3 months, 1 week ago

• maybe i should get this off my chest.
  

  thanks for your indulgence, gentlemen. i should be okay for another few months.
  - written 3 months, 1 week ago

• maybe i should get this off my chest.
  

  and now, counterpoint:
  
  Do not go gentle into that good night,
  Old age should burn and rave at close of day;
  Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
  
  Though wise men at their end know dark is right,
  Because their words had forked no lightning they
  Do not go gentle into that good night.
  
  Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright
  Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay,
  Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
  
  Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight,
  And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way,
  Do not go gentle into that good night.
  
  Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight
  Blind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay,
  Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
  
  And you, my father, there on the sad height,
  Curse, bless me now with your fierce tears, I pray.
  Do not go gentle into that good night.
  Rage, rage against the dying of the light.
  - written 3 months, 1 week ago

• maybe i should get this off my chest.
  

  and i can almost hear littlenick shaking his head in disgust, and saying “if you’re so convinced you’re going to fail, of course you will.” i know. i don’t feel like this right now, but this is how it goes when i’m in the grip of depression.
  - written 3 months, 1 week ago

• maybe i should get this off my chest.
  

  [quote Eddieee]What if…you are missed. What if…you can still see them hurt. What if…you still hurt. You owe it to yoursef to give it all and end on a happy note. At least to say you tried. Hang in there my friend.
  [quote belteshazzar293]you’re missing my point, littlenick. when you’re dead, there’s no misery, no one has to take care of you, and it doesn’t matter (at least to you) what people think of you anymore.[/quote][/quote]
  
  what if i’m missed? well, to be cold, it won’t matter to me anymore. and i believe firmly that man does not have an immortal soul, so i’m entirely unconcerned about seeing them hurt or hurting myself.
  
  and compare these epitaphs:
  
  here lies belteshazzar293. he gave it his all and still failed.
  
  or
  
  here lies belteshazzar293. at least he knew how to fold a losing hand.
  - written 3 months, 1 week ago

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