i understand your anger and your despair. I think you should told your mum about your true feelings especially that next year you’re leaving them to themselves, so it’s time for them to realise what they are doing.
Your mum excuse is that that she is completely down because of her incapacity, so don’t be too tough on her, it’s not easy ! You have to “awaken” your younger sister, and put her in front of her responsability, you can’t take everything on you!
Be brave, next year you’ll be out of here and then they will know what they lost! But i hope that you won’t consider it as too late then… - written 7 months, 2 weeks ago
Just do what is in your best, cause i don’t think he realy cares about you (he did nothing to help you being at ease, eventhou you followed him and left all your old life). Pull yourself together and go back to your old life, you’ll be surprised to see that there was people who cares for you and that you did not noticed. Anyway it’s better than to stay where you are now, and being treated like crap! - written 8 months, 1 week ago
Well, you should always keep on calling them at least once every 2-3 weeks. You need to sustain your friendship or it will vanish and disappear. Even if you never find them, always try! - written 8 months, 1 week ago
You need medical help. You can’t just go on like that! Lot of people that cares for you will be deeply hurt if something bad happens to you. Think of them and seek medical help, please. - written 8 months, 1 week ago
for now it seems so important to you to go to private, but with time you’ll find out that this is really nothing compare to others suffers and problems! Enjoy what you have instead of wishing something else! - written 8 months, 1 week ago