I honestly think it is time to set school aside and go to the campus clinic. You can’t keep ignoring it.
As a parent I know they do not want you to be feeling this way. They would want to help you, but how can they help if they have no idea what is happening.
I have to run off to the school right now. I will check back later. I am glad to hear from you. And remember school is not the most important thing in the world. You are.
School is…school is just kicking my ass. This was supposed to be my easy semester, but one of my classes requires me to pay attention to it 24/7 and I just let myself fall behind in all my other work. And there are some financial situations which I have no idea how to solve.
It is early morning however and I am seeing things because I am still so sleepy. :P
What’s got you in this zen-like mode? Though I dunno if Zen is the word, sounds more like you just don’t care at the moment :P Which I guess it fine for a short amount of time, just don’t let it become a frame of mind or anything.
I’m trying to figure out if I should go back to bed or get started on some work. More than likely I will fall asleep doing my work so either way I’ll still be able to sleep :D Yay sleepy.
I’m just rambling now, I apologize for spamming your shout box with my morning ramblings. I’m gonna go write in my journal now where no one ever has to be witness to just how much nonsense I can spew out when I’m not entirely awake! :D
Hey man. Haven’t been on in a while. I don’t really plan on returning often either. You know how it goes. I have one last piece I’ll be putting up sometime, and that’s it. Just wanted to let you know I’m still here, still reading your work, and still loving every word. I’ll talk to you soon. :-)
I’m okay, I just found out some stuff dealing with college, and it’s getting pretty stressful, but hopefully I can deal with it and if I can’t then yayyyyy military school…only seriously.
Besides that everything is about the same since the last time we talked. Still really excited for England. I can’t really tell however, if I’m getting more or less mature. I feel like I’m growing in both directions is that weird? In one hand I desperately wanna be on my own and try standing on my own two feet, and do all the work that it takes to get there, but I’m so, so scared to do all that and fail. I dunno where my head’s at. Your shout caught me at a thinking time :P Oh well.
I wasn’t, decided that I might as well be… Since it’s so easy. All you really need to do is be there, do a little bit of writing, and you get an A. Simple as. :P
Funny I said I was going to bed 45 minutes ago… -_-
:P It’s better than talking about things you are only pretending to know about/have a slight interest in with people at least 20 to 25+ years older than you…
Oh well. They apologized(Kinda), sent me a text at 1:15 in the morning saying that they missed me, I’m not sure what to say back. =/
Plus, I’m not sure whether A) It was actually them, or if it was one of their friends/siblings or B) If they actually meant it. I have the feeling I get played around with a lot. -_-
I had just got back. :P I was going to hang out with somebody at a party with a bunch of other people that I didn’t know but they never showed…
I went to that party specifically for them. There were two other parties with people that I knew and a concert going on. What do I do? I go to the one that has a chance of not working out. What happens? It doesn’t work out. I’m just annoyed with my incapability to making good decisions.
It’s pretty bogus if you want to think of it like that. But, it’s kind of like an unofficial religion. People believe in it not because it’s almighty and true, but because it is something to believe in. It gives hope to people. :P It’s just a turnaround point. It gives the people something to look forward to and trust. Haha.
And I’m not sure what to think of things right now. Being a teenager is retarded. So much drama, no matter how hard you try to avoid it. It gets to the point of being too much sometimes. I know you know the feeling. :P
It doesn’t matter. :P As long as it’s not nowhere.
It’s a good book. Kind of… Inspirational, in a not-so-inspirational way. It basically explains how the law of attraction, a similar force to that of magnetic energy, can be used to basically achieve anything.
Oh, you know. Same old same old. I went to a party last friday and brought one of my guy friends (who’s like a really built varsity football player). Big mistake. Everyone thought he was my boy friend and it was terrible b/c this boy who liked me was just like “oh crap, she has a bf…” and then he was hanging out with another girl. It sucked. Oh well…there will be more guys…
Hey man, I saw ur post on ur education (not to be like stalkerish, but it just showed up on my recent posts section x.x) and I know what u mean…I used to be an amazing student but lately I just feel like nothing really matters. So…the one thing we both have in common is that we both broke up with someone within the last 5 months, and maybe that’s what’s causing this…don’t worry, it’ll get better.
“In the end, everything is ok. If it’s not ok, then it’s not the end”
For now. :P
But matters of life are unimportant when it comes to matters of the mind. If school is driving you nuts and getting out of hand, take a break. :P
I see…you’re lucky. You at least know where you stand. I apparently am still not over my ex. Isn’t that terrible? Wow, I finally admitted it. I still care about him. Damn. Snar!! What do I do? ;_;
But I like this other boy now, but I don’t want to like him. He’s acting like he likes me, but idk for sure. What’s the point of dating? It hurts too much. I’m done.
Are you gonna dress up for Halloween?!? I’m so totally going to! haha, trick or treat while you still can.
lol…yeah i know its been a long time and u r right its weird to read our shouts again….even i feel different and more like a respectable person now than i used to be…
Things are perfect now…got a great job, a great place to live, some great frnds and i’m enjoying the single life….
I found out my ex boyfriend is dating some other girl…and at first I was a little upset, but now I’m not. I realized that he was more of a jerk than I realized…I mean, it’s fine. I hope he’s happy.
For cross country, they make us like run 6 miles, and then it’s just terrible…but I’m getting more into shape. And my ex’s brother like stares at me in the hallway, it’s kinda bad. haha, but I’m not gonna be a homewrecker this year xD
How’s your love life? I hope ur enjoying ur parties!!
You make umbrellas sound like they’re some kind of evil device that you refuse to use, unless your life is in any actual danger :P GET AN UMBRELLA!!! or you’ll catch a cold and being sicky at college is no fun :P
Coming up? THE HOLIDAYSSSSSS what else? Halloween, Thanksgiving, CHRISTMAS!! :D :D :D I’m wayyyy excited. And Christmas means England, and England means many many happy times!
Weird Narcotic= I get sick all the time and in order to not throw up I’m on this weird narcotic. It makes class like 20x more fun though :P
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