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heya
sorry i missed ya in chat :( :( :(
*hugs* i’ve missed ya, hope ya come back soon!
xxx
-jenneh

i gotta go but it sounds like u had fun :)
bye!

lol i have NO IDEA what ur talking about but u sound smart haha

have a hangover??

lol yea i always thought it would be neat to go there, but not really live there.
I’d rather go to australia or ireland, maybe even rome lol

lol Thunder by Boys like Girls

lol is it hard?
im just listening to some music

heya, what’s up?? :D

Awesome, glad to hear it sounds like a great night, good luck tonight!

hey! omg todays friday! how r u? hehe i’ll be on later, right now im at school. :) and im feeling really random or maybe im just hyper, i dont really know lol

haha, sounds like you have it good then. Have a good night :)

awww I’m sorry, I know what you mean. It was pretty hot here today, but I was in class all day, and they have AC, so I guess it wasnt soo bad.

haha, ok…..explain :)

Hey Kaid. , how r u?

lol, you should

ooo 20 huh. I’ll be 19 on Sunday, and I’m in college too. Looks like we have a few things in common ;)

aww thanks. Yeah, I’m a happy person, try not to focus on the negative things. Hang on…going to look at your profile :)

I think broadly we do, it’s nice to have a decent conversation.
I don’t have AIM I’m afraid so Help it is for now. I will be very interested to find out the ultimate question, do drop me a line as soon as you’ve got it worked out.
I’ve stuck you on my friends list, I’m not into collecting electronic friends for the sake of it but I’d like to follow your posts.
All the best

Honestly? I do think what I said was useful but that’s beside the point. Is what you said useful? Yes I think your point of view was useful we always need someone around to push the message of ’stop taking yourself so seriously you melodramatic ****’ or similar but saying it repeatedly gives people a reason to take offence. Also, when second guessing people it’s good to give them the benefit of the doubt. The only other thing that offended me was that some things which you stated as fact were wrong. Even in your last shout you state factually what ‘every self harmer wishes’ and that is simply not true. I know that and anon knows that but other people who don’t know much about self harm might belive it and it’s an attitude which has in the past stopped me seeking proper help and repeatedly perpetuating it is not helpful. It’s an opinion which I’m glad can be heard freely in context and as an opinion (even though I don’t like it,) but it’s not a fact.
I’m not fighting your views I’m questioning your facts & netiquette. As for focusing on improving my method - I hope I always am.

Kaidragon, I don’t doubt that you have a right to express your opinion but you seem to have an issue with self harmers, yes some are attention seeking but a lot are not and most of these (because they’re not showing off scars or whinging all the time) are not known even to their families as self harmers never mind their freinds/collegues. Noone outside of the web and one ex girlfriend knows that I self harm for example.
The reason I asked you to stop was not that I think I am above you or that your opinion is worthless, it was because you had already made your point. You had already completely misrepresented self harmers in general. You were not interested in discussing the original question, just in getting your opinion across and most importantly you were not helping.

Nah.. I wasn’t so nice to be around either.. :P I’m okay, pretty much. You?

Kai.. Ello. We haven’t talked for more than half a year so..I wonder if you still even remember me. Either way. I hope everything’s fine away at college and that you are happy. :)

hey u on? theres no school today lol wooh! haha

okay..i just have nevr had anyone do that before, and it terrifying to have someone know so much about u. when u know nothing about them

idk what to do.
read what he said to me in the last two shouts, it’s really freaking me out.

lol yea i guess.
i’d rather be a broken person though :)
so much more interesting lol

yea but u wouldnt have many friends

well i kinda already let him have it lol woops, it just bothers me when someone thinks they’re all perfect & stuff like that.

okay :) that’s fine.

gosh there’s some wierd guy on here practically threatening me that im going to go to hell and stuff, it’s really creeping me out u know.

ashley_fruen i guess lol that’s what it says at the top. i dont really know, that sounds stupid but i dont haha.

lol yea im on it right now

ashley_fruen@ yahoo.com

by linkin park? i love that song.

oh i saw u on the main page here.

damn..

I’m fantastic. Just listened to Minutes to Midnight for the first time, it was pretty good.
So, where did you see me at?

pretty good, i guess. You?

hey just thought i’d say hi, u seem cool(or at least normal for this site) lol jk
my names ashley by the way.

you look soo handsome;)
I miss you:( I hope ur doin alright…’

Love you…((Kai)) *Hugs*

((Kaidragon)) I love you soo much!! I wrote you an email….:)

I wrote you on here just incase u dont get ur email..but i do love you…ur teh best guy in the world….i wish u were here babe:( please come to me……i love u….always and forever!!!!

Heres one of my poems….

“Im sick of being alone
Im tired of being hurt and abused
Y does it seem like im the only 1 getting accused
I wanna make a difference, tho it seems like noone cares
So, now i stand alone with noone beside me

God! y did u leave me
Dont u care anymore
it feels like ur gone
So i stand here, all alone

then maybe i wouldnt have anymore fears
I love u God
I wish i could see
the way u care
and the way u love me

im tired of bein put down
im tired of bein lost
am i the only one that lived with a cost

I lived my life
I made my bed
I shot my head with a gun full of lead

Now my life is over
I couldnt stand the pain
Now, i died unashamed

Now, im with Jesus
All the pain is over
Now i stand in Heaven
Im with Jesus forver

I love teh pearly gates
and the streets of gold

Now, i can hear all the stories untold
I died with freedom
I died with love
Now i look up above

Im with my Savior
The one and only

So now im not as lonely
Thanku Jesus for saving me
Now, I stand in victory

Im soo happy that someone cares
So, now im standing in the “air”
Im with my Jesus forver and ever

God, im soo glad Ur mine
Now i can talk to U all the time

Thankyou Jesus, for sendin me here
Now, i can live with no more tears

U r mine, forever and ever
Now, im happy, forver and ever!”

-Tanya e.

p.s.
u might not like it…i just wrote it:) i just wrote what i was feelin..:)

((Kaidragon))
I just wanted to write you to say I miss you! I hope your doing alright. You are really something special!! *Big Hugs*

((Kaidragon)) I miss you soo frikin much!!! Stay sweet….i will nvr ever forget you…as long as I live!!!!! Call me…:) xoxo

Hey Sweetheart!! Umm, just incase you didnt get your email, I just thought that I would write you a shout!!! :) I want to thankyou for “always” being there for me!! Your such a great friend. I couldnt ask for a better one!!! Your the sweetest guy I ever known!! Never change!!! Stay as you are!!:) I hope to talk to you soon!! have a great day…Take care Kai:) Miss you..xx

I miss you Kai

just wanted to say hello

just wanted to say hey and thanku soo much for talkn to me today and tonight..

ur really sweet…and yes..you are a good friend.:)ttys..((Kai))

even if that makes me want to give you a kiss?

hru babe?
i’m issy in case you couldn’t tell
=D

< 3 just wanted to say hi, even though we don't know eachother.

You’re the one that has stopped talking to me. I also haven’t been on msn in awhile. When I used to go on there though, you never said anything to me so I figured you didn’t like me or something. >.>

kai, you’re pretty cute. :)