~Shie~'s shout trail with c-eek - Help.com

im so sorry.. havent really been on much of anything. I actually have court tomorrow for my son.. he should be home tomorrow.. WOOT WOOT. as for me.. my health… well.. more symptoms have arised.. but im getting through them and laughing more and more at myself.. its very comical at times… it does hit me when i get a new symptom however because its a face slap letting me know that im getting worse.. but.. after that initial shock.. its funny to me because i look like a retard…
when i over exert myself.. the tumor in my spine swells with spinal fluid and that is when it causes my symptoms to worsen and come out.. so when i walk or clean my house.. etc. one day, my friend and i were fishing with the guys.. and i had to peeeeeee.. lol.. so we walked to the closest lil store.. up hill.. hehehhee.. that got my symptoms going… lol.. one is.. my arms and hands start shaking really badly along with my slurring.. hahahahah.. so she went to buy her man a coffee.. as she poured it.. the cup was very hot.. so i told her.. get another cup and put under the original cup.. it makes it easier to handle.. as i went to reach for the extra cup… omg.. shaky hands and arms.. people every where.. and so were all the cups that were so nicely arranged.. lmfao.. the cashier come running.. looking at me and asking me if i was ok… so i went to say i was ok.. and that i was sorry.. and hahahahahah i couldnt speak.. lmfao… everyone was looking at me.. so i yelled.. stupid tumor!!! my friend and i started laughing really hard… because we knew what was going on… and no one else did… it was so comical.. but the cashier was still looking at me like i was nuts!!! i calmly tried like hell to explain it to him through my slurring… then looked at my friend and said.. i think i need a pill.. hahahahahahahahaha we walked out of the store laughing our asses off..
i can only imagine what people were thinking.. but my friend and i were dying with laughter.. lmfao.. it was hilarious..
so im able to laugh over my health at times.. because the scenes i cause sometimes can be so very funny…
at this point in time.. my dr has prescribed morphine for me.. im suppose to take it 4 times a day to prevent pain from coming into my life.. but i will not depend my life around that medication.. so i only take it when i can not move at all.. maybe once a week if that.. i will suffer through my pain if i can.. i dont want to become an addict… and be out of my mind like those i have seen in life..
i will be going to a major hospital here near me (about an hour away) in which i will be treated like a guinea pig and poked and prodded as my tumor is extremely rare.. 1/500,000… so i have offered to go under their study.. I figure i want help for this before i get worse.. plus.. who knows.. maybe they can help someone else down the road.. im use to needles and surgeries.. screw it.. lmfao.. but anyways.. you can email me.. lil_bit_shie @ hotmail . com.. just take out the spaces.. lol.. and leave me your name in the subject line and from help.com because it will go in my spam folder and i dont want to spam ya. ill talk to you later.. love shie.

Just wondering how you are doing. You have not been online very much and I worry.

my boyfriend works till one a.m. so by then, im usually cooking dinner and i stay up till atleast 3am..

but last night, i logged off and went to get ready for bed… and then got a phone call, had to go with the older neighbor to the hospital… sat there until 6 this morning… phone has been ringing off the hook all friggin morning long and rog’s cell phone kept getting text messages with this loud friggin beep that dont shut up until you answer it… im not a very nice person today… lmfao.. very grumpy… think im a bit over tired… and cant go back to bed because i have a dr’s appt today… but i do plan on taking me a long nap when i get home… :)

Hey, Sweet Shie. It is way past your bedtime. Now it is past mine, too. Nighty nite.

shoot, youre not old… lol..

yeah.. im going to get off soon… have to get some sleep.. usually stay up till about 5am.. due to my boyfriends work schedule.. and tuesdays suck for me cuz i have to be up at 7…. so i have to try to take a nap quick.. ill talk to you later..

Hey, I am the one with the mind of a sixty-year-old and the body to match. In fact, I am old enough to be childish and have folks just humor me. Now, that is worth growing old for. I am going to let you get back to your post now. You go girl!!!

yes… i have a very serious side to me.. grew up at the age of 9.. probably have the mind of a 60 year old… but i have the heart of a child…

i always feel that.. if you are serious all the time.. . then you might as well be dead.. because you will be miserable.

I still have election fever. Everything should be up for a vote. Really, I am usually very serious when I am helping, but in everyday life, I always say I have more fun than regular people.

hehehehe…. theres a post with a sense of humor electoral? lmfao..

i find that i love to laugh.. and even with my tumor and such… i laugh over it.. its so much better than feeling down and blue… so with my own life.. (real life) i love to laugh.. and what you see on here is me… and i love to make others laugh as well… just to help them smile even if for a moment.. so thank you… hugs.

Shie, I vote for you as the one with the best sense of humor.

i know that many people do go there and they actually have a camp site right across the road from it..

its definitely a place that i would enjoy going to check out…

I have been to New York four times in my life, but so far, have not been to Herkimer. Should I put that on my list of places I must see?

I have been to New York four times in my life, but so far, have not been to Herkimer. Should I put that on my list of places I must see?

no kidding.. how nice… i am actually originally from herkimer ny…

i have to say though.. through out my life, i was never allowed to go anywhere so i have never been to it.. i have driven past it many many times though… lol

i know that on 9/11, there was a diamond found that was in a cross shape and sold for millions.. how neat would that have been to find… :)

When I was a little girl, someone gave me a handful of “Herkimer diamonds” and I still have a couple of them. I have always wanted to go dig some up. Have you ever?