I go to work, come home take off my coat, then start on household chores and dinner, I’m tired but Ill do it, simply because I love my family, I don’t get paid for it all, I should really be out there looking at the sunset with friends, and just enjoying my life.
I raised my children, changed diapers, took them to school, ran around for after school activities, when gosh I should have been out there watching the sunset and enjoying myself.
I watch the news and see young girls of 15 being abducted and murdered, I fear for my daughter, why ? because I love her. Ive done my best for my daughter and I hurt at the things she says to me, when I should be out there enjoying myself with my friends.
There are children out there with no parents, parents that abuse their children sexually and otherwise, I try to give my children my love and look out for their safety,always remember something, a good Mother does what she does because she loves you, and worries what happens to you, nobody will ever love you like your mother so do me a favor, help her with those dishes when she’s tired, she’ll probably swop that little bit of homework for the multitude of chores and work she’s trying to shuffle. :-)
” A weird mom”
To those who leave me shouts. I am not really wanting to leave this out to the whole bunch of spammers… so.. if you are here to send me a shout.. I have made a new site directly for Domestic Violence.
it has loads of great signs and symptoms on there of abuse. I do ask that if you send anyone there, that you please.. please.. please.. take precaution because i do not want spammers on there destroying what I want to be a good site.. I want to make sure this site is taken with respect and a great deal of respect because to me D.V is not a joke.. Many hugs, love shie..
so sorry I havent been around as of late.. just know that i love ya all… many many hugs… :)
Hello, hello dear friend! Sorry I have been working the swing shift which has me trying to get a decent nights sleep. My pc crashed and had to get a complete recovery so lost everything :( Hope all is going well for you and yours. Happy Halloween to you Shie! so glad I;m up and running again. Maybe now I can get that awesome comic relief you are so very good at, LOL.. Are you still on messenger? We’ll have to connect sometime. I’d like that. Well (trick or treat) night here, so going as myself, now that is a scary thought, LOL. Have missed you! X…
Nice to hear from you Shie! :) one day i went to lum and found your good news about your kids. I think i replied to your post too late, but i am really happy for you getting reunited with them! :)) i so hate going to doctors too! i never had the feeling of going to the hospital pleasant. :s
Hey take care okay? and let me know stuff on Saturday when you are free…and when the doctor’s clinics are closed! hehehe!
Sorry, I just got your last shout, I don’t come around here much. I just got tired of the ugliness, shame for a help site, it wasn’t seeming that helpful, lol.
Glad that things are improving for you. If you still have my email address you can email anytime or send me a message at Luminosity, I will get it there.
Hehe. I’m special ^_^ jk :)
Glad your ok though, apart from the pain. Really good excuse to go cardigan/woolly jumper shopping ;) Also cannot get moaned at for turning the thermostat up really high.
Hope the doctor your seeing is nice, at least. Would hate to go see a nasty one every day. Make sure he gives you a lolly next time for behaving ^_^
Ditz x
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Its really nice :)
16lbs good work i cant imagin how you feel much better now :)
and yes really nice poems my friend
nice too meet you too my friend and mee to glad to have you here at help.com.
Hugs
take care.
I saw your post and wanted to say how happy I am for you about seeing your son and hoping for the best.
I would have responded on your post, but I really don’t want to give people the impression that I am actually back. Maybe I will check things out from time to time, but I’m not coming back full time to this site.
Wow i don’t know what to say to that. People are so ignorant and belligerent these days, sometimes I just can’t fathom stupidity sometimes. One day, it’s all going to hit everyone that there really are people that go through hard times, and don’t exaggerate the truth. Anywhoo I’m glad she realized her wrong.
Shie, I recently learned of something called Hydrocehalus which is an accumulation of spinal fluid building up in the brain. Is this what is happening to you? Or - is it possible that you have this condition in addition to the tumor? And if yes, is the surgery that is being discussed / debated involve having a shunt inserted to divert the fluid out where it can be absorbed back into the body? I’m asking because I know someone with this condition and he is a co-host of a support group for it. If Hydrocehalus is a word that has been tossed around in your doctor visits, let me know and I’ll put you in touch with this guy. BTW, this guy was born with the condition, has a shunt, and is 47 years old.
xD Yeaaa =) samee, I just erased most of my buddy list so I couldn’t get invites. I would log on and have like hundreds of invites and im like arghhhh i cant check them all. So yeaa.
=\ Awwww Shie, things will turn out for the best. I added that myspace account.
I haven’t been around much, it seems like not many people have. Help sucks now (no offense if your reading this mod ppl, but it does).
I’m doing great though, got accepted into every high school of my choice. But other than that, yea im good. I added that myspace account btw.
Hey Shie, I haven’t talked to you in a while. I read your update, and it literally brought me to tears.
I didn’t understand the beginning though, were you arrested or how did that go?
I am so sorry about everything that happened, just know that the Lord will find a way for you and your children.
Man, that’s just not sounding good. wow, sad,
what are ya gonna do then? Wait? Wow you sure you don’t want to take a chance? Hmmmm, wow, just maybe, if its shutting down, why not go for it? Why not try to work with it somewhat instead of when its toast? Hmmmm, tough choices, scary choices, but opposed to certain deteriation, why not give it a shot?
Great news, that is great, glad to hear that and good for you. Sorry to hear the other.
Did Docs take the new look at you? What next?
What about the neck thing? Do you have to do it all over?!!!!!
Yes, down the road,yikes, oh old and body not working right, man oh man. Gosh I hope they can finally do something.
Hey my lovely, I’m so sorry to hear about your pain :(
Maybe you should think of an alternative therapy? I mean you’ve had so many drugs you must be immune by now? Why not give the pain killers a break and try something else? Maybe even make a post asking for ideas?
I can’t wait to hear about your kids!! you must email me as soon as you get the news!! But whatever it is my fingers legs and boobs are crossed!! lol.
I’m doing really well, coping very well with whatever shit life throws at me and I love it!! Its like…screw depression etc! I don’t give a crap about bad stuff anymore - its a nice feeling too!! xxxxxx
Hello shie girl, sorry about the pain, stress and stuff, i wish things are going to be better for you. Such a brave woman you are! the meds and other things i have not tried.
Uhm it is early 9:30 pm and i feel very tired. i guess i would have an early night.
I will talk to you again when i log in.
For now, a big bunch of hugs. sending love your way.:)
Yes, and you are the only one that was thinking along those lines and said so. I was thinking the same thing. I think she doesn’t have a clue what he is doing. Poor girl, in for a hard hurt. I thought you were on target and I said the same thing. I responded as well days ago.